Hey, it\'s OK that you are doing research and good luck. you re young, and your body has the capacity to heal. Also, I know it might sounds strange, but I would also check into homeopathy. Some say it has dubious background because it works with high dilutions but I have beenusing it for years on all kinds of problems, and have only the best things to say.
There are remedies that help in dissolving the scar tissue, that aid in healing etc...there are remedies that work on mental and physical issues, and in the ideal case, one or two remedies would cover the mental, emotional and physical conditions, to nudge the body to heal in the right direction. My erections have improved much after using traditional homeopathy for some time, and after taking certain remedies (they are different for everyone), I would wake up with erections that would last all the way till the toilet so I would have to bend all over in order to pee, like in good old days.
It is very non-invasive and long term treatment, so you can try that as well.
Don\'t think about stretching now, if you have got any scar tissue from that pumping incident, stretching it might just overturn the scar tissue and impede with the quality of erections even after you think you have healed, at least fro some time.
I think you have good chance to recover your lost length (you might have caused some nerve damage from the pumping nd the jelking/stretching), this is why it might be so slow to heal.
Also, don\'t think too much about how are you gonna fuck women for now...give your self time out from those thoughts, possibly talk to your parents for help?
And start loving your self man, if she hasn\'t called after a good fuck (4 times?), it might have been any any reason...it is only you that has put this into your mind about women..it is against everything most of us have known, but once you start believing that crap, it will become your reality, and only way you interpret things. you have created prison from your thoughts in which you live in.
give your self a break and just start loving and appreciating your self. It is going to be fine as long as you give your self a break.
What you said about a good looking guy with a small
Dick...and all that...bullshit...