Current Measurements: 4.5 Inches EG 7.5 Inches ELI was going to wait until next week to post but i haven\'t been able get around too much since my procedure this week. Here it goes:
Past and Current Experiences Leading to my Decision:I can go back to the age of 13 dating my first girlfriend. She was the hottest girl in middle school and a lot of kids resented me for the fact that she wanted to be with me. She was the first girl I began to really explore things with sexually. I can vaguely remember the day size came up and her telling me I wasn't that big. I knew I wasn't small but I thought I was a decent size for a kid my age. That summer I was at summer camp and explored a little more. I saw another kid or two my age that were thicker and bigger. I wasn't sure if I was jealous or excited.From 16 on I had lots of different girls. What I've seen a lot on this forum is how some girls say you are huge others while others say they've seen bigger. It really does come down to the experience of the girl. Where it gets funky is that if a girl says you're huge, or biggest she's ever seen, it certainly is an ego boost but you know it isn't the truth and I was afraid for them to see other larger ones.I remember an x coming back from college. She had met a new guy at school. While we dated she used to be amazed at my size. Every time my pants dropped.. Eyes bugged. I love that. We went out for lunch one day when she was home on break. We were at a traffic light and I opened my pants to pull him out. He was rock hard. She gripped it with her hand and said' It needs more
Girth. That was a serious blast to my ego and that stuck with me for a while.A short while after that I got very serious about exercise, mental health, food etc. I was trying to better myself in every way possible. I was doing a great job and I continued to experiment with lots of women and became more obsessed with penis size and 'Oh My god, it's so big.' I even experimented with a few guys. Nothing crazy but was so obsessed with penis size and began to think that maybe I wasn't heterosexual. I played around a few times but it wasn't my thing. Women are the best.My current girlfriend is small framed but curvy. She is unbelievably sexy. Our sexuality has reached new levels for me with toys, talks, multiple partners etc. I can tell her anything and everything with regards to what I want to try. I love the stories she tells me about other guys she's been with. Guys that were huge and how it felt in her. I love to fantasize about it. I even went as far as to ask her if I could watch her with someone huge. She doesn't want to. She says she likes the way I feel and wants to only feel me.So after years of obsessing over thicker sizes I decided I would take the plunge and give it a whirl. I spent half my life with a
Cock I really enjoyed. It has been in some absolutely beautiful women and been a part of so many fun sexual encounters. It's time for a change and shake it up.I understand all the unknowns around some of these procedures. Over the past decade I've looked into different ones but I was never comfortable with any. I began to love the idea of these artificial fillers. To my rational mind this approach seemed the safest of anything that had been around. Although there weren't many guys performing it, I felt this was the time to give it a go. DAY 1:Arrived at The office. Small, clean waiting room that felt private. I was alone. This is where I filled out paperwork and the disclosure forms.I entered the doctor's office where we spoke for about 30 minutes. I had many questions and concerns, which he was very helpful and informative in answering. I had certainly had many doubts over the previous week about going through with the procedure but I had come this far and figured why not give it a go.The room where the procedure was performed felt like a dentists office. I laid back as a numbing cream was applied which was to stay on for 30 minutes. I was able to watch TV through the process, taking my mind off the situation.At the 30 minute mark Dr. Loria came in and injected my penis with more numbing medicine. It was then time to begin the procedure. We spoke a little as he began to inject me with the filler material. I could not feel a thing. The procedure lasted 15 minutes at best. When he was finished he let me look up and see. I certainly looked both swollen and thicker. It was a pretty good feeling but I was a bit nervous yet eager.I was bandaged up, given prescriptions and instructions. I remember leaving and walking to the elevator and parking lot feeling like I had grown 3 inches and was massively thicker (really just swollen). It felt pretty invigorating. I went to the food store and bought a lot of healthy foods for my week rest at home.Day 1: At homeUrinating was awful. Pain med was still in me so there wasn't much pain. Awkward to sleep and shift. Day 2: woke up and the bandage was a little bloody, some yellow discoloration. Little sore at the base from the bandage rubbing on my skin. It's not hard to walk around it's just uncomfortable. The dr told me to massage 2 or 3 times a day for 2-3 minutes but it's pretty swollen and painful to the touch. Urinating has gotten a little better. I also loosened the rubber band at the base. It was too tight causing itching and abrasion. My
Dick feels like it weighs 10 pounds.2:30 Am - Ambien and 4 pain pills to sleep3:45 Am ' girl texts me to come over for sex' Now im depressed.Day 3:8:30 am - Blood blister at top of shaft. Irritationn between my scrotum and thigh. Groggy. Pain and itching at penis base. Feeling annoyed.11:45 am ' just want to lay down. Swelling sucks. Penis hurts to touch.
I\'m going to keep a daily log and take pictures daily as well. Just wanted to keep everyone in the loop. Dying to know when the swelling will stop. Thanks to the few guys I\'ve PM\'d with keeping me company and giving me encouragement.
