TOPIC: PMMA surgery in Prague with Dr. N June 2017

Any update my man?

I may have bruised a nerve or a muscle. The doctor just said it wasn\'t an emergency because the blood circulation wasn\'t blocked. She suggested I see an Urologist.

Today it feels less cold, but I can feel there is something going on in there. I had two morning erections. And my Flaccid isn\'t that small anymore. It still hurts to stretch it out.

I think its just healing from the incident really.

Almost back to 100% Doesn\'t feel cold. Able to Erect almost whenever. Everything looks ok

Hi Sebastian!

Are you okay these days?

Hi!

Sorry for not updating. The past few weeks have been shit crazy. My GF, now ex, who lived 6 hours drive from where I live during summer, cheated on me and ( I think ) got pregnant. But thats not the worst part. After I broke up with her she called me on the phone one night and had me on speaker while having sex/oral sex with, I guess, the guy who got her pregnant. She tried to hide it, but I could hear friction sounds/bed sounds, slightly moaning and sucking sound. It was COMPLETLY obvious. I would not belive this myself if I didn\'t know the girl and what makes her tick. She is pretty much bat shit crazy. I want to say more, because I have no one to talk to about this, and I dont want to talk about this to common friends because I cannot be 100 % sure - I may start a new thread about shit in my life. Its been a rollercoaster since childhood.

OK. The penis. Things are looking very good after PMMA. I have a ridge/lump on my right side which is moveable. The ridge turns into a lump when I pull my Foreskin back.
I think because of my accident 10 days after PMMA, when it retracted it gathered more PMMA into on place and made that lump.

I am now just under 5 Inch almost everywhere besides the base where theres a gap.
When I pull back the Foreskin it does not go as far down on the right side of the penis. It stops - almost like its attached to the PMMA and will not go further down. This is not a problem, but something that slightly bothers me.

My cold feeling and feeling of numbness after the accident has gone away, and I have me morning erections and I have not lost any length, but my penis feels kinda sore. You know the muscle which retracts when you orgasm - this muscle feels sore. Almost like I cannot \"shoot\" as far as I could before, and I dont always have the \"release\" feeling of the muscle after orgasm. It feels \"stretched\" and strained before and after orgasm. (its difficult to explain)

I haven\'t posted any more pictures and I have deleted the public ones because the thought of my ex GF and here new boyfriend reading and looking at my pictures and laughing made me paranoid. I haven\'t told here about this particular site, but said I would document the progress. Should not have done that.

In my opinion she was doing it on purpose to piss you off.

Probably. The thing is she wanted me back and I said yes. I wanted to try because Im afraid of ending up alone in life (I know. Its selfish). And I was just beginning to have sex again after so many years. And I was not that deeply hurt because I was not in love with her. But I could not get over the thought of her cheating. I even think she slept with him while I was visiting her. So I told her I wanted a week by my self to think. She got very angry and told me I was selfish and this was all bullcrap and protested quite a bit, but agreed to it. The sex-call happened two days after.

I can understand why she cheated. She was in love with me and called me on the phone everyday and texted me before work and after. I hardly called her or texted her. Always responding. And she told me several times that I needed to change and show her that I love her. But I didn\'t, because I did not care that much. And she often said I made her feel like shit. But she could have just broken it off with me, not cheat and try to hurt me like that. I just don\'t understand why she said she wanted me because she clearly had feelings for that other guy in the end.

Dang man. There are tons and tons of fish in the sea. You don\'t need this garbage. Especially now that you\'re \"enhanced\", you\'re going to have to fight the girls off your Dick. Why bother with a nutty cheating ex. Don\'t make excuses for her.

Sorry to hear that Sebastian. Don\'t deserve that. Get back to prague for more! I think it does build confidence.

Sounds like she just wants power over you. I\'ve dcided not to tell nayone about this whole thing. Will tell them it\'s reconstructive surgery after an accident if they ask.

Thoughts are with you.

sebastianyeah wrote: Probably. The thing is she wanted me back and I said yes. I wanted to try because Im afraid of ending up alone in life (I know. Its selfish). And I was just beginning to have sex again after so many years. And I was not that deeply hurt because I was not in love with her. But I could not get over the thought of her cheating. I even think she slept with him while I was visiting her. So I told her I wanted a week by my self to think. She got very angry and told me I was selfish and this was all bullcrap and protested quite a bit, but agreed to it. The sex-call happened two days after.

I can understand why she cheated. She was in love with me and called me on the phone everyday and texted me before work and after. I hardly called her or texted her. Always responding. And she told me several times that I needed to change and show her that I love her. But I didn\'t, because I did not care that much. And she often said I made her feel like shit. But she could have just broken it off with me, not cheat and try to hurt me like that. I just don\'t understand why she said she wanted me because she clearly had feelings for that other guy in the end.

I know how you feel. DO NOT EVER go back to her. I can say with certainty that once a woman changes her mind about her man and she F***s another man, she\'s done. She\'ll never be the same again no matter what the first guy is or does.

some women like the power to have a few men after them, it gives them self satisfaction to know that ex\'s and other men want them but she will never take any body while having her \"present fix\" of a man. Not sure if I explained this well, I hope you get the idea.

Since you said you never cared about here before, she had told you how she wanted you to correspond more, now she has another guy; then she is now purely taking revenge upon you..IMHO!

Mustang2020 wrote:
I know how you feel. DO NOT EVER go back to her. I can say with certainty that once a woman changes her mind about her man and she F***s another man, she\'s done. She\'ll never be the same again no matter what the first guy is or does.

some women like the power to have a few men after them, it gives them self satisfaction to know that ex\'s and other men want them but she will never take any body while having her \"present fix\" of a man. Not sure if I explained this well, I hope you get the idea.

Since you said you never cared about here before, she had told you how she wanted you to correspond more, now she has another guy; then she is now purely taking revenge upon you..IMHO!

I concur

I wont. Even though she is very hot, I can\'t look at her in a good light, so not seeing her will not be a problem. Sure Ill miss her some nights and probably want to call her for sex or talk. But every time I look at a picture of her now I only see a cold hearted liar. I feel sorry though. I wish we ended things in a good way.

Yeah. Think Ill pass on fucking her.

sebastianyeah wrote: Yeah. Think Ill pass on fucking her.

Good man...She ain\'t worth you Dick anymore!

She is 100% not worth it.