My complications are a lot more severe than nodules or similar. My gained
Girth keeps diminishing 4+ months after the procedure. On top, I had also lost length, think that has come back or at least most. I saw my penis even thinner than it was the day before last week and I was shocked. I haven't masturbated ever since, I don't touch it or look at it at all even when I pee. Today, the rush to relieve myself took over. I had big difficulties getting a hard on. And after lots of sweat, I managed to get a miserable
Erection and I was even thinner. It was looking like the state it was pre op. This horrified me and put me into a deep state of depression. Sure, my EQ is miserable but I've had similar cases weeks/months ago where even in these scenarios it wasn't as thin as it was today.
So after my first session of
PMMA, I have to say this is the worst money I've ever spent. It's fuelled my size dysmorphia 10x and made me $6k-ish poorer. I don't even care about the money but my success has been shocking. It's just not fair. I'm quite convinced I have the worst penis in the world outside of those with micropenis sizes. I will still do what's in my capabilities and go for 2 more sessions. A month after the last one, I will begin heavy
Hanging. In my mind, I've set a date of Halloween 2023 where my penis is either fixed to an at least good-to-use size or I'll... yeah, that, the very last resort, I won't name it. I refuse to go on with this thing in my pants. I refuse to continue being a virgin at my age because I'm embarrassed at what I've got to offer women. I refuse to be so damn depressed about it that I can't even look at it or touch it. I also have to note I'm a hardcore '
Grower' so another horrible thing. When you're not at your miserable
Erection state, you 100% feel like you have a micropenis at all times. Those who don't have this won't know. I remember Jacks10 saying his wife called him mr 3
Balls when he had a similar experience. I have this at all times. I actually wish I had done Penumma. You get a 2''
Girth increase and not-very-big chances of more length, but still an option and at least the
Girth is there and won't just vanish into thin air. Oh, and you instantly go to a shower... (I am aware of some of the cases about it here , the ones on reddit are different so I guess I've had a 50-50 chance of success there). Not an option anymore though since I f'd myself with
PMMA. I feel like I was injected with one of the temporary fillers like
Ellanse but those last years and my ''super gains'' lasted like 2 months.
I genuinely hope this post won't be removed because it doesn't match with the general mood on here. I appreciate that I'll either get delusional support such as: ''size doesn't matter''. ''I was your size 10 years ago and I had no problems'' ''it's just in your head, you have body dysmorphia'' or I'll simply get hate for voicing a different experience to the pink reality here. This isn't meant to discourage others as you likely won't have the shocking genetics that I do and it's likelier you fall in the other category with people having their lives changed after this to the better. It's looking more and more likely that I'll lay 6ft deep with a small penis, one that I have allowed to completely ruin my life. My other option is to act like 95% of the men with similar sizes outside of this forum that don't mind going inside a woman with the shrimps between their legs, not even thinking for a second why she doesn't enjoy it, why she tries to fake orgasms or why she doesn't call back ever again. I'm probably 5.5x5.5 on my best day because I remember someone asked a while ago. Yes, I do know that will be acceptable somewhere in Southern Asia.