TOPIC: Turning my boy toy into a Hunk Chunk

Day 3: last night I was happy to unwrap the puppy and let it out for the entire time until morning and this morning I even was able to treat myself to underwear and lifting it vertically to keep it uncompressed went happily without bandages. The very different reaction of the crowd at the hotel breakfast room is noteworthy. A bandaged sausage running down your pant leg does get you some disgruntled stares and only the occasional frustrated gal\'s keen interest. I guess that\'s a sure fire way of sorting out who\'s a size queen?
So I guess I\'m all done with what I\'ll now call \"Walking the Dog\" and returning to a normal social presence where one\'s genital organs aren\'t in the forefront. It was amusing I have to admit and reminds me of when my teenage brother stuffed rolled up socks in this underwear hoping to thus attract girls. Needless to say it didn\'t work at all... and if I had a ticket with the pretty girl in San Diego she sure got disgusted the next day seeing my dangling sausage. I guess I sort of came off as \"a Dick\" lol.
So it is somewhat less swollen and the Flaccid has retracted a good bit from its earlier lengthy condition due to less fluid buildup I presume. Not that I\'m Turtling down to one Inch but rather a wider thicker turtle that almost looks shorter due to its greater Girth even if it is a good bit longer. It is irritated a bit, but nothing unusual given that I recently underwent a surgical intervention. I don\'t have any more arnica montana beads to swallow and don\'t feel right using the similar cream during the initial settling of the PMMA. It seems evenly spread and I didn\'t notice any irregularities, but then again Dr C and Wade had to work hard to get it right given my original distorted shape which seems to be less warped since their intervention. Thx.
HC

HunkChunk,
Very informative thread -- kudos to you for providing so many details! However, I think a lot of the subplots regarding every minor reaction (positive, negative or the deviations/changes thereof) from females and other possibly jealous males are in your head.
Did you ever consider the possibility that a lot of these reactions are more influenced by your behavior (what you are subconsciously conveying through your body language, eye movement & focus, and slight self-impercebtible changes in facial expression)? People have an extremely tough time gauging and controlling everything they convey to others through their own body language/expressions because of all the variables involved. Ironically, this seems to be the case even more so when you are closely observing others (the human mind, like a CPU, can only focus on one thing at a time, and even though it can give the illusion of multi-tasking; the more focus you put on other people\'s reactions; the less you can control your own). Furthermore, a lot of the health, regimen and socially isolating changes you must have recently undergone in pursuing this operation must be impacting your own mood in a negative way (more than likely, as the body adapts to a restrictive stress; such as being away from close friends/family, not being able to drink, smoke or have sex). As you focus on observing others reaction in your current psychological state, this makes you even more prone to occasionally expressing a \'funk,\' even despite your joy in having an ostensibly successful procedure. Females are more able than men to read such cues in emotional expression, studies have shown time again (perhaps because they have to rely more on these cues based on their historical role as caretakers and mate choosers, who have to avoid conflict and protect their young without relying on their own physical strength).
I actually am someone who stopped doing PE a long time ago, and I still notice pretty much the same sorts of variations in people\'s behaviors to me which I would have previously ascribed to my own most recent pumping/PE successes or failures. Fact is, people vary in mood and thus their temperament towards you at least as much as a typical or surgically altered penis size can vary (due to normal changes in blood flow, rate, body temperature, adjacent/surrounding material, etc., even thoughts). This, like my other point regarding people dialing into your emotional \"vibe,\" applies more so to women than to men -- their moods fluctuate expressibly more so than do those of men.
Bottom line: don\'t sweat the small stuff, and there is no point observing every little variation in people\'s behavior towards you. The woman who rushed to get you a tray so you could take it to your room may very well have noticed your bulge (studies show that women first subconsciously check out a man\'s crotch before checking him out elsewhere, even though they don\'t know it), but it is equally or even more likely that she noticed you were acting nervous/paranoid and that turned her off to you more so than anything regarding your bulge. Women\'s attraction circuits are highly fine-tuned to years of evolution and work more like a series of AND gates than OR gates -- in order to totally turn on a woman to the point where she\'ll want to bang the daylights out of you, any time, any place, without expecting a direct reward or commitment (and this is rare) requires that you meet ALL of her criteria, just as many of which are emotional/psychological (confidence, self-assuredness, comfort with who you are) as are physical (size/symmetry, clothes, etc.).
Just thought I\'d throw in a little 0.02 regarding a common thread I see running through many of your posts here. Hopefully this operation took care of one perceived problem for you and now you can focus on your mental game.

Those remarks are indeed insightful and it is true that something goes on at a different level, part physical part perceptual par imaginative and telepathic. We\'re in a reality matrix where fecundity is one of the dominant parameters it appears to be the case lol
HC

Today I went in to the Neuro-Urologist one of only a few such specialists in Europe. I was hoping to somehow get QuadMix prescribed and found out painfully that this would not be possible. This guy knows his stuff inside out and explained to me that the other ingredients are illegal in France if not in all of Europe and therefore unavailable as treatment. So if one wants QuadMix it will require taking a trip to the US or Canada and getting a proper prescription... I\'ll try to line this up, if anyone can recommend a very very helpful doctor who prescribes QuadMix for men afflicted with Erectile Dysfunction it would be great to visit an MD in the States in September.
What remains to be seen is whether the auto inject needles work with PMMA, the doctor\'s syringe penetrated the shaft without too much resistance but his thrust was an experienced one. He also noticed that I was bruised and had entry points and asked when this happened, I told him very recently. He said he could tell instantly because he is a professional but that others might not know, thinking of course of his colleague in the next room who didn\'t put this in his report - yet only two weeks ago I was in original state. He found it interesting that someone with erectile dysfunction would have Girth enhancement for a strictly ornamental organ and I told him that it was admittedly quite ironic, not wanting to reveal my interest in QuadMix for chemical PE purposes...
Next came the step of testing my equipment and his Erection drug started taking effect. In fact in only 5 days the Flaccid Girth and length had dwindled quite a bit since the injection\'s swelling subsided, but not so for the Erect. He assumed it was FFT as I was sent there by Dr Abecassis and I didn\'t want to show disrespect by saying I had gone elsewhere. Looking at its condition he asked me if I was well aware than I was engaging in some form of psychological self-mutilation by doing such things to my penis. I nodded in agreement full well knowing this is true, but for what I consider to be a just cause.

He told me that my cardiovascular condition is remarkable and far more responsive than most given that he used the smallest dose possible and said that what Erection I had with that could be put to good use. He also tested it by wrapping it with a doppler sonar sensor on a velcro band. Here is where things got sticky. He tried and tried again and couldn\'t fasten it around it complaining that \"darn it he sure added a lot of Girth\" because it wouldn\'t lock on. I\'m not sure given his flustered reaction whether this had ever happened. Haha Thanks Dr C.
HC

Hunk Chunk
congrats for the nice result
Could you give us an estimate of your gain from dr c.
comprared to the plastic bottle in the last picture, the gain looks massive.
Please give us a rough estimate of ur gain.
cheers

Congrats HC! Looks marvelous.

Man, those results look great. You should be proud!

The pics are set to thumbnail-only now so the screen isn\'t so stretched out.

Looks great, HC! We\'re all rooting for you!

Okay guys, here is where the hard part comes. This is very difficult yet I find it most urgent to convey this message as it is to me earthshaking and very disturbing.
On day 12 after the PMMA injections I had my first post-operative sex. I wasn\'t seeking it out but it just sort of happened. The hard part isn\'t what reactions it caused, it is all the goes around it and that reflects upon an entire life of love relationships involving a woman\'s satisfaction.
Let me first state that it has somewhat deflated from its original Girth, so this is definitely not at the photo level Girth size. The woman in question is someone I have had a very long lasting relationship having slept with her way back when she was a young student. So we have quite a lengthy history of sleeping together and this means that there shouldn\'t be so many surprises, none were expected by either of us.
She is sort of prudish, and not that much into sex, having usually to be coaxed and then sort of getting into it as she can. It was\'t so when she was young but she had two kids since then which does tend to shift a woman\'s insides around. And without being crude and expletive I cannot describe how the entire experience was transformed. And it brings me to the horrible conclusion I had always wanted to reject, that size does matter.
Since she always had an aversion to oral sex, the never paid much attention to my boy toy, but maybe also because of that, possibly a boy toy didn\'t interest her? In any case she did not look down there or pay attention to what was moving about, only she instantly reacted entirely differently than throughout all the years before. It was instant \"Oh my gosh\" and \"Yes, more\" and \"Don\'t stop\" which are words I never heard her utter before. And her face changed she became radiant as if illuminated from inside with deep contentment. And it was painful to realize that none of this was my doing but only due to that little extra bit of Girth?
It got pretty heavy and lasted for hours, with her wanting to try everything imaginable and she even of her own initiative went for anal the first time in her life hollering \"you can do anything you want to me now\". She says I\'m not the same guy still not being the wiser to anything so changed down there. It is really uncanny how we can be aware of some things and not others. For her it is just my libido which has gotten back on track, that\'s how she\'s read into the situation I think as she hardly seems to notice. Maybe if this new zest for sex that PMMA has infused in her persists, she\'ll be prompted to oral sex during the collagen buildup and I\'ll have some explaining to do? But given her reaction to the results I don\'t think she\'ll argue with what I may have done, as she is at this time the prime beneficiary.
This PMMA is some wicked stuff +
HC

@SO
Thanks for your help. I had to delete the post to remove the large inclusions replacing them with smaller ones. If they\'re still too big tell me and I\'ll downsize them further.

@briceb
I was really proud when getting back to the hotel and in the following days, it made an impressive package especially bandaged up thickly. lol Today at day 13 it is sort of midpoint between original and full size, and I will now be starting to take collagen building supplements to help assist in getting that woman shaking Girth that THEY are addicted to.

@miracle7
Thanks for your words. Dr C and Zobel Wade are the ones who are 100% to take the praise as it was entirely left to their initiative and they sure know what they\'re doing. I was mostly engaged by the overly enthusiastic reaction of Dr Abecassis\' colleague who is a Neuro-Urologist of a certain age and who has manipulated quite a lot of them in the course of his lifetime. He seemed quite impressed by the firm feel yet surprised thinking it was his colleague\'s FFT handiwork.

@EP
Thanks for the comments, but I didn\'t know there were different types of skin, all I heard was from the French doctor that I had a whole lot of extra to spare for enhancement purposes, I shall not complain.

@yao
The gain is massive, though that is all swollen up right after a surgical intervention. Also that gain isn\'t thus a real long term gain but simply reveals that the organ was affected. If the buildup does however continue as planned and gives me a fraction of that size I think I would be wanting to go back to achieve in fine a similar final dimension. I do note however from yesterday\'s experience that even a midpoint increase in Girth can give incommensurate pleasure so it all depends on hitting that sweet spot and not necessarily getting as big as one can.

HC

I must have missed it, but how many CC\'s did you get and what %?

@mustang2020

I was in psychological shock when at Dr C\'s so I didn\'t even want to interfere with what they thought best to do. I just said \"work your magic as you see best fit\" though admittedly here I paraphrase, I probably mumbled something far less explicit.
I asked Christian to get back to me with that info, number of CCs and percentage concentration but I assume it is strictly 10% as we agreed from the onset that my objective wasn\'t maximum Girth but strictly enhancement taking into account aesthetics. So that\'s the way they went. From the other pictures I\'ve seen and considering my original modest dimensions I assume it is upwards of 18 cc\'s but that remains to be confirmed. I don\'t even know if they kept it on record as it was a difficult task as my canals were not from what I overheard normally conformed and I even heard the word \"corkscrew\" so that made their intervention very intense and laborious with almost heroic effort going into achieving the desired result. So for this I am very grateful indeed as they are both extremely dedicated to their work and ask of themselves the max.
If I do receive this info as well as some of the many pictures they took during my intervention, I will gladly post them here for others to see. I expect they are also quite taken with the wave of success that their most successful interventions bring as a solution to our problems.
Keep us posted on your own progress, I look forward.

Cheers,
HC

Day 13 follow up.
Despite lower than usual libido the same lady in question showed up today and swiftly locked the door saying \"I\'ve just got to jump on you\". She went on into manual mode which she\'s almost never done before and saddling me as I layed there surprised went at her own initiative directly off the bat into full anal - this from a girl who wouldn\'t hear of such a thing before. Now I always thought that those into that preferred them long and skinny and not short and fat. This tends to contradict that.
So this Girth thing seems to have revealed to her her sexuality, turning a meek mouse into a bronco riding cowgirl. It isn\'t just the extra Girth though it is there, I also thing there might be something to the resulting texture and consistency which has an erogenous effect? This PMMA effect is really amazing although she thinks it has to do with my added attraction after a lot of other forms of aesthetic enhancement which make her find me more attractive. I know however seeing her within seconds smiling to the ears and licking her lips that it\'s not just a visual impression even if the fact she\'s always been stuck on me is part of the equation.
FWIW
HC

This confirms what we ALL know and MOST of us are afraid to say: Size DOES matter. Our \"modern civilized\" society teaches us, thx to the lies of most women, that size does NOT matter....Many a men went on with their failed relationships/marriages not realizing that a little more size can do the trick....Sad but true!!!