Hello All. Time to begin my story.I\'ve been committed to PE for quite some time, but have not been as lucky as some people on the natural PE boards, despite my dedication.i\'ve came to accept that without really invasive surgery(unlike
PMMA), i was never going to add any length to my unit sadly.
I have persisted with stretchers. jelqs and
Hanging for a long time, for some reason i seemingly have the worlds toughest tunica known to man. All it has achieved for me was loosened skin, and potentially a loss in sensitivity.However i HAVE actually managed to make some headway with
Girth. About 5 years ago i originally had 4.9/5 inches of
Girth, and through rigorous edging/
Clamping+jelquing i\'ve managed to gain a solid(non-swelling) 0.5, within a reasonably short amount of time.But despite these strenuous routines that i religiously put myself through - in last 2 years i have been stuck at a horrible plateau. And to say i am frustrated is an understatement..given how much of my time i have put into it, without results. Upon multiple factors to add to the frustration, I just dont have the time or the sexual desire anymore to be able to put myself through the
Girth routines that i used to commit to anyway. And life is starting to get in the way. However my insecurities and desire to be good in the sack remain.And i am not getting any younger, i dont wish to be a slave to my insecurities for the rest of my life. Wondering when i\'m old \'what if\'.
So yeah....i\'ve ended up going down this desperate path of cosmetic intervention that many of you have considered.
However after so much reading, i have come to see
PMMA as a bit of a middle-ground between overly invasive surgery, and natural PE.
Ive come to terms with the fact that my length will most likely stay at 5.7 for ever...however
Girth proves to be a slightly more promising endeavour(although i feel i have exhausted my own natural potential through PE). So here i am, at the
PhalloBoards cross roads with the rest of you.A lot of guys will say that 5.5
Girth is nothing to be insecure about and realistically it probably isn\'t. But my complex kind of lies within making up for my length dilema. Guess i am the equivilant of a midget who spends all his time in the gym. That - Coupled with the fact that most of the girls i get with are able to take/and openly admit to enjoying a lot of
Girth. Where as length often seems to be physically inconsequential a lot of the time...and more of a visual ego boost. (but dont get me wrong if i could ask a genie to give me 3 inches of length i would.)
If
PMMA can get me to 6\'\'
Girth without looking hideously deformed I will be very very happy. And probably mentally secure and confident.
My final goal is 6.5
Girth. If i am lucky enough to reach that before my 3rd session(unlikely) then i will not be continuing further. Yes at 5.7 length my
Dick will probably look fucking ridiculous like a can of soda...but thats what i want.While im not over concerned with the aesthetics... However the things i have been hearing about nodules is obviously a concern.As long as the thing is thick i can deal with a bit of lack in symmetry...but yea...nodules is a no no.I booked myself in for my 1st session with Dr N, in prague...probably the craziest thing i\'ve ever done in my life, perhaps it will save me from my inner demons....perhaps it will mutate my
Dick and render me into useless cuck. Fun times. Anyway i shall be here over the next few months to keep you updated on my experience. THIS WAS WRITTEN BEFORE
PhalloBoards WENT OFFLINE - SINCE THEN I HAVE HAD
PMMA DONE, AND BELOW ARE MY PROGRESS REPORTS:
Ok guys so this is my piece to sum up where i am at after round 1 of my
PMMA treatment.
I\'m not the greatest writter....so not all of this chronologically makes sense.....i put random paragraphs in random places. You just have to piece things together
Just to lay down a few bits of basic info for those who havent read my intro:This treatment was done in Prague.
It was performed by Dr N - a cosmetic filler practitioner (who seems to be one of europes more reliable and experienced practitioners of Penis
PMMA treatment)
In terms of the procedure i had, i was a bit skeptical....as most of the information and experiences i read are from people who have been to Dr C. (Who for me as a man with a relatively low/average wage, who lives in the UK, was simply beyond my distance/time/and financial capabilities). I will admit that Dr C due to his experience, and thoroughness in this field, was indeed my preference, However as stated...for me...the arrangaments and payments i would have to make to get myself across the atlantic into mexico, Whilst trying to hold down a job that rarely lets me take holiday, were simply beyond feasible .I could get a very similar line of treatment done with Dr N for '1000 less. When i compared the cost of traveling etc. Prague for anyone in the UK, is a very quick to book 2 hour flight, with no hassel regarding VISA\'s etc...and you can travel super light.
If you\'re organized enough, you could technically even fly out there, have your
PMMA and be back in the UK within 24 hours(granted you would be pretty damn tired, but hey it can be done)Anyway lets cut to the good stuff:Dr N\'s procedure seemed a lot less thorough, far simpler..and almost rushed in a sense.
She only filled me up from 1 entry point(right at the base), and used far less material than Dr C. My procedure - If i exclude waiting around for anastheatic to kick in..the job only lasted about 10 minutes.She was still very professional though, and took the care to explain everything that she was doing as she carried it out. When i say it seemed \'rushed\' i refer simply to how quickly it was all done. Its not like she treated my penis like a car that your trying to force too much luggage into.The material she put inside was quite balanced. Unfortunately i cannot remember the precise amounts, but i remember it being something like:
1cc @ 30%
2cc @ 20%
2cc @ 15%
3cc @ 10%
2cc @ 5%or something similar to this.I had a brief scare during the start of the procure in which the anasthetic had made my penis go into a state of super-hard flacid....For those of you who are unfamiliar with that term.......its essentially when your penis is chronically vasoconstricted.....and as a result the tunica and corpora cavernosa scuntches up really small and compact, making your
Dick essentially small...but really tough....and difficult to get hard.I suffer from this from time to time in normal life....so i wasnt suprised it reared its ugly head during my procedure.
I was terrified because my
Dick had literally crumpled up into a state where it was like 2x3 in size....which i thought would make it impossible for her to disperse the
PMMA correctly. So there i was thinking \'\'this is it...hard
Flaccid is going to give me a deformed penis...great\'\'.Anyway at this point i cringed and looked away......i wish i had not guys so i could have inspected her technique to share with you....but the moment got the better of my fears...and i just looked up at the ceiling the whole time. But like magic....she said \'\'there we go all done\'\'. And i look down and my
Dick looks like it just had a 10 hour pumping session.....and
Hanging low like it had never experience hard
Flaccid before in its life!.Her technique i know is similar to Dr C, in that of course she uses a blunt canula, to minimize any damage done to the internals.
While i was pretty numb, i could feel her moving it around inside my
Dick..strange sensations.....and i could tell from that she was doing a good job to balance the material out, over the top and both sides.Its worth noting however that Dr N does not use caverject to induce and
Erection in her clients, Which made me worry that the dispersal of material would be much harder for her to gauge.Anyway she wrapped me up nicely afterwards....there was very little pain throughout the whole ordeal.
Gave me information of what to expect: ie bruising, swelling etc. How long to wait before unwrapping, masturbation, sex...washing etc etc
Very detailed and professional on her part. Explained obviously that i was more than welcome to visit the next day, if i had any irregularities i was concerned about, or simply just for her to inspect it and make sure everything was ok before i jetted off back to the UK.The only negative thing i really have to say about Dr N is regarding the language barrier. Her english is some what sketchy..its not her first language as she is Czech, and her strong accent and fast talking can make it hard to understand her sometimes, but do not let that mislead you into worrying about her knowledge and professionalism.
She was incredibly kind, patient, and comforting, and had a good attitude the whole way through. If you have any sense about you you can always understand what she is trying to say.The staff at her clinic are all very polite, and very good at making you feel at home. I almost forgot i was there to have my penis stuffed full of plastic shite. They treat you just as you\'d wish to be treated, and everything is very discreet.
The clinic itself is fantastic, very well kept professional looking, and very clean looking environment. I felt i had made a right choice in venue the moment i stepped inside.
However guys..it is worth noting: Do NOT expect to be seen on time. I was in the waiting room 40 mins past my booking time. So make sure you dont have a flight to catch soon afterwards.
Ivana was very apologetic for the long wait however.......and lets be fair it is a small price to pay for adding a load of size to your unit.
Anyway i waddled back to my hotel, expecting my penis to go hard
Flaccid again (which it normally does after being brutalised like that) Speaking from experience from years of excessive pumping,
Clamping and over-masturbation. I was frightened the wrapping would come of..as my
Dick would surely be retreating back inside my damn body.To my astonishment, once i got back to the hotel...for the entire 2km walk...it hanged low and full. And it stayed like this for 48 hours pretty much....without any caverject or anything...i was surprised and amazed.
This pretty much sums up my day of the procedure - Now on to the aftermath.
PMMA log:
So for the record this are my exact pre-stats:
length: 5.7
base
Girth 5.5
mid
Girth : 5.5
high
Girth: 4.9These are 1st round
PMMA Stats after 48 hours (i wasnt able to measure until i got back to UK):
length: 5.2/5.0
base
Girth: 6.5
mid
Girth: 6.2
high
Girth: 5.8Initially after the procedure my penis just looked slightly flushed. So i thought i had gotten off lightly...i had a nap for a few hours, and boy did i get a scare when i woke up. Went into the bathroom and a huge patch under my glans had turned near black.Here i was thinking \'\'great....you signed a death warrant on your
Dick..good job....i have
Necrosis...my life is over\'\'
Part of me calmed myself down and convinced myself it was bruising and to wait and see for the next 24 hours. I\'m glad i did. As it was indeed bruising, and it all subsided within the next 48 hours.My entry point had healed up nicely, so i was out of the woods when it came to that initial worry of infection. Now i knew it was a waiting game to see, where all the
PMMA was settling, and where was just swollen.Its early days to tell as there is still swelling an bruising, particularly below the glans (i am circumsised for those who ask).
I would say there are no visible \'\'gaps\'\' as such that i am worried about, My whole unit looks very full. However i have noticed that seemingly(if it isnt just lop-sided swelling) That there may be a biased concentration of
PMMA on my right upper side, as opposed to my left. It bulges out signinficantly more. I tried to massage this toward the otherside for balance, but it didnt seem to help. (Which made me wonder if my right side was simply just more swollen...as that was where most of the bruising was).My most major concern currently, after gently bringing myself to a few erections....is that i have lost half an
Inch of length, the pubic skin area seems to bulge out a bit...almost as if
PMMA is trapped underneath it, It also feels quite tender to touch the pubic area just above my penis. If i get an
Erection there is discomfort in that region.. It Feels like my penis is trying to protrude further in length - but something is hindering it. I havent quite yet managed to grasp mechanically why my penis is being retracted by 0.5 inches.This is particularly bothering to me, because i already had a short penis in my pre-stats. So to lose 0.5
Inch is pretty devastating, where as if i had a good 7inch of length and got reduced to 6.5 id be less concerned. And happily make the sacrifice for all the
Girth.
I plan to keep stretching it, however i will only do this manually as i am worried my stretching devices may push the
PMMA away from my glans, as it is still in the settling phase.
My goal unlike many isn\'t overly asthetic based..i just want a fat
Dick lol. Due to my length (even before losing 0.5) i had always accepted that id have one stocky looking unit. But i\'m ok wih that.
I dont mind my
Dick looking comically fat like a can and out of proportion, just so long as it looks solid, and straight, vaguely symettrical and not deformed. So far this all seems to be ok. (Plus i have large glans, so that has helped it to look quite \'\'naturally fat\'\'However it still feels a lot like jelly right now, Nothing is solid yet....as its too early for any real collagen formation. So things may change for better or worse.
This is the 1 advantage i knew id have....having a shorter
Dick than many. In that i\'d likely come very close to my size goals after just 1 session of 10cc
being over 6.0
Girth officially extinguishes any insecurities i know have about my size(despite being a stumpy bastard). So i feel like i\'ve layed alot of demons to rest with that, which is awesome
However i think at some point (asuming the shape doesnt really change) .....i will return to have the upper shaft filled a bit more so it is 6.5 like the base. And maybe the left side filled slightly, as the right may be holding more
PMMA.Only time will tell for now.
Now all my concerns lie with potentual nodules and granulomas, that the collagen may form over the next few weeks.
Im praying not, but we\'ll have to wait and see.
So in conclusion, a bit of a \'shill section\' i know *rolls eyes* - for anyone in europe who cannot financially justify or simply organize the long trip to mexico for Dr C, i do honestly recommend Ivana.
Everything was done safely, she did everything she needed to do, gave me all the advice necessary and carried her job professionally successfully....anything bad that happens now, will admittedly be down to my own body\'s biochemistry, and nothing to do with her.
I just hope my penis accepts the metacrill, and forms new collagen as neatly as it can.
Day 3 ok so now it has been 3 days....im guessing some size remaining on day 2 was still technically swelling or something....as i have just measured my
Erect mid shaft to be 5.8inches and base of 6.2 ...........which really pisses me off if im honest, as for '1400 cost, and a meesely shaft length of 5.7inches i really hoped to atleast be walking away solidly over 6inches after 1st treatment. The fact that i am dipping under 6 makes me feel like i have wasted my money a bit. I am hoping to god that i am just jumping the gun a bit and this is just because i currently have no collagen formed over the
PMMA...and that the carrier liquid has been absorbed quicker than some people.
Day 5
Ok day 5...my measurements are just creeping down all the time, its got me very concerned, i was foolish enough to be mislead and mistake a lot of my initial swelling towards the upper half of my penis as precursers of the gains to come. The way things are looking it would appear that i was drastically wrong.
Im still a good thickness around the base - though even that has fallen....but mid and upper shaft are not at all far off my pre-
PMMA stats, which has me seriously pissed given all the trouble i have gone to, to arrange, and have this procedure done abroad.I always planned to go back....i just hoped not to be overly anxious or in a major hurry to return. The way things are going i frantically want to go back.Again as i said before, i really hoped that for '1000 of metacrill....into a
Dick no longer than 5.7, id be walking away from my first procedure around 6.2 all over -_-, given what i have read about other peoples experiences, at 6.5-7inches length.Im aware i come across a bit impatient, and probably taking for granted the lack of real complications so far -_- ...its just im on a bit of a tight schedule to see these results progress into something more promising,....for reasons i cannot be arsed to explain for now.
Day 12Base : 6.2Mid : 5.9/6.0High:5.6/7I\'ve calmed myself down , stepped back from obsessive measuring for a few days to let my body \'do its thing\'Slight increase....some collagen build-up hopefully. Keeping myself busy with some other important things right now, as a means to stay patient and not *panic-measure* every single day like i previously was. So i\'ll probably not update for another 2weeks or so.Aesthetics seem normal for now......only abnormality is a hard lump near my injection site....but its so far down the base , it isn\'t noticeable visually, or during masturbation. ...ah 1 more thing....on a positive note....i have regained all of my lost length.