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09 Aug 2011 07:30 | |
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I am in a world of hurt, the REMOVAL!! So I follow the \"intern\" to the operating room...It was just like any other room in his office, nothing special....I lay down on the uncomfortable and small examination bed, I take my pant and underwear off and I lift my nice shirt way the fuck up to my nipples. I see the surgical tools to my left, Mr Intern is moving around the room doing... nothing! The Dr. comes in, he asks: how are you doing? I say; so far so good Dr.... a few days earlier I had been cleaning my groin area with Beta-dine and I shaved well. I lifted my head up a bit to see my penis with the implant for the last time and I said to myself; good bye buddy, I will see you outside my body in a few minutes.... The Dr. proceeded with a few injections around the old incision and he almost immediately went on to cut me, I told him please wait a minuted for the injections to work, he said OK...a few moments later, he took a small piece of cotton and simply wiped off the incision area with Beta-dine and quickly cut me open, I said to my self I am going to fucking scream with pain, but I did not feel much so I relaxed a bit. He started doing \"stuff\" that I could not see. I was starring at the neon lamps in the ceiling and saying to my self how dirty they were....... The Dr. and his assistant did NOT wear masks nor hair caps. The assistant had oily hair and I was thinking one of his hair is going to fall in my incision and it will cause an infection or start growing inside me!!! All of the sudden, the Dr with his surgically gloved hands picks up the TRASH CAN and moves it next to him!!!!!! Even his assistant looks at him with a big shock on his face...The Dr. does NOT change gloves, he continues to operate on me....again I say to myself I am going to die!!!! He keeps on doing shit, then he says that the capsule looks perfect, I raised my head and I saw the inside of my incision, the Dr. tells to please lay back down...I did... A few minutes later he uses a surgical device that is like a laser to cut thru flesh and some smoke comes out of my incision... oh, great now I am going to catch on fire!!! He says something to the effect that something inside me is healing already!!! and he uses that heating instrument some more... I lift my head again and I see the top of the implant, it had a slight pinkish color to it....I think that was the capsule tissue..... a few more minutes go by and now the Dr says he will be removing the stitches...I can felt him going deep into my penis and near the glans, then I felt him grabbing the stitches and pulling hard, it hurt like hell. I held back my screaming. I felt him cut the stitch off and then he pulled it out and he showed it to me. the stitch had a blue color to it and the size of the thread looked too big for such a sensitive area..... He pulled three more and he said that was all of them. Some one, God or Buddha told me to check, I felt my penis with my right hand near the glans and I felt something. I told the Dr. there is one more stitch, he said oh? then he went in again and he took one more out. Each of the stitches hurt like fucking hell... I will never forget the feeling of the pulling and the tugging on my poor penis shaft.... The Dr. then moved around a bit and pushed against the shaft and pushed the implant out of my body, I did not see it but I felt it. It made a strange vacuum sound.. I immediately felt a relief when it was out, weather it was psychological or physical or both I do not know nor do I care, it is out.... While all this was happening, I was twitching my body and legs like a mad man in a stray jacket.....At one time, his assistant had to hold me down and push my thigh down to keep me from moving too much. I felt like those soldiers who were operated on in the great wars without anesthesia! Although I had it a lot better than them...God bless their hearts....... After the implant was out, I relaxed a bit. now the Dr. puts in this flat surgical tube in my side...yes IN my side. He makes a small incision and he tries to insert this flat drain tube but it doe not go thru....He takes his forefinger and shoves it into the small incision to enlarge it....then he inserts the tube and he stitches it to the outside of my skin with one stitch. This is like the drain bulb that he installed when he put the implant in, but this time it was an open ended flat surgical tube....no suction bulb to suck the fluids out...the fluid will have to ooze out of it...the tube was over 12 inches long!!!!! Now germs and stuff can go into my body thru this tube!!! The Dr. went on to do more work inside me and then he started to sew me up on the outside. He told his assistant to make a knot at both ends of the incision and he left the room. The assistant intern spent minutes trying to do it, he was having problems getting the knots done. The thread was extra fine, it is the kind that dissolves.... the Dr. came back in the room with the same gloves and he finished working on me and then he said: OK, this the best removal he has done in the office.... He left the room again and the intern went on to put some yellow cream and some gauze on me. then he did the most intelligent thing ever, he was using Scotch clear tape, yes gentlemen, regular scotch tape to tape the gauze to my aching body....The tape did not stick well due to that yellow cream shit that he put on me, so what does he do? put more tape on.....He taped me from thigh to thigh.... I was actually in minimum pain at this point but the glans still hurt and it was aching! I slowly raised my body up making sure I do not fall off the thin bed. I felt OK and not dizzy...I stood up gently and I walked to the nearest chair and I sat down. The gauze and the tape came off and I can see that I am bleeding at one side of the incision. I looked at it and it looked like it was not stitched properly. there was blood and some yellow fluid coming out of it...I told the excellent intern to fix it, he added more tape..... At this point I did not fucking care...... I just wanted to go home and sleep.... the Dr. came back and gave me some cookies and a drink. He said: please eat these cookies, you need some energy in you, I did and they tasted good.... I pointed out the bleeding side to the Dr. and he said do not worry about it it will stop soon.....I did not believe him but I wanted to get out of there.... I told the Dr. I wanted my implant to take with me, I had paid for it....He said no no no, he has to send it back for analysis. I wanted to take pictures of it and I did. It looked quite white and clean, there were a few spots of pink tissue on it, must have been capsule tissue.... the implant looked big and it was stitched in the middle to keep it from separating into two pieces. forgot to mention, the good Dr. prescribed some anti biotics a few days earlier and I had taken them on time.... Now I am ready to leave, I am exhausted and I can\'t wait to go home. I thanked the Dr. for his work. He gave me some Kenalog and some shots so I can inject myself to reduce scar tissue... I went across the street to purchase the Kenalog, there was a pharmacy across the street, a very nice Jewish pharmacist in his traditional Jewish cloths took care of my needs.... I saw a couple of old ladies sitting down in the pharmacy that happens to be a small cafeteria at the same time, they were eating some salad stuff, they both gave me a nice smile and I smiled back at them and greeted them.... I left the pharmacy and took a taxi to the airport. It cost me $45 from Beverly hills to LAX..... when I arrived, there was a huge line at the security, I was very tired but some how I made it. I refused the body scan, not because of my bandages but because I believe it is harmful. So I had to do the body search... I asked the guy to be careful in the groin area because I had surgery, he was very careful and I went on to my terminal. (Images added Dec 26th, 2011 after retrieval from dead PC hard disk) Implant outside, Check out the sharp edges every where....Criminal! Attached Images: All rights reserved to be continued! Category: Patient Support Group & Progress Reports |
09 Aug 2011 06:08 | |
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@BW - I am excited for you getting lengthening and pmma at the same time. I haven\'t thought about getting the lengthening, but it may be a consideration if you get good results. Congrats on getting it done. Category: Patient Support Group & Progress Reports |
09 Aug 2011 06:05 | |
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Thx M7. I am hoping the pmma will NOT lock in the curvature and make healing tougher. Wade told me it should help the curvature that causes the penis to go right and upward when erect.... the curvature has definitely gotten better since the implant removal and stretching, so I hope it continues as the penis heals.... Category: Patient Support Group & Progress Reports |
09 Aug 2011 06:01 | |
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bigwheels.. I can actually see ur face in the mirror in your pic...lol.. dont knw if u noticed.. great reults btw.. im thinking of getting both also. how much was the cost in all? Category: Patient Support Group & Progress Reports |
09 Aug 2011 04:41 | |
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Wow man you have quite the monster there....I am still at 7 inches at my base at day 6. Then 6.25 and then down to 5 3/4 at where the taper begins behind the glans...good growing to ya! Category: Patient Support Group & Progress Reports |
09 Aug 2011 04:09 | |
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HAHAHA something tells me he\'s not really the blushing type Category: Patient Support Group & Progress Reports |
09 Aug 2011 01:07 | |
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Awww briceb, you\'re going to make him blush. Category: Patient Support Group & Progress Reports |
09 Aug 2011 01:04 | |
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Awesome man! Sounds impressive to say the least! Category: Patient Support Group & Progress Reports |
09 Aug 2011 00:56 | |
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@briceb Thanks bud. I\'d be more than satisfied to achieve results like his. His outcome is nothing short of stellar. JABM is more than a PB\'s brother to me. Sniff. Sniffle. Sniff. He\'s my competition. Category: Patient Support Group & Progress Reports |
09 Aug 2011 00:45 | |
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Hey Bigwheels, I was wondering if using the stretching device will not harm the PMMA area. how are you going to do with a need to stretch and the recently applied pmma? overall wonderfull results! SO is right, your penis looks great considering the procedures it underwent. why did you choose to have the incisions on the sides and not the VY incision? i am hesitating on doing the VY. please tell, thanks to all you PE brothers! Category: Patient Support Group & Progress Reports |
09 Aug 2011 00:31 | |
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I\'ve got 15 years of experience regarding penile curvature/deviation/fibrosis and have been to the best andrologists and urologists in the world. I would never knowingly mislead anyone. I find it disheartening that even after advising people, some still seek an unproven/alternative treatment without heeding my words. The \"decrease\" in curvature is simply an optical illusion. Even with PMMA distributed equally throughout the penile shaft, the curvature will appear less obvious. The scarring will remain. If aesthetics is your primary concern, this modality may be for you. If you want to lessen your chance of developing erectile dysfunction in the future or a worsening of your condition, I highly advise you abstain from all augmentative procedures until full resolution of your problem is complete. Thank you HC for your input. |
09 Aug 2011 00:31 | |
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@hackro It is right that PMMA won\'t help the curvature. I have a downward tip curve yet it does make it less noticeable when you are thicker and visually not as long. There will be more visual matter at midpoint versus what is curved so now it looks slightly less odd. FWIW HC |
09 Aug 2011 00:31 | |
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Twas just a question, mate with the rolling eyes |
09 Aug 2011 00:31 | |
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Putting more PMMA on the side with a curve will not fix your problem. It does nothing to remodel or remove scar tissue. Sigh. |
09 Aug 2011 00:31 | |
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What happens to these guys? I read on the old board of one guy having it corrected like this |