Thought I would give a quick update here:
On the lump at the base by the urethra, while it's still there, it hasn't caused any discomfort since the last post. It feels mostly benign. If it was higher up on the shaft, I'd be super concerned, but since it's closer to the scrotum area, it doesn't really enter the picture. So long as it's not causing issues, I don't really mind.
On the top of the shaft adjacent to an injection site, a lump appeared suddenly overnight a few days ago. It's bigger than the other nodules and feels less like a grain of sand (like the other injection sites) and more like a small clump of collagen buildup. It doesn't hurt, so it's just an aesthetic annoyance.
For a while the areas where the filler was placed were fairly sensitive to pressure, but it feels like this is finally starting to go away. There's still a bit of an itchy-tingly sensation, which I assume is the collagen scar tissue, but it feels like it is becoming more stable... a step in the right direction. I was a little worried that it would always be that sensitive going forward. Put simply, it feels like my
Cock is finally recovering and can take a bit more abuse without becoming to sensitive.
On the psychological side, I have a huge confidence boost when it comes to women. Knowing that my package is on the girthier end of the spectrum comes with a sort of swagger. I was expecting the confidence to be with women, but I'm finding it's also among other men. I find myself carrying myself with a bit more respect even when I'm grilling with the boys. I didn't think twice about the
Grower vs shower dynamic before the procedure. I retracted somewhat beforehand and while I didn't feel insecure about it, being a permanent shower adds a little more to that sense of pride.
That said, it's crazy how quickly you acclimate to a bigger
Dick. Even though I know it's bigger, I sometimes question it, since it's hard to remember what it was like before. Just to double-check, I tried putting on one of my old condoms, and even when semi-soft, I couldn't roll it on past the head and had to stretch the latex ring with two fingers to stuff it in. It felt like a packed sausage in the old rubber so it was definitely a needed reality check that I am a lot bigger than I was just 2 1/2 weeks ago. All in all, I'm loving it.
PMMA hasn't been perfect, but the benefits in my case seem to have far outweighed the downsides, at least to this point. I hope that remains the case. I think I've put on about 0.4" in
Girth, and I'll likely be heading back down for a second round towards the end of the year to even out some areas where the filler got pushed out by tight skin and add some extra volume.
Cheers