Hey all!
I've been a member of PEGym for a while now, probably longer than I can remember but have been on and off.
Before I get into my Androfill consultation with Gary Horn today, I'd like to give you guys a quick background, which some of you may be able to relate.
Recently divorced and have 1 child of who I care for full time while working from home (yes, together with the home schooling due to COVID
), I digress!
PE Experience
I did some PE briefly a few years back but was never consistent so didn't see any gains.
I started to take PE seriously about a year ago and purchased a HydroMax and Phallosan Forte (PF). I was very determined this time around and even after 3 months, I saw some EL gains. It was actually becoming fun and rather enjoyable, albeit a little mundane, the gains kept me going.
Routine
I was wearing the PF for as long as I could and that tended to be around 10 hours, sometimes less, 4-5 times a week. Jelq and pump every other day or 2 days on 2 days off.
Injury
Ever since summer of 2020 I had to stop all PE as I went a little too hard with pumping one session which bruised my glans. Not the usual blood spots or specs, but a proper, big bruise. I tried resting a week, two and even a month, but each time I tried, it just didn't look right and my glans would turn purple even from light sessions. Not only this, but my glans, even to this day have a lumpy/bumpy texture, much more prominent when erect.
So I had no choice but to stop any exercise. It has now been over 6 months with no signs of full recovery......tick tock tick tock.....
But Why?
Why not?! We all want a bigger knob (well most of us), unless you're a naturally hung and girthy stud (lucky bastards!).
Yes, some of you may be thinking and probably will write "But you're above average, why would you want to risk it?". Simple answer, because I want to, and can. It will make me feel better, both mentally and physically. As I have very aggressive turtling, I won't feel so embarrassed as I am now showing my 2" flaccid, be that when getting changed in the gym or in front of a lady. Even though we were married for years I still was embarrassed showing it after a shower or getting undressed.
It will result in better sex (almost guaranteed). I mean, I can't think of any reason as not do it. As a largely low risk procedure, there are hardly any negatives.
It's obvious most women prefer girth to length, and my X wife was a perfect example. She was pretty loose for my 5.5" girth, not surprising after the years of sex and of course, giving birth.
On some occasions I added a finger or 2 during intercourse, the pleasure and noises she made and experienced shortly before cuming were so damn evident, if I were thicker, it would be more pleasurable and enjoyable for the both of us without the use of fingers (or anything else!). This is just an example, but there are many more similar experiences I recall having with my x wife that I could go into, but this is not an erotica post and I've droned on a bit too much already!
Plan
I wanted to do manual PE for as long as possible and achieve gains until I plateaued, this was when I had planned to use fillers to get instant and max girth gains. Due to the injury, this plan is now kaput for the foreseeable future and I honestly don't know how long it will take to fully recover.....
ENTER PLAN B!
Androfill Ellanse vs AvantiDerma PMMA Conundrum
Considering I will be doing some (and then some) waiting before I can get back into manual PE, I've made up my mind to go for fillers.
I've read many threads, the majority of which are AvantiDerma PMMA. Almost all have been amazingly successful and only one a complete disaster from what I have read anyway (Miracle8x7). Doing my research, I have come to the conclusion that I am not the perfect candidate of whom are;
Showers - zero to little turtling
Circumcised
Slender/lean build
Minimal fat pad
As I am not circumcised and the complete opposite to an ideal candidate (I can be anything from FL 2" - 4" and FG 2.5" - 4.5"), I'm wondering if I'd have bad results because of this. To give you an idea of how much I change - BPEL 7.2" BEEG 5.5". I'm sure you'd agree that from 2" FL to 7.2" BFEL is a BIG difference.
Androfill Consultation
I went to see Gary Horn today as I wanted to listen to an experienced professional after researching many months, and his advise wasn't exactly in line with the majority, or AvantiDerma (website details) for that matter. I was hoping I'd have almost all of my questions answered, including some clarification on the conundrum, but to my disappointment, I'm even more confused as to what to do.
First off, he said he
WOULD NOT use Ellanse as a first time patient, only HA. Secondly, he said
DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT PMMA. Ellanse is as far as anyone should go.
To be honest, I was a little disheartened, mainly due to Mr Horn not really assessing anything, and it seemed like a pretty rushed "consultation". I would have thought he would at least check my Johnson for elasticity or general condition to see if I was a good or bad candidate, but instead, he literally looked at it for 4 seconds, measured length and girth (2 seconds each!) and that was it.....
I asked about the benefits of circumcision, he said there weren't any really, just have to mold it so that the filler doesn't go to the base of the foreskin (which I already knew). To summarise, from the very brief "consultation" I was underwhelmed and even more confused as to what route to take. Maybe it's just me and I was expecting too much, buy hey ho!
Regardless, kind of put me off to be honest. Anyway, here are my options and potentially yours if you're in the same predicament as me;
1. Go all out, get as close to an ideal client as possible by getting circumcised and book an appointment for AvantiDerma in Mexico for PMMA
2. Get circumcised and do HA first with Androfill or equivalent UK doctor
3. Get circumcised and find a reputable company to do Elanse first
4.Play it safe, no circumcision, do HA first (which naturally dissolves in months) and see how it goes, however I fear this will give worst results and put me off doing any filler altogether considering I am not the ideal candidate, plus, it really does seem like a waste of money
I know you guys won't be able to choose for me and I don't expect you to, but it would be amazing to hear from anyone who has been injected with
ANY filler who have a similar anatomy to me.
This would certainly help to render my decision as well as those who are in my shoes.
Thank you all!