In December 2022 I went back to Avanti for round 5 and never really updated this report. They were only able to fit in 8 ml in round 5. Ian thinks I should have waited longer since my April 2022 round 4 visit. He's probably right. Also, I had sex the day before I flew out so I was a little swollen from that I think. Real stupid move. I went back because I wanted to reach 7 inches. And because this stuff is addictive. I figured I would do a full 10 ml but didn't get there. That makes it 57ml since round 1 in the fall of 2020. As far as I know, I have the most
Ellanse in my body than anyone else in the world. Not a competition or anything. Just interesting to me if that would be the case. If anyone else has gotten more
Ellanse, I'd be interested to hear their report. I know there are some who have done 4 rounds and have a lot.
I've gone from 5 to 7-7.1 inches of
Girth (7
Inch BPEL). During sex I swell over 7.5. Easily 7.5-7.6. The swelling goes away in a little over a day depending on diet and activity level. Again, as I mentioned before, a section of my skin is tight right above the base. I believe this, combined with the microspheres and collagen taking up real-estate in my penis block fluid that's built up from the damaged tissue. I believe when I aggravate the newly formed collagen and blood vessels, edema is released into the area and it has a hard time flowing back out into the lymphatic pathways around my groin. I believe any tightness I had in that section before my
Circumcision was exacerbated by the
Circumcision itself. I feel like my
Circumcision overall was a little looser than I would have liked. but then again, sometimes when I'm fully hard, I think the doc got it right. I think if I were to make my skin any tighter with a
Revision. I would have a harder time fitting in any more product in the future.
So right not, my life has changed for the better. I'm a different person with a different past. When women ask me if there were any girls that couldn't take it. I tell them, "Sure, mostly when I was younger. In college plenty of girls couldn't take it. There was a lot of bleeding. A lot of girls wouldn't date me because of it." Just totally making things up. But that's my life now. I've told three of my closest guy friends who I grew up with that I did this. I wasn't ashamed to tell them. It's just an interesting thing to be a part of. As of now, I have zero intention of telling anyone else this. If I ever get married and want to go somewhere for a touch up, maybe I can pull the ole aggravated testicle bit and doc told me not to have sex. But really, hiding it from someone you live with would be extremely difficult if you decide to go for another round.
I briefly saw this 44 year old widow that gave birth to 4 kids. She thought she was broken because no one could make her orgasm. Well this was when I was around 6.5 swelling to 6.8 and she said I felt like ecstasy. She was cumming so easy with me, very shortly after entering her. It was crazy thinking that she would have never experienced this if her husband didn't die. A week after the last time I had sex with her in the bed she slept with her husband in, she was depressed because she felt guilty. Soon after she found someone that I guess was okay with her 6 kids (two adopted) and she couldn't sleep with me anymore. But she prominently said that I was the most fun she's ever had in a bedroom. This goes to show that penis size only matters to a small degree when women are finding a mate. She automatically fell in love with this other guy soon after I gave her the best sex of her life. Good for him, I never had any intention of being with her seriously and meeting her kids.
But that continues to be the reaction. The women I'm seeing eventually tell me I'm the best they've had. Besides the size, I'm in good shape, can last a long time, eat their pussy real well, am very sensual and giving, etc. This all plays a role on top of the
Dick. I love women who can cum easily. Who love being filled up and can cum without direct clitoral stimulation. In fact, if I were to get married, this is the type of women I would like to marry. Now, there have been two women that didn't cum with me every time. These women are out there. I don't want to be with these women. They told me that it's not me, that they usually can't. Women who, for whatever reason, need to be drilling a vibrator into their clit in order to cum. Then there are some girls who can cum 15 times in a session over and over, squirting. I pray that the woman I may eventually fall in love with is one of those types of women and not a broken one.
I'm much more calm and centered. Life seems brighter and more clear. When I get down about my financial situation, I think about my
Dick. Some of my priorities have changed. I'm nicer to people. I can focus more on my work. I was in a dark place before I started this. It was the insecurity with my size that led me to lose a big opportunity in my career. Looking back, obviously I should have kept my cool. The force was strong though and I feel there really was no way for me to help it. I feel like this was bound to happen eventually. It was my fate. Whatever path I chose in life, at some point I was going to be confronted with my insecurities and I would have to learn the hard way.
But now that I've dealt with those issues, the future seems brighter and I'm working hard to make money, progress my career/business, get in the best shape I can, and be a good person to those around me.
Be forewarned for those of you who are single and maybe haven't slept with too many women. Dating and dealing with women will take up a considerable amount of time and energy. Be prepared to have a tremendous desire to pursue women and have them feel your
Dick. Even women who don't deserve you. This has been the hardest thing for me is making time to see multiple women. You need to set boundaries and make sure your priorities are being dealt with first.