alright guys! nice to see the boards again. i\'m healed, i think, broadly speaking. the infection has gone. also the dribbling discharge has seemingly stopped coming out of my penis. i say \'seemingly\', it\'s been about 14 days since anything came out, but i\'ve had a few false dawns before so i cant be bothered with getting carried away too much just yet. assuming it has stopped, that means stuff was coming out for about 5 to 6 weeks, first through two holes, then through one, then through a new one (yikes!). also, theyre not holes really, more like areas of thinner skin that allowed seepage due to the infection-pressure beneath of pus forming and that this seepage/discharge occured through these weaker area \'bottlenecks\' that were all about pin-head size. these areas too have healed over (i hope), ie toughened with more skin, and now appear like white circles of skin each the size of a pin-head. they\'re probably very white because they\'re in fact brand-new skin and contrast with my penis which is kind of that light browny colour due to whatever is the word for pigmentation-change following multiple injections. 2 months ago (ish) when i got infected my penis was first cherry red, then as it healed darker red, and is now getting it\'s pinkish, light brown colour back. the discharge itself started with a bang 9 weeks ago. it then continued to ooze out for about 5 or 6 weeks albeit steadily reducing in amount from a lot to a trickle until finally it became like a pin-head of pus to wipe away. it would though ooze out relatively more significantly if i squeezed my
Cock which i stopped doing. what was the discharge? i dunno, pus and
PMMA. it wasn\'t the
PMMA i\'d had on previous rounds, you have to understand, i haven\'t lost any of that. it was the stuff i got injected a few days before i got infected. so it was still-liquid
PMMA plus infected gunk. presumably the
PMMA was still liquid because of the infection. my
Dick is as big as it was before this last round of
PMMA. the colour has come back. i do get sharp wincey pains here and there but it\'s probably to be expected and i\'ll just wait and see. i\'ll keep an eye on it though and i might be concerned about a particular sharp pain i get in a particular spot but i can\'t be bothered to get anxious about that yet. how did i get infected? i dunno. obviously i didn\'t take antibiotics but i would love to hear from anyone, medically minded or not, about how i might have got infected. the house i stayed in in prague was a bit skanky, also i took the bandage off on day one and even though i saw that it was still bleeding a bit, i didnt put the bandage back on. saying that, it was a pretty big infection and i want to ask you guys if you think that just regular dirt and germs in the house or the bed or whatever could have caused it? or you think maybe it happened with the needle? the doctor at the hospital says the body has a pretty good immune system to start with so that got me thinking how the fuck did it happen anyway? this is perhaps something we can think about so that we can be better prepared in future. obviously you guys will not act like i did and remove the bandage. also obviously take antibiotics. a question to anyone medically minded: the infection was so big that i was on a drip. do you think that even if i had taken a handful of regular antibitocs on the day of the procedure and the next day also, an infection like this would have been too big for them anyway, or does it not work like that? did it only become a big infection becaue it was allowed to grow from a small infection? anyway, unexpected consequences:1. my
Foreskin problem (remember that) is resolved. i now roll my
Foreskin over the top like before. 2. i am hooked on opiate pain
ers! FUCK. very quickly i started taking double, triple, then five times the dose. then i went back to the docs and somehow blagged another prescription. it all started about 5 weeks ago and then got out of hand quickly coz a. i love that shit and b. i\'ve been very worried also low and needed serious serotonin jacking. anyway, i\'ve taken a week off this week to cold-turkey. wtf! never done anything like this so not looking forward to it. i went half a day without taking anything a few days ago, sort of dipping my toes, and woah! nightmare.c. at the apex of my anxiety so to speak ie weeks 1 to 4 all i could do to take my mind off everything was gamble recklessly. within two weeks i\'d got to 1,350 chf from a start of about 200. this meant i was within touching distance of the money i\'d blown in prague just 3 weeks before. then i lost everything when chelsea scored that last minute goal against atletico madrid. it\'s a long time ago and i\'m over it but for 24 hours it was nice to have something else to be upset about LOL. most importantly, i want to shout-out all the guys who have been in a bad place, or the fellas who still are in a bad place, because of their
Dick. youre totally amazing in my opinion to get through like you do and like you have. i no doubt didn\'t go through something as bad as a few you guys have been through or are going through but i nevertheless got very down and dark about it all, totally scared a few times, wondering what was gonna happen. respect guys! and naginati, i\'m thinking of you bro. i wish you good luck. chin up and fingers crossed.