I took a look at Gelman\'s site a few days ago just out of curiosity since I remembered that name. I forgot about basque... but the extent of his damage sounded incredibly severe. There must have been considerable damage throughout the penis to make something like grafting of that extent an acceptable \"trade off\".
I might need something to stretch the right side, though I keep getting morning erections and it seems like they might be okay - it\'s hard to tell with the bandage on...what is happening beneath.
My
BPEL was 6.5 somehow this AM which shocked me because it was 4.5-5 last time... so I maybe I\'ll sleep without gauze on tonight (it hasn\'t been bleeding anyway). Though naturally I won\'t wake up with an
Erection now! I refuse to force myself to have one since I am still healing.
Hoodle, I googled T-tape but it comes up as something to irrigate crops..? lol what is it?
I\'m not doing anything that my uro or Dr. Alter don\'t explicitly say...and I don\'t think this will be until the fall, unless it\'s scar management that is sometimes good to start earlier as the scar matures (silicone sheets or whatever).
As weird as it sounds, having this section of my penis cut out made my stress levels go down. Walking around with an open wound on your penis (and having to keep it dressed and protected with antibiotic creams) - and not knowing wtf is going to happen (will it spread, will it get infected) was awful. My doc literally said to me (as if reading my mind) \"do you really want to walk around with this thing another 6 months and then have me just cut it out again like I can do now?\" And so, that was the green light.
Here\'s yesterday (the only weird thing with the scar is where is folds up into the shape of lips or something - you see that?):
(yes i am very hairy - leave me alone, i\'ve been through enough )