Hey fellas! Time for an update. It\'s been 24 days since my second round.
My
Flaccid Dick is too big!!!
My
Flaccid just does not want to stay elongated for too long of a time. I have to keep tugging at it to look reasonable. So it turtles and it looks obvious that there\'s something in there. You turtlers should consider this seriously.
I even think my girl said something under her breath one night while we were in bed, but I barely heard it, and right after that, she said in a louder voice that I had a nice
Cock. What did I think she said under her breath??? Imagine this in a very low whisper, that one can barely hear:
\"I know it\'s fake\"...
I mean, it could have been my imagination that I heard her say that, and since she said it was nice just a second later, I didn\'t ask what she had said previously that I couldn\'t hear so well, and it could be my hearing too. I\'ve been told that I don\'t hear things accurately, but now I\'m self conscious about my enhanced
Cock!
Also, I think I should have left good enough alone after rd.1, but no, I thought it had all resorbed (which it hadn\'t), so I went for rd 2.
This time, I definitely notice generalized unevenness around the whole shaft. There is more of a bulk on the right side under the alloderm graft. Doc C said it\'s good, but I believe he thought it was all around as I did. I now see that there was no graft placed on the left side by Rod Barron in 2002, and that\'s why it doesn\'t hold well on my left.
I\'m hoping that after a few more weeks or months of healing, it will smooth out like it did after rd.1, and I\'ll be ok with it. If not, I\'m going to have to ask Doc C. for rd 3 but only placing product on the left shaft, and not even touching the right or top (dorsal) aspect. The dorsal looks like the head of a bottlenose dolphin (enhanced top of head).
Also, there seems to be a 1/4\"x1\"
Nodule of product that either migrated to the bottom left of the shaft, or maybe got cannulized ther for some reason. I can\'t seemto massage it away, but perhaps rd. 3 will even it out since that is the side I only want
PMMA done next time. Also considering asking for a little at the base all around and wearing the silicone sleeve to prevent
Turtling. The ESL40 doesn\'t seem to prevent it.
Ok, rant off. Here are pics. BTW, I\'m still glad I did all this anyway. I like that it\'s bigger than that noodle I had before. I just want to get it looking natural is all. I would hate it if all the women who see it in the future can tell that it\'s been injected with something.
Also, the
Erection is totally awesome, curves to the left still with that bulgy area on the right shaft, but awesome nonetheless. My girl still likes it, but seems to prefer me eating her out now more than fucking, hmmm. Could it be that it\'s too big, or that she knows it\'s \"fake\" and isn\'t turned on by it as she would if it was \"real\"? Am I over thinking this? It\'s totally mind fucking me now, but I\'m still happy.