TOPIC: In need of help

jogift wrote: Did you say blood because the fluid was \"red\", did you have a sample examined? Normal blood flows in vessels not collect under the skin in nodules. Is it leaking from the HA or under it, did you mistakenly inject beyond the tunica? So many variables! But though you are brave, I forgot the \"restrictions\" of the first world (here, I can go into a pharma and get anything I want over the counter) so there\'s little you can do yourself. This will cost you some but you\'ll have to see a surgeon (not Urologist).

No i didn\'t have anything examined i think the er did they took a sample and checked my blood. I think its coming from the skin. Honestly if its a Nodule i dont mind but i cant take another abscess, it was very painful and exhausting at the er i dont want to go through that again plus im left with a penis that permanently leans to left now and the left side is shorter, i assume if anyone goes into it again it will lean more and become even shorter.

So far ive had HA for 9 months and im waitibg to see if it dissolves or not. I wanted to go dr c but if it doesnt dissolve then i will just stick with HA and get more. I regret injecting bc i dont know anything about the penis anatomy but atleast i went from 12cm Flaccid Girth to 14cm.

Sorry to here about your issues indiano123. Hope things get better.

Lexus27 wrote: Sorry to here about your issues indiano123. Hope things get better.

Thank you lexus. I contacted dr c and he wants medical records and pictures before i can get PMMA.

I think Dr C has taken a very proffessional approach. Apart from PMMA having its own issues, it makes sense to finish with the current situation, maybe even dissolving the HA you injected (possibly contaminated?) before going ahead with any other ...

I have no plans on goibg to dr c right away i just wanted to know if i could. The site i bought the filler from says it last 9-12 months and im 9 months in as of now so will wait it out to see if it dissolve on its own. I dont know any doctor who dissolves HA in nyc and i also dont have the money im waiting on taxes.

The doctors wrote that i injected HA into the corpus cavernosum instead of the bucks fascia. Idk how thats possible, idk if i was given a micro cannula or needle but it was very small and less then a Inch. I now understand why the urogolist said i almost lost my penis is because i injected filler into the part that fills with blood. No one even explained to me why i got an abscess or anything they just did a cat scan then made an incision and drained it and all this while i assumed the filler had bacteria when i injected it somewhere it wasnt supppse to go.

I dont get why they didnt explain or told me anything im pretty sure this is something to worry about. Couldnt they have dissolved it or something instead of sending me home like everything is ok.

As of now its like 71 days and i still have this hole in my Dick from the abscess. I would say its 95% healed. Right niw its just a tiny hole you barely see unless u really look. Its leaking something idk if its pus or something but sometimes it leaks and sometimes it dont. I went to Urologist the 10th of this month month and for 3 days it wasnt leaking at all i have squeezed it to see and saw nothing, the uro saw it and said i was healed and that i no longer have an abscess just scar tissue, but right after that appointment it leaked like crazy. Idk how long it will stay like this. Im worried on whether this will give me e.d although my e.q is excellent unless i masturbate or watch porn which a major problem for me. I also am wondering if HA will be pernamnent since i injected into the corpus cavernosum, had it for 10 months going on 11m.

I am 5.4 Flaccid tip and middle, 5.5 Flaccid base. Then 5.9 Erect could be more bc i cant get to measure properly. I took these pictures a month ago. The last two i took today.

I dont have the money or time to go to dr c so in may i will go to dr heler to get the bellafil/macrolane mix or i will just go to dr m to play gineapig. Hardly anyone has ever gone to heler or mirza for bellafil so i think this willgood experience.

Yeah, fuck it. It\'s just your Dick. Going to see Doctors that nobody ever sees because they aren\'t nearly as skilled at injecting sounds like an exceptionally fruitful experience. Best of luck.

Lmao other members have went to dr heller but they never really got bellafil. Only one person have gotten bellafil from him nd his Dick hasnt fall off so i dont see why mines will. Just bc members from the board dont go to those doctors doesnt mean they get patients everyday, for example mostly everyone goes to dr c nd a small few goes to dr n.

Sadly most of the filler has absorbed. Im almost back down to my original size Girth which is 4.7inches. Now my fg is at 5-5.1, it was normally 5.3 at the tip and 5.4 at the middle and base. My Erect Girth use to be 5.7-5.9 depending on how excited i was, im not able to measure properly but when i was about 85% hard i measured 5.4inches. I have gotten so use to be being bigger and its depressing that it went away. Im really depressed but what can you do right.

My current size