TOPIC: Looking Forward to Getting Fatter

Yeah, I remember.

It was 7 but really ugly, at least it is more symmetrical now

mike wow! i\'ve been wondering about you from time to time tbh but always positive thoughts about your spectacular Cock and your tales of wowing dancers. i\'m so sorry to see you return like this. i have to say you do sound strong about it. it\'s such a shame, bro. the health system in the states makes me nervous just thinking about it. i wish you the best, totally.

i wish you the best, totally.

Thanks!

Nothing is resolved and there is no end in sight.

I\'m still losing skin and still fighting a chronic infection with antibiotics and Dakins solution. I have multiple surgeries planned with a reconstructive surgeon - (1) clean and debride...wait some time (2) remove tissue assessed to be PMMA granuloma and apply skin grafts (possible 3rd surgery) more cleaning debriding if needed and unable to control infection; more skin grafts if needed. If anyone wants the surgeon\'s name in the metro DC area, PM me and I\'ll give you the info. He also has expertise in helping FTM transgender people create a \"neopenis\" from skin grafts.

Total organ loss is a low probability, but possible. FUCK PMMA! Fuck all dermal fillers!

I just took my first shower after my first surgery. I removed all the gauze packed into the wound after getting it wet (so it would stick less), but it still hurt like hell and made a bloody mess. There was so much gauze I felt like the clown pulling endless handkerchiefs out of their sleeve - easily over 2 feet. There was no way I could repack the wound that well without excessive pain. I dipped the gauze in Dakins for infection control and covered with pads that I have to remove every time I go to the bathroom.

So much tissue was \"excavated\" from the central shaft, I\'ll probably end up with sub-5 Inch Girth if I still have a penis when it\'s over. The worst part is that I have now officially lost the capability to masturbate. So no sex and no masturbation. FML.

Hello Mike,

This is so sad. I don\'t know what to say. This is the worst I read of on here, ever. I am so sorry.

Is this due to the removal of PMMA? I am planning to remove mine.

I am so sorry, my with you tonight.

Hello Mike,

This is so sad. I don\'t know what to say. This is the worst I read of on here, ever. I am so sorry.

Is this due to the removal of PMMA? I am planning to remove mine.

I am so sorry, my with you tonight.

Thanks man! I was apparently living with cysts and granulomas for years after getting PMMA. I was ignorant and thought the cysts were just swelling or edema, until Dr. C. aspirated fluid from one and identified it as a cyst. Back in October the cysts ruptured, became infected, and my skin began dying while I spent weeks looking for doctors who would help.

If anyone comes by this post later (years from now) and have complications and infections from PMMA, they can certainly reach out to me and I\'ll give them names of great surgeons willing to help in the metro DC area. Hopefully by finding a supportive doctor you will lose less skin to necrosis.

I think you are very strong.

What is the plan now?
Can you no longer orgasm or is it due to erectile dysfunction that you cannot masturbate anymore?

The plan is to get skin grafts applied and close the wound as soon as the doctor thinks the conditions are right for the grafts to adhere and survive. I can\'t masturbate because there is not enough skin left on my penis. I was able to masturbate with my fucked up wounded penis all the way up until the surgery, which removed a lot of tissue, dead, dying, and a lot more he thought would die eventually.

How common are infections like this with this stuff?

How common are infections like this with this stuff?

That\'s a good question. I don\'t know the true answer. It\'s probably more complicated since an addendum to that question would be \"over what period of time?\" I got PMMA in 2013 and I my cysts ruptured and became infected in late 2018. In hindsight I probably had cysts for some years. Another variable that complicates things is that I had two rounds of silicone microdrops along with touch-up PMMA due to initial irregularities, and that has its own rate of complications. BTW from being on this board for years, I would say that irregularities are very common. In fact they are so common that in my initial visit, Dr C. and staff told me I would likely have to come back for touch-up(s), when I suggested I would be \"one and done.\" Additional variables would be amount, concentration, and more importantly number of rounds (if applicable). If you\'re a big \"PMMA consumer\" and repeat customer, the odds probably stack up higher than you realize.

The two papers that show up at the top of Google results are authored by Korean doctors talking about Lipen-10 and Dr. C and Dr. Morales talking about Metacrill; so possibly \"talking their book\" to some degree. Even the Korean doctors admitted adverse reactions occurred during their 18-month study, but they seem to say its with other products other than Lipen-10 that they use. There are other papers where complications with PMMA suspended in bovine filler is used in other parts of the body (e.g. the face), and the rate was 0.6%.

All PE comes with risks. There are several things that can be done before considering the expense and risk of dermal fillers. There are \"natural\" exercises you can do with the least risk, followed by devices (pumps, clamps) with more risk, followed by PGE1 (risky and not for everyone especially those who don\'t really have ED). I\'ve said this before, but the real risk with dermal fillers is that your potential costs are much higher than even what AD charges. When something goes wrong finding a doctor willing and able to help you is much more difficult, and your medical bills will escalate quickly. How does that compare to the cost of a pump, or a cable clamp, or even the ED medicine, especially if you add on the 1000\'s spent to get the procedure performed. When something goes wrong with those other PE methods, most urologists would be willing to treat you, since it\'s something they\'re trained to deal with.

Without the skin to hold it extended (PMMA infused or otherwise), my penile retraction is back with a vengeance. With a silicone enlarged scrotum, my penis is now buried and has the appearance of a 3 Inch Flaccid length. The surgeon wants to cut off more of the PMMA infused skin that is near the base, stating that it will given me back length (perhaps 3.5 Inch Flaccid length). However, it will probably make the Girth more uniformly narrow, slightly above the areas of skinless Girth of 4 inches.

According to the website sizemeup.info/ - my pre-PMMA volume was 411.26 ml, my volume at its biggest was 1207.22 ml, and now I\'m staring down the barrel of a small mangled penis with a predicted 132.03 ml volume.

Hi FatMike. How are things? Really hoping there's some positive news for you soon.

Unfortunately nothing is happening. I have office and hospital appointments in mid and late-April (earliest available and allowable since my last surgery was mid-March).

There was some skin that was dead and dying after the surgery, and that became the epicenter of the most pain. Eventually a large section had died sufficiently that it ripped during a dressing change and I helped it along by completely removing it. For now there is less dead/dying skin and less pain.

I\'m going to ask the doctor not remove the remaining bit of PMMA infused skin at the base, which he wants to remove. According to him that is what is causing me to lose length, but IMO my newly shortened penis is due to the retraction due to the lack of skin holding it out and away from my body. The retraction is obvious, and I can point to the wound dimensions recorded pre-surgery and post surgery as evidence if he doesn\'t agree.

The pain, tiny dimensions, hopeless outlook weigh heavy on my psychology. The lack of sex or even masturbation deprive me of that stress relief. I\'ve never been a big drinker, but perhaps I need to start.

Mike, I am sorry. This is nightmare that not end. I know this too, I don\'t dream at night, I now have nightmares instead. I don\'t think you should drink though, you need clear head to look after self. Please don\'t drink. You may do stupid things and prevent recovery.

I don\'t think skin prevents retraction. I don\'t think has a role in this.
I think your surgeon is probably right, I think you should trust of him and let remove last bit.

How much PMMA have you had removed so far?
You were with the Dr C yes?
I think of you, you are in hell with me, we both must get out. Don\'t give up.