TOPIC: HONZEE's CHEM PE and PMMA Log/journal/archive

caincrosby wrote: Honzee,
wow very interesting stuff matey, keep us posted

Will do brother.

caincrosby wrote: Honzee,
wow very interesting stuff matey, keep us posted

Will do brother.

This cream is very intriguing. It\'s $180 a month? How much was the consultation prior to him giving you the cream?

Also, tell us more about how you caught your girl masterbating to monster Cock porn

hey honzee...i sent you a pm man so check it when you can and def keep us updated

hoddle10 wrote: Personally I don\'t think you can do anything to \"enhance\" that penis. It\'s a great size and is aesthetic. You don\'t know how lucky you are. I\'d never risk having PMMA if I had a penis like that. I think your Girth and length would please more women than a bigger penis in either dimension would.

Seriously . . . all I can do at this point is be a backbencher who quietly says \"seconded!\" . . . ::face palm::

MustGetBigger wrote: This cream is very intriguing. It\'s $180 a month? How much was the consultation prior to him giving you the cream?

Also, tell us more about how you caught your girl masterbating to monster Cock porn

Hey MGB yeah for the amounts I\'m taking right now it works out to 180 a month for the injectable meds and cream. Initial fee was 750-1000 roughly for the details of the regimine and office fee. They aren\'t out to gouge ppl for sure it\'s very fair pricing.

lol well I work a blue collar job and am gone all day when I go into work she has \'her\' time which is good for any relationship. At first she didn\'t delete her history so it was all there to see but now she hides it as I brought it up before. But there\'s ways to still see what activity took place regardless of u delete your history... Not as exciting as I think you were hoping sorry mate.

Curious what her response was when you confronted her

@mgb

Lol she basically said it\'s what turns her on but doesn\'t always watch it... Which is BS cause she doesn\'t know I know she\'s been watching it on my work days for the past 1.5 years... She even said she stopped watching all together, which I don\'t really care to be honest if she does, but even that\'s a lie. It was funny cause last week we had awesome sex then I worked the next day... So I checked when I got home from work and sure as shit big cocks filled her cache history lol. I didn\'t say anything and thought id play with her a lil... I came onto her saying how great the last session was etc to only have her shut me down... Without saying I know you were getting off again to BD porn, I just simply laid back and said you played yesterday didn\'t you... And she was like why? So I said, we had such a great fuck fest the other day I thought you\'d jump my bones for more tonight... So she admitted it on her own terms but attested it was the first time in months (bullshit) and that she was only thinking about me the whole time... Again bs... I knew of 3-4 occasions that week and a half she had gotten off to BBC and BD porn. So I know she\'s not being honest about what she really likes/ wants dispite telling me I\'m fine the way I am...

Girls lie all the time and tell us what they think we want to hear. I\'d rather her flat out say, yeah I wouldn\'t mind a lil extra Girth or length... And that way I wouldn\'t have to lie behind her back now too.

Dispite what im ranting about, we have an amazing relationship. This is my only thorn in my side. I\'ve never felt like I was inadequate ever with any of the many girls I\'ve been with until now which I shouldn\'t... But reality is different for some girls. Guess well see the difference when I hit 6.5\" MSEG...

Yea they will lie, caught my girl faking an orgasm last night..... pretty funny really.

What reason to lie? not interested and probably wanted me to.cum really fast.....

thehulk wrote: Yea they will lie, caught my girl faking an orgasm last night..... pretty funny really.

What reason to lie? not interested and probably wanted me to.cum really fast.....

lol it\'s as if they think they are so sly or neive we believe everything they say eh?... (Yeah throwing an eh in there... Gotta represent)

Did you call her out?

Honzee wrote:

hoddle10 wrote: Personally I don\'t think you can do anything to \"enhance\" that penis. It\'s a great size and is aesthetic. You don\'t know how lucky you are. I\'d never risk having PMMA if I had a penis like that. I think your girth and length would please more women than a bigger penis in either dimension would.

Thanks for the kind words brother I appreciate it. I know I am lucky and am not trying to be selfish or am one of those guys who wants a porn cock to be \'more of a man\'. I\'ve never had issues pleasing my partners in the past even before my gains. However, I am having issues with my fiancee even though she wont admit it. I\'m afraid to ask how big, but I know the person she was with before me was larger than me and I can certainly notice it... There\'s nothing more emasculating thinking you are doing all the right things in bed then find your partner masturbating to gangbang/ dp and monster cock porn every night behind your back when I am at work. I remember reading a post from another member explaining how he felt when he was having sex with his wife and he was working his out to have her lay their and start a casual conversation as if nothing was going on... I have had similar situations in the past and since gaining my extra size it has gotten better but not to the degree I feel I fulfill her desires/ needs in that department.

So, if you are getting a bigger penis to satisfy her, seeing as you know she watches monster cock porn, are you also going to invite a group of guys around to gang bang her or does the rational behind you decision not stretch that far?

Wow, Not quite the same bud.

I find one of the double-edged aspects of knowing or being in the PE community is that you know or there is a possibility of getting bigger, so you don\'t get over or deal with the actual confidence issues that are more important. But also, most girls don\'t know there are any options for enlargement either, so girls who are continuously craving or desiring a bigger Cock then their partners have issues of their own. I just don\'t agree in this whole \'girl needs to fix her shit\' thing. We\'re in a very sexual open society with lots of different interests, not all of them healthy, and I think both men and women can fall into unhealthy thinking. I don\'t think a woman irrationally wanting or liking an above average Dick is that different from a man irrationally wanting an above average Dick for himself. But its hard because no one wants to, or often knows how to deal with this.

@hoddle and jlmb

I think my explanation of the porn thing has been taken out of context as the main reasoning for my PE decisions which it isn\'t. There\'s allot more to it then that and would be silly for any one to get plastic surgery as a result of porn alone. The porn thing has only given me insight to what floats her boat and some truth to what shes said about my size. Which was discussed before i had any gains... Like I said there is allot more to the situation that I\'m not going to get into in detail but my reasons are justified for myself. Bottom line all things aside, sex has only become more enjoyable for BOTH of us since I\'ve gained an Inch in length and 3/4\" in circ. and there is room for more. I know she will enjoy it and I want it too.

I agree with you jlmb and I don\'t think there is anything wrong wih my girl. Everyone has different things that float their boat. In my case I know 100% more Girth would be a positive for both of us and it is attainable so why not? My frustration stems from her not being open about what she really likes and the repetitive lying. I\'m not as lucky as some of the married guys own here as my girl isn\'t fully open with this prob in fear of being judged who knows. Would make this whole thing allot easier if she was open about things with me.

Honzee wrote:

thehulk wrote: Yea they will lie, caught my girl faking an orgasm last night..... pretty funny really.

What reason to lie? not interested and probably wanted me to.cum really fast.....

lol it\'s as if they think they are so sly or neive we believe everything they say eh?... (Yeah throwing an eh in there... Gotta represent)

Did you call her out?

No, would of killed the whole night.

I laughed inside my head and took a mental note of what her fake orgasms sound.like.for.future.reference.

thehulk wrote:

Honzee wrote:

thehulk wrote: Yea they will lie, caught my girl faking an orgasm last night..... pretty funny really.

What reason to lie? not interested and probably wanted me to.cum really fast.....

lol it\'s as if they think they are so sly or neive we believe everything they say eh?... (Yeah throwing an eh in there... Gotta represent)

Did you call her out?

No, would of killed the whole night.

I laughed inside my head and took a mental note of what her fake orgasms sound.like.for.future.reference.

Good call... Put it in your tool box for a rainy day. Lol