DAY 1 - Day of Procedure
This is the end.
She only managed to put 10ml in - with 10%.
Too tight skin. And fibrosis.
So all my thoughts about how much i want were nil anyway. Well.
How do i feel. I wanna cheer myself up. I can do anal with more women than if i had put more in.
I was 5.3 inches before the procedure. 5.5 recently after some sex when it was swollen.
I thought 5.4 - 5.7 is ideal (recently changed it to 5.6-5.7). So i think i will reach 5.4. And with swelling then 5.6.
Looking at it after the procedure, the left side didn't look bigger at all. But it surely will be, cause she put stuff in there.
She poked around a lot to losen up the fibrosis.
She put in 10% instead of 30% because she was loosening up the fibrosis and then the 10% is in there to make it smoother again.
Lot of blood coming out the entry points - well, i didnt look so much the last time.
She put the stuff in the 3 areas i signed in the pics (see former post about where i plan this) - left side middle, upper right side, lower right side.
Ugh fuck, now i am thinking she started on the right side = making the skin thighter also with the swelling, she should have started on the more important left middle side. I make myself sad thinking that. Don't know if it would have made a difference.
I tense up my face thinking perhaps after 1-2 years of pumping i could do a touchup just for the left side middle part with eg 4ml. Somehow i relax myself with that thought.
She put
PMMA in 4th area after asking me. In upper middle left there is a ridge, and she asked to put a bit there to smoothen it out. I said just a little. Worry about irregularities.
Ian put me in bandages and told me not to do anything till our first meeting in 4 hours.
Told them of little pain in lower right side.
She says later not to massage to much, cause we want the
PMMA to stay where it is.
Ian says he can see me twice a day, which makes me happy.
He says after the first date with him in 4 hours to massage lightly with the thumb, just pretty much on one little spot after the other 'to keep the
PMMA flat'.
I got antibiotics to take every 8 hours. And ibuprofen every 6-8 hours.
No Lorazepam offered this time (general calming down pill) - i think that's good cause i think it doesn't help.
I hope penis turns out aesthetic.