PART 1..So..where do I begin...firstly I got married just over 12 months ago so that'spositive!!!
The recovery process for me took a long. I went through hell and now its constant maintenance for me pretty much daily. What I mean by this is I'm in pain every day, whether it's my lower back, or pain in my groin from sitting down to long sides of my back etc it's like I lost all my core muscles or the ability to keep them on, so I do lots of training and stretching and massages to elevate pain. It's nonwhere near as bad as beginning and I've learnt to live with it but I also could do more. Basically I can't have anything too right around my waist, it places pressure on a hip flexor muscle thanks runs up basically to the stomach which effects the groin. So if I'm a little over weight, I feel it more, when I'm skinnier, not really. I also know if I place my penis completely vertical, the pain or discomfort subsides so I know that FUCKWIT so called Dr in Prague placed it too far back and on something which it's I believe pinched a nerve. Most of the penis it looks great it's the back part of the shaft where there is stil an adhesion and it's a bit hard..it's like ligaments stick out or something...it's hard to explain..not sure if it's clumpy or what or what I could do..This has elevated as the I've lost the gains or the size of my penis...it's quite interesting I also believe by overstretching it caused issues. I stretch groin, back, hamstrings, lower back, upper back, hip flexors every day and usually stretching some part of the body. I'm going to go back to my original pysio who said I had the same symptoms as when someone pinched their pudenal nerve or when a woman gives birth and loses all her core muscles. I think I need to learn how to continuously turn my core muscles on. I also neeed to do pilates and a lot more yoga...upside of it is it's very good for health and mind.
I still would love a bigger penis, my wife says she doesn't give a fuck (to which I belive her to a certain extend) and would divorce me if I got another procedure but for me, just not happy with it..could I live with it? Not sure, I guess so but I'm still a little to scared getting a second round of
PMMA cause I'm afraid it will make things worse and don't want to go through that again..So I thought maybe some fillers but then I read how the doctor in OZ says it's dangerous because of bio film or something, so I don't know what to do!! Any help, advice or suggestions would be awesome but will continue my research..
HB