Hi guys - sorry for not updating in while, been super busy and stressing over some shit.
I was wondering if any of you can tell me anything about my problem.
short recap - 10 days after
PMMA I had sex and pumped (blunt trauma missing the \"hole\") by penis really hard. It hurt really much but I did not loose all my
Erection. Next 2 weeks or so my penis felt really cold and numb - i could not get an
Erection and it turtled ALOT. After a while my size came back, and I started to get erections again, but my penis \"muscle felt sore\" and not that strong, and my orgasm-length time wise was reduced and it didn\'t feel quite as good. Also my sperm was reduced and slightly more blanc - almost like its been filtered if you know what I mean. Also when I pee, I could not feel the urine flow threw the penis, only just as its leaves the tip of glands. Now 5 months later my penis feels kinda of disconnected from my body, but I feel every sensation of touching it. I am cable of orgasm and ejaculating but it does not feel as good as it used to. Also slightly less sperm comes out - almost feels blocked sometime. And I have less sensation during sex - the vagina feels less good and not as warm as it used to. Jerking off is also less pleasurable and I sometime struggle to achieve 100 %
Erection, and when I do It does not stay 100 % for long. more like 90 %, and glands is slightly smaller. I can see the glands expand when I force blood by pressing with the urine-stop muscle and hold my penis at the base, but when I release the grip the glands looses its full size. I should say that if I sit on a chair with my back straight up and jerk of it feels better and my orgasm is more pleasurable. But I still feel disconnected most of the time. almost like its asleep.like the feeling when you lie down on a bed with bended knees and your feet start to feel numb.
I dont have any pain what so ever. My glands feel strained do. Also on the right side of my penis I feel a hard vein, but its not a vein. its underneath my vein. I can sort of pull it up also. Its hard and I can feel it half way up the right side of the shaft. Loss of sensation during sex feels like its just the glands not the shaft.