Hello Phalloboards,
I recently decided that it was time for me to get the most for myself down there that modern sciences could offer. I recently had been seeing a girl and was very excited how into me she was and I tried to treat sex like it's a proud type of thing and not be overly sexual outside the bedroom and try and hold engaging conversations that I thought she might enjoy, however, I also was viewing the relationship as a way for me to slow down after work. But I started learning that she wanted more and more excitement and less of what I was respectfully giving her.
I feel like my problem with relationships lately is I will tend to want to express myself and personify feelings to show how much I value and cherish the relationship. During this past relationship, I didn't feel my partner often gave me credit for being a unique individual with a non-typical personality. Nor did I think she gave as much foresight to my actions, so much as she would look for more reasons why I wasn't doing enough.
I eventually thought the problem could be sexual, and realized I might not be pleasing enough in bed, or I might be lackluster at times. She often talked about getting over her previous boyfriend who sounded like he was on the cusp of being emotionally unavailable or emotionally abusive. And when I start doubting whether I can please her like someone who I find in contempt of discrimination I didn't really know what else to do.
My lovemaking is not below average, but it was not enough to hold on to my girlfriend due to a number of circumstances. To me, it's scary how today, trying to be in love with somebody, but not being as good as someone else's lovemaking can make a woman walk out on a man, cold-heartedly. That's what makes me sick by the substance of our generation. It told me that having a bigger penis would mean that my efforts would go on to be more noticed by my partner for future reference.
I cared about this girl so much, but I think what it was was she started criticizing things about me, not looking at all the extra work I was doing and just telling me that it wasn't enough attention and then getting mad at the mechanics behind who I was behind something I had done wrong.
So, after I'd been denied by Elist's office for a Penuma for having tight skin (I now know was a good thing, btw), I decided to book an appointment with Morganstern and Carney which is set for Oct. 19th of this year. I called in and had a consultation on the 21st or so of September and they were able to book it in just under a month away. They just needed a blood test, which they said needed to be in hand a month before surgery, but I was able to send it to them a few days less than a month without it interrupting the scheduled date.
So far my measurements are as follows:
Mid girth flaccid: 4.5"
Length flaccid (up to PB): 3.5"
Mid girth erect: 5.5"
Length erect (up to PB): 5.75"
I had seen on this website that Morganstern was a sponsor, which is what made me go there. I anticipated that I would get a much cheaper value than going with Dr. Solomon and probably get more done too in terms of length and width, vs just length.
I sent them pictures and their office says lengthening my flaccid penis by 1" should be no problem. They sent me a stretching device I wrap around my knee and a soft rubber tube that I have to get around the neck and head of my penis, then it pulls it downward. The device felt cool! Just wanted to make sure it wasn't too much tension pulling down on it and not to overextend my legs in a stretching way.
My understanding is after the procedure, I'll be wearing the device for 6 months to keep results from going away, but also to keep them expanding to gain as much as 2" flaccid and 1" erect. I am pretty excited for both of those results. Morganstern told me something about since my procedure is on a Tuesday, it's $1000 off. So $8800 for the 'Maxi Package'.
They informed me that I don't have a lot of body fat around my pubic bone, so they may only get to focus on lengthening for this procedure, rather than both length and girth. My thoughts were after the 6 months of healing or so, I could go to Cassavantes for a PMMA injection to add more girth. And it felt like if girth was going to cost me some length, girth could wait, since that can be done non-surgically, but erect length can only be done surgically.
So I have a flight booked to arrive the morning of the 19th of Oct. My appointment is at 5:00p.m. eastern time and my return flight is set for Thursday evening. I would have considered staying another day, but Fridays are kind of a busy day for my work, and luckily my work is not too busy so I'll be able to relax a lot of the day anyway and just watch tv, only doing work for a few minutes at a time.
One other thing I have a hard time with is sometimes going pee takes forever. I'm not sure if it's my personality or that when my penis is small and flaccid, pee inside me becomes more lodged up and the head of my penis makes me feel cold. One thing that would be really cool is if having a bigger flaccid penis actually makes it easier for me to go pee! Rather than contracting smaller when pee starts to come out. I'm trying not to be overly-optimistic here, but hey, I can still dream.
I can always post before pics at a later time before surgery, but I figured I’d wait to hear what the response was before posting more.
On Another note, I’ve found the silicon tubing with the device they supplied ripped on it’s own from being left around the hard plastic cup piece a few nights. Snetia and I couldn’t find any replacements on eBay, so she recommended I buy replacements here:
www.aliexpress.com/wholesale?catId=0&ini...+for+penile+enlarger
She also said she’d set aside some extras when I arrived. I’m going to pick up medicine a few days before surgery from a pharmacy. Come in wearing loose-fitting clothes and start taking medicine a few hours before surgery. That’s in 14 days from now.
Thanks and looking forward to hearing your response,