TOPIC: chemical castration?

275 dollars deposit

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain\'t all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain\'t how hard you\'re hit; it\'s about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That\'s how winning is done. Now, if you know what you\'re worth, then go out and get what you\'re worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain\'t where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain\'t you. You\'re better than that!

dcpimpin12 wrote: seek medical help I think u need to see a psychiatrist first before concentrating on phalloplasty. u need the right attitude before going through with any work outs.

don\'t worry, i only get like this on the weekends, my whole family has mental disorders so i think i have learned enough from them to help myself when i need. the penis issue is the only thing that gets me like this is is basically the center of my whole life. I have been obsessed about the size since i was about 14. I feel like i relate to messagemans journey phalloboards.websitetoolbox.com/post/mes...14741#post1269414741 as far as the obsession of size goes.

i do never do things like this (making a public scene wether in real life or posting on the internet), i hope i havent earned myself a ban from the forum for the less than becoming posts i made. but this time i just felt like i wanted people to know how i felt. but i swear it will never happen again.

ok i am a bit calmer now. my plan (a plan i have had for a while) is to save 100K so i can move to toronto for a few years so i can commit to Dr adams chem PE protocol. if that doesn\'t work, I will likely just get PMMA till i am a massive Girth even if it looks as ugly as my face. sorry for coming across as a nut case, things just got on top of me today after reading too much on the internet. i don\'t have any friends and when it comes to the weekend, i often go stir crazy. my boss will give me my job back since i have done this (\"quit\") many times before as he knows i have some mental issues. but I really do have to try and get a higher paying job so i can do my plan sooner than later. Sorry for everyone who had to read this mess. I am feeling better now ( i feel better when i read honzee\'s log about dr adams chem pe as it gives me hope).

seek medical help I think u need to see a psychiatrist first before concentrating on Phalloplasty. u need the right attitude before going through with any work outs.

dcpimpin12 wrote: im average too and I feel ur pain. but like I said ur only 19 u still have time to accomplish it. start Hanging. start doing the lig cut. start now so that later u can be better. I wish I started at a younger age. I wish I was 18 and did this young. u still have time... and if u think about killing ur self u need psychological advice. please seek medical help and don\'t kill ur self.

don\'t worry, i am too much of a pussy to actually kill myself (sorry if i have offended anyone who has lost someone to suicide). but i am severly depressed right now.

im average too and I feel ur pain. but like I said ur only 19 u still have time to accomplish it. start Hanging. start doing the lig cut. start now so that later u can be better. I wish I started at a younger age. I wish I was 18 and did this young. u still have time... and if u think about killing ur self u need psychological advice. please seek medical help and don\'t kill ur self.

why even laugh if it just makes my already tiny Cock shrink even tinier? and all i am is just a guy with a small Dick laughting ?

the 3rd option if the dr adams chem pe doesn\'t work is obvously the chemical castration which would be the only way i will stay alive.

im only 19 and my birthday is in 2 days. i hope i don\'t make it to my birthday. hopefully some arab guy with a big Dick will blow me up, or some guy with a big Dick will run me over because he is distracted coz his girl frind is giving his big Dick a blow job in the car

dcpimpin12 wrote: there is still hope though even though I tried it all I still not giving up. lig cut, tunica lengthening, forearm flap, just keep trying and don\'t give up. u wont be able to gain if u don\'t do anything. Like Rocky Balboa said and I quote: The world ain\'t all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place It will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me or nobody is going to hit as hard as life. But it ain\'t about how hard you\'re hit, it is about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, how much can you take and keep moving forward. That\'s how winning is done! Tom Kat don\'t throw in the towel. if it hasn\'t worked keep trying until u accomplish it. don\'t live life in regrets. small Dick is no fun but I have faith u can accomplish it. even if u think u cant.

thanks dc. the sad thing is i don\'t have a \'small\' penis, but small or average, it doesn\'t matter if it is not huge, if it wouldnt hurt so much i would cut it off with sicors or knife.

i just left a message to my boss telling i quit, why should i have the luxury of money (even if it was only 10$ an hour) if i don\'t have a huge Cock. I should live like a homeless person who only has to think about his next meal than a poor person who thinks about his Dick ALL DAY EVERYDAY!

i need to find another job quike one that pays more money so i can save up (about 100k) so i can go to toronto to live for a while so i can do dr adams chemical pe protocol, and i swear if that doesnt work i will either kill myself or maybe just do PMMA until i hit a hideous 8\'\' Girth penis

i might be able to get one i was offered a while ago working with sewerage, yes sewerage, where i can earn around 25 an hour so i will only have to stay alive for 2 or 3 years so i will have 100k and go to dr adams where my life will be in his hands. if i am working in the seweage i will be able to count how many used XXL condoms float past

there is still hope though even though I tried it all I still not giving up. lig cut, tunica lengthening, forearm flap, just keep trying and don\'t give up. u wont be able to gain if u don\'t do anything. Like Rocky Balboa said and I quote: Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain\'t all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain\'t how hard you\'re hit; it\'s about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That\'s how winning is done. Now, if you know what you\'re worth, then go out and get what you\'re worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain\'t where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain\'t you. You\'re better than that! Tom Kat don\'t throw in the towel. if it hasn\'t worked keep trying until u accomplish it. don\'t live life in regrets. small Dick is no fun but I have faith u can accomplish it. even if u think u cant.

dcpimpin12 wrote: I felt the same way

for another person to agree with me confirms that this is not me jsut overeacting but that this is REALITY! and that every women has had many huge cocks and that i am a worthless waste of oxygen, i am hungry but why even eat if all i will be is someone with a small Cock that just had a meal? i wish i was a woman so i could go to a club and bring home a huge cocked man and feel better after having some squirting orgasms all over the big throbbing Dick

I felt the same way