TOPIC: Bicboyanaconda's journey to South Korea Proud Urology

As someone who has had Ellanse, I have a few questions:
Ellanse produces collagen, which is vascularised but not innervated, which means after the procedure there's just going to be this pile of collegan that can't feel sensation or pleasure; is that the same way with MegaDerm? My understanding is that the Matrix allows both blood vessels and new nerves to grow into it, so once integreated, the matrix will also have enough sensitivity to experience pleasure. Now the only way for me to reach orgasm is to stimulate my glans, because jerking my shaft just does absolutely nothing for me.
Another question, when Erect, when you touch or hold your penis, does the Erection feel just as identically rigid and hard as prior to the procedure? Or the fact that the matrix takes on the properties of the tissue it is surrounded by -- namely the penile skin, not the CC -- the part of the penis responsoble for Erection through blood engorgement.
Because I'm really having buyers remorse at this stage but Ellanse is very hard to reverse and then to go through the MegaDerm or AlloDerm instead.
Another frustruction with not having access to this ADM procedure is that you're sort of stuck in a turtleneck when Flaccid. When Erect, the collagen spreads evenly and it looks natural; when Flaccid, the blood retreats from the penis, but the collagen has nowhere else to go but has to bunch up under my penile skin and it just looks completely unnatural. It's sort of like an "all or nothing", the only way for an Ellanse penis to look good and feel hard is for it to be 100% Erect, and anything less than that is, well, not pleasing to the eye. So based on the less optimal photos, I have buyers remorse, but then by looking at the last photo, it's actually not that bad.