Damn - today was quite a day. I was back not once but THREE times...They had some unexpected patients w/ issues so some of the timing was off and they couldn\'t fit everything into my first visit - but I also am a much more complicated case than any of us thought. And I am apparently horrible at massaging the thing - so going back a few times was good. When Wade did it - it felt like his finger / nail was going to go seriously poke through my shaft...! I can\'t do it that hard. It\'s actually a problem bc I cant push as hard as him - and it hurts like a bitch. There\'s like an innate switch saying \"do not do this to your
Dick\". But, I already was getting a ridge on top - so he broke that up. Then they wanted me to go home and get a boner w viagra and come back after I did my own massage...so that wasn\'t easy - but when I came back, they wanted to evaluate if I needed more
PMMA because a lot leaked out and moved. They normally don\'t put more in, but my anatomy isn\'t normal at this stage with what Peyronies (and the useless injectable treatments) did to my tissue.
I took the obligatory giant swollen bruised penis picture. I can post it later. I think I\'m at 5.5 EG but it\'s just water. I\'ve been at this size before due to Peyronie\'s treatments (usually full of saline) - so its not as awe inspiring to me (except peeing is a comedy - I have way too much penis now) - I just want the damn blood to stop - it\'s gross already. I am down an
Inch in length bc my EQ sucks (even on viagra) and the whole thing is uncomfortable...but it should come back.
This is not an easy thing. I don\'t know where I got that impression, but maybe it\'s also harder in my case bc my anatomy is screwed up and it doesn\'t go as smoothly. In general, you really have to be prepared for a lot...cleaning lots of blood, aggressive massage, keeping stuff clean (in a hotel where the wash cloth and sheets were both stained nicely), stretching, taking the meds, etc... Every time I have surgery, I forget about what a headache it is.
My third trip back to Avanti was when dr. c stayed late to put in another CC in this weird void area i have right above my peyronie\'s scar - though we don\'t know how it\'s related since peyronie\'s is on a deeper level. Maybe having it for 4 years caused dermal issues. Then Wade and Mel tried to figure out wtf I did to my ESL 40 and finally gave up and gave me one of theirs. I swear I just tightened it... Wade put it on with some very specific wrap to keep the product from fleeing my Peyronie\'s scar area. And I suppose, even if it does, I\'ll just have to get that injected more in R2.
I just want to sleep for a week rt now...damn it\'s been a long two days.
It\'s been said on here a lot before - but Wade and Dr. C do really want good outcomes for their patients and really care what\'s going on with you. I didn\'t expect them to reset the whole procedure room, sterilize my penis area again, and start loading canulas for just ONE CC to even out that strange \"dip\" I have (in the pic and also something that they didn\'t like). And that was at the end of a day with multiple surprise patients. They could\'ve easily said \"can\'t fix it now - maybe round 2\" or whatever (and that might be the case honestly - we don\'t know), but they still tried...and with the complications, they weren\'t about to just say \"well, here\'s a silicone sleeve - have a good night\" - they had me come back post-
Erection, and then reevaluate, etc...we did joke that I am a little bit of a science experiment, but Wade said plenty of people have come in after other procedures, so it\'s not always that easy.
24 hours after R1 26 cc 10%
PMMA in 6 x4.25 penis. Pic is about 5 EL x 5.5 EG (estimated).
This is where the
PMMA refuses to stay...and we\'ve had a lot of work getting it in there (till it oozes out the injection site) - so I got an extra cc today. I\'m already guessing R2 is going to address this area. We\'ll see how it goes.