I met a girl in 2014 and from then till now it was a whole roller coaster ride. At first I tried to keep her a secret from my fianc'e but that didnt work out but she often told my fiancee of every sexual encounter we had. At first I was interested in her especially since she was Jamaican ( I\'m half Jamaican) she was everything my fiancee wasn\'t outgoing, fun, spoke her mind, my fiancee was sort of the opposite. I tried to ignore my feelings for her until I met her in person and she snuck into my room to make out. Too me she was fast nd I didnt think she was faithful but I still pursued her. I was infatuated with her until I fell in love with her, she was much younger then me nd I tried to hide my feelings for her while dating my fiancee but it often didnt go right. She would always tell my fiancee everything we did no matter how bad it was and yet my fiancee would always forgive me. I use to think she didn\'t want me till I finally started to believe that she loved me too but of course it was a lie. She was absolutely obsessed with sex and used me only for her pleasure and for a child. I was stupid and wrapped around her finger nd its sad I\'m just now realizing it. I did everything she wanted and almost left my fiancee of 6 years for her, someone I just met who only sexually nd physically attracted me.. I have a good

and so I try my best not to react to things but she knew I have anger issues so she would try to provoke me by cutting up my clothes and threatining to destroy my ps3, Once she even cut me up with scissors and she almost stabbed me in my spine if I didn\'t fuck her...through all of that I still loved her and wanted her. She told me she had 6 miscarriages yet she never got pregnant till recently, even when I left she claimed she had another miscarriage but is pregnant with my child although I wasn\'t there. In the end my love for her overcame any arguments we had and any thing un reasonable she did. I fell for her trap and now stuck with her forever BC before I left I got her pregnant. This goes out to anyone who suffering with there relationship or who\'s in love with the wrong person.