Day 16 after procedure update:
Just got done sleeping with the first girl after my procedure so I figured that\'s some sort of milestone. As luck would have it she was probably the loosest girl I\'ve been with (for college aged kids at least) which was a huge blow to the ol\' self esteem. Even worse she\'s heavily in my social circle and I\'ve crushed on her for a long time but usually refrained. Since we were bored and at the bar it just happened so now I have to deal with that shit tomorrow. This whole PE thing started because some chick in my social circle spread small penis rumors (truths?) about me 3 years ago that literally took over my life. I never really learn my lesson though.
As of 2AM this morning I have zero
Erect gains in
Girth.. 4.6\" from base to circ line. After circ line it increases by a considerable amount when
Flaccid but negligible when
Erect. Kinda looks like day one after post op now when
Flaccid, really puffy under glands not really flattering or symmetrical but looks like it can be corrected.
Flaccid gains are real but I\'m afraid that makes no difference to me.
When
Erect: Uniform up until the circ scar then some unevenness after. Heavier \"product\" on the left under glands which I\'m assuming were the micro drops. Can feel \"ridges\" to the point where the girl commented when she put her mouth on it but I just shrugged and told her to keep going. Not very visible when
Erect so kind of took me by surprise.
Not sure why there\'s no collagen growth as of yet. To recap I\'m 20 years old, quit caffeine and Adderall prior to procedure, don\'t drink heavily, and quit from smoking a week before the procedure (barring the 2 I had tonight and the one I had at the airport) I have no wrinkles and I recover from injury extremely fast. I started following a strict diet primarily consisting of fish, lean protein, and leafy greens. The diet has done nothing for growth but now I have abs. I\'m starting to think that the body\'s reaction to the
PMMA has ZERO to do with your ability to produce collagen and instead activates different receptors in the body relating to the immune system. My immune system is also pretty good so idk at this point.
I spent 1 1/2 years saving for these procedures. The first at 17CC cost me $2.7k which only gives me 2 left. I\'m really not sure if I should go high volume next time or just do corrections and accept my losses. All I really want is .3\" increase to be normal..
Will upload pictures tomorrow morning when lighting is better and I\'m not in this weird buzzed/ hungover limbo state.
Peace,
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