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5 years post PMMA...regrets 2 years 3 months ago #1308696895

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I was an avid member in Ver. 2.0 and now would like to share my thoughts about PMMA long term here in Ver.3.0.
If anyone cares to read my old threads and posts, I was ecstatic about being bigger, having a noticeable bulge, and initially being told that I have a big Dick.
That has all changed.
The first time I actually began feeling embarrassed about my "look" was when a hot chick that I was having sex with a few times finally told me one night, and here are her words, "I know it's fake".
Fuuuuu! I couldn't believe it. Others have said they either noticed it looks weird, since I do have the pig in the blanket look, much like the guy in porn known as Silicone Dick.
Others have played with it, used massage oils, blow jobs, whatever, and mention that they feel lumps and bumps, and those can be seen when oiled up. The pmma is loose inside the skin and rolls around and separates. I think this occurred from pumping, which I have said in V 2.0 should be avoided at all costs after pmma.
I've started to feel like I can't be comfortable having sex now because they will notice it's enhanced. I even had one guy look at my crotch at a party and ask if I had an implant down there, rather loudly I might add! His wife just laughed about it.
So I've decided to visit a urologist and have most of the pmma taken out, if that's possible. If not, then at least have them tighten the skin at the glans half of the shaft to reduce the pig look. The only thing is, I will miss the Girth, but the embarrassment is getting to me.
I'll keep everyone posted about what happens.
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5 years post PMMA...regrets 2 years 3 months ago #1308696896

Sorry to hear that .

I've had the opposite experience .

In any event , that's why something like ellanse is a safer call.

I think the pumping has evened the collagen growth with Ellanse .... I highly recommend it for ellanse users . Could it be different from pmma?

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5 years post PMMA...regrets 2 years 3 months ago #1308696897

I think ultimately, the mistake you made, isn't having PMMA per se, but having so much PMMA. So often I see guys sacrificing aesthetics for size and in my personal opinion, unless you are very small, the trade off is rarely worth it. You had 4 rounds, totaling about 80 cc, on a penis that isn't particularly long. When guys do that, it's kind of unrealistic to expect to have a totally natural looking and feeling penis.

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5 years post PMMA...regrets 2 years 3 months ago #1308696917

Personally screw them and who cares if it’s altered if it’s good and the women like it and you like the satisfaction they get from it then who cares you can tell fake tits are fake but you still like looking at them dude that asked if you have an implant is probably just jealous and wants one himself.

I’ve been told not to have any work done because it’s not worth the risk if it’s not needed so I’d say I wouldn’t risk trying to have it removed from what I’ve read there’s more to having it removed than putting it in if it ain’t broke don’t fix it . Sling that fat pig in a blanket and make them not care it’s fake
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5 years post PMMA...regrets 2 years 3 months ago #1308696919

Hawgnutz926 wrote: Personally screw them and who cares if it’s altered if it’s good and the women like it and you like the satisfaction they get from it then who cares you can tell fake tits are fake but you still like looking at them dude that asked if you have an implant is probably just jealous and wants one himself.

I’ve been told not to have any work done because it’s not worth the risk if it’s not needed so I’d say I wouldn’t risk trying to have it removed from what I’ve read there’s more to having it removed than putting it in if it ain’t broke don’t fix it . Sling that fat pig in a blanket and make them not care it’s fake


I agree with this completely. I believe it's a mistake to go around pretending we're natural and this is what we were born with. It's not, we're enhanced. But the only thing "not real" about it is when we try to lie about or cover up this fact. People have modified all sorts of body parts throughout history for many different reasons. It's just whaty we do. So I say flaunt the modification, be upfront about it, and be proud of it. This isn't something that you were born with, it's something you chose, and there's a certain amount of power in that.
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5 years post PMMA...regrets 2 years 3 months ago #1308696921

Last thing I would be doing is a full deglove without any serious reason to.

Hoddle's correct, you did get a lot of product (too much I guess would be the accurate statement based on your feelings about it now). But it works, it's not having any serious issues. I remember following your progress real time and just reread your whole thread as a refresher. I'd say you got carried away and it was an interesting read.

I'll also argue most of this is in your head. Would you really be that much happier after a full deglove and Removal, living with significantly less size than you have now? Or would you rather just own the fact it is enhanced?
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5 years post PMMA...regrets 2 years 3 months ago #1308696922

Are there any doctors that could maybe just fix the aesthetics, rather than taking the more drastic measure?

I could've sworn that there was a doctor in California who had worked on penises that had the pig in a blanket look from FFT, and he fixed those to make them look much more natural.

I have similar issues, but maybe not as bad. I only went for 2 rounds, but gained .5" my first round, and then something like 1"+ the second round. I had started at 4.5", and was just trying to get to a reasonable 5.5" Girth. Now I'm around 6"+ Girth. Luckily it still looks pretty natural when it's erect. Not sure why it was such a significant increase the second round.
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5 years post PMMA...regrets 2 years 3 months ago #1308696924

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Hey man,
Can i ask you about the functioning of your member? the erection was still strong? any change in the actual sex part

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5 years post PMMA...regrets 2 years 3 months ago #1308696926

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Thank you all for your encouragement. I do think I would miss the Girth. Perhaps I will ask to have the real obvious, hard, lumpy parts removed and the skin tightened, if it can be done. I too have read about degloving, and it doesn't sound pleasant.
Hoddle, thanks for your opinion too. I actually WAS very small, and the trade off was indeed worth it. Like I said, it was fine until I began using the vacuum, which caused the pmma to move from where it was laid (no pun), to where the vacuum pulled it (to the tip half). Dr. C and I discussed this after the second round and he said he could fix it with touch ups, which entailed two more rounds. By that time though, the nodules started becoming evident, as well as the piggy shape. My collagen formation went slowly during that time (probably why I was impatient and did 4 rounds), but I ended up with a lot of it eventually and it shows now.
Anyway, if I had to do it again, I would start at the base first, wait a year or more to allow the collagen to manifest itself and stabilize, and then work your way to the tip in a tapered shape and keep it even with the glans. To answer drd's question, it performs very well. The only change in sex is that you have to go slow at first. Most of the time, they tend to cringe their faces a little while penetrating, but they warm up to it eventually.
Don't get me wrong, if its chubby and they see it in that state, they are impressed. It's when it's Flaccid, or right after sex, it's a weird inflamed shape, and I personally don't like it. I've thought of just owning up to it and if asked, to admit it's enhanced. We'll see if it makes a difference to the ladies after they know.
My collagen formation went slowly but I ended up with a lot of it and it shows now.
I think I'll get a photo of Flaccid vs semi and attach it subsequent posts. I don't seem to be able to see photos on this version even though I was a life member in Ver. 2.0.
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5 years post PMMA...regrets 2 years 3 months ago #1308696927

AstroD wrote: Thank you all for your encouragement. I do think I would miss the Girth. Perhaps I will ask to have the real obvious, hard, lumpy parts removed and the skin tightened, if it can be done. I too have read about degloving, and it doesn't sound pleasant.
Hoddle, thanks for your opinion too. I actually WAS very small, and the trade off was indeed worth it. Like I said, it was fine until I began using the vacuum, which caused the pmma to move from where it was laid (no pun), to where the vacuum pulled it (to the tip half). Dr. C and I discussed this after the second round and he said he could fix it with touch ups, which entailed two more rounds. By that time though, the nodules started becoming evident, as well as the piggy shape. My collagen formation went slowly during that time (probably why I was impatient and did 4 rounds), but I ended up with a lot of it eventually and it shows now.
Anyway, if I had to do it again, I would start at the base first, wait a year or more to allow the collagen to manifest itself and stabilize, and then work your way to the tip in a tapered shape and keep it even with the glans. To answer drd's question, it performs very well. The only change in sex is that you have to go slow at first. Most of the time, they tend to cringe their faces a little while penetrating, but they warm up to it eventually.
Don't get me wrong, if its chubby and they see it in that state, they are impressed. It's when it's Flaccid, or right after sex, it's a weird inflamed shape, and I personally don't like it. I've thought of just owning up to it and if asked, to admit it's enhanced. We'll see if it makes a difference to the ladies after they know.
My collagen formation went slowly but I ended up with a lot of it and it shows now.
I think I'll get a photo of Flaccid vs semi and attach it subsequent posts. I don't seem to be able to see photos on this version even though I was a life member in Ver. 2.0.


My opinion probably means very little... but if anything, I'd almost go with what Dr C suggested... but that's just me. I went into this being totally fine with ending up with a potentially minor lumpy result myself (your pics and GSXR were some of the ones I looked at closely before deciding). I even mentioned it to my wife and she was fine with it (she actually joked that as long as it's totally weird, ribbed for her pleasure would be ok lol).

I'd think one or two very minimal volume, low concentration sessions could help even it out without really adding much of anything to the actual size. I'm starting to get the fold over/hotdog look when I'm completely and fully retracted (literally thinking about sex or just being out of tight shorts for a minute and it goes away), and it does not bother me at all and I'd be fine with more of that personally.

I really think you would regret a full deglove man... in every aspect. The whole experience, the size loss, all of it. Maybe do something minor like a touch up and then leave it the hell alone lol. No pumping or anything else, and just be honest with your partners. 90% of women wouldn't give a shit if you had something done to it, they just *might* wonder based on the look of it and then if they know, puts them at ease.

Go around the net and look at real amateur penises. Seriously... there's literally every shape you can imagine and NOT imagine out there, naturally. I was looking through a Reddit and it actually floored me. Some almost looked like they had been altered but that's unlikely, it's just how they are.

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5 years post PMMA...regrets 2 years 3 months ago #1308696990

Why do you care what women think? Do you think there is a single woman who is embarrassed because she has breast implants?
Women sense this insecurity and use it to hurt, or manipulate you.
Just dont care about it. Do the opposite - be proud. Your Girth is not a gift, you made it that way for a good reason. Stand by your decision and laugh off anyone who tries to bring you down.
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5 years post PMMA...regrets 1 year 11 months ago #1308698672

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Hey AstroD !

„The pmma is loose inside the skin and rolls around and separates“

Hey have the same problem as you - I‘m now looking for an operation to tight up the skin of the shaft!
I also want the filler to stay more in his place!,

There are two methods for that: A tighter circumcision or even better: The same way like the turkey neck operation but expanded about the entire underside of the penis!

My only problem is: To find a very qualified doctor who does circumcisions after pmma.

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5 years post PMMA...regrets 1 year 11 months ago #1308698697

AstroD, what are your beginning and current stats?

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5 years post PMMA...regrets 1 year 11 months ago #1308698725

I think thats the problem of wanting to gain more and more , we should settle for modest gains like 1/2" to 3/4". OFC guys that start with below average Girth (4.5") and want to get to BIG territory (5.5"+) are willing to take more rounds and risks.
Even more with pmma as it causes more lumps and problems,
I will definitely go with ellanse.for this reason as I don´t want to get more than a 1/2" increase and also plan to continue pumping.

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5 years post PMMA...regrets 1 year 11 months ago #1308698729

fightclub wrote: I think thats the problem of wanting to gain more and more , we should settle for modest gains like 1/2" to 3/4". OFC guys that start with below average Girth (4.5") and want to get to BIG territory (5.5"+) are willing to take more rounds and risks.
Even more with pmma as it causes more lumps and problems,
I will definitely go with ellanse.for this reason as I don´t want to get more than a 1/2" increase and also plan to continue pumping.


I agree 100%!

I'll add to that: think of it as a spectrum, on one side you have "sheer Girth size" and on the other "natural aesthetics." Most of us (I'm assuming) would like it somewhere in the middle of the spectrum, getting best of both worlds. Some, like myself, don't mind sacrificing a little bit of natural aesthetics so that my Girth packs a punch, while others prefer low-to-modest gains in order to keep their unit looking as natural as possible.

Find where you are on that spectrum and set your goal accordingly... and more importantly, stick to those goals. In other words, if you were of the mindset that 0.3"-0.4" gain is perfect and your penis will (in all likelihood) retain a natural look, then don't start obsessing over 1-whole Inch gains and asking for more and more appointments. Find a healthy state of mind, find a healthy goal, and stick to it!
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