TOPIC: Sizemic's PE and PMMA log

Sizemic, how\'s you\'re Asian girl taking you? You mentioned she had some difficulty with it?

Yeah man, she has to use lube and basically the next day she is too sore to have sex again. She loves it during the act though and doesn\'t seem to struggle taking it after 2 or 3 minutes I will write about her soon in my blog... I have a lot of stories to catch up on first though!

Well, if that\'s the case, you should make her cough up some of the money for lube. You keep spending load after load on her.

Seriously, sounds hot

Haha aww well unfortunately that ship has sailed... on to a new one.

Also new story up on the blog incase anyone is interested... posted a pic of the chick (no face... just amazing ass lol)

I am saving up for another final session, there are a few areas I want addressed.

It will be some time before I can afford it though... likely 6 months+ to a year.

Might take longer than I thought.. just had some consultations for some tattoo work... can only spend so much on body modification.. right now I am running at like 50% of my yearly income on PMMA and stuff... (I am a student so don\'t make much).

Also, I was reading around on this forum / in the \"is 6.0\" really the ideal Girth\" thread and I have come to the conclusion that:

From now on, I will only report on my PMMA progress on this forum. Meaning complications, size changes, experiences with how my penis reacts to changes and situations.

Anything involving sex, girls comments, or any other comment that would make me sound like a \"size pusher\" or PMMA advocate will ONLY go on my blog.

This site is supposed to help people... not further their anxiety and mental issues with size. I have already done enough damage in that category... From now on I will keep my posts here informative and leave the big Dick fetish stuff on my blog.

-Sizemic

Sizemic wrote: This site is supposed to help people... not further their anxiety and mental issues with size. I have already done enough damage in that category... From now on I will keep my posts here informative and leave the big Dick fetish stuff on my blog.

I think you have been one of the most upfront members on this forum about your \"big Dick fetish\". You have always been very honest and unlike some members have never promoted the idea that bigger leads to better sex for women. You have been very honest about some issue (bleeding, not taking it all, soreness, asking you to finish) some women have had as you have gotten bigger.

I personally don\'t think you have done any damage to anyone. I think you have presented a fair account of your experiences. Now if some members ignore the issues, that is on them.

He personally hasn\'t done any damage, but his stories, through no fault of his own, will certainly not helped the mental state of many members. I\'m not in the slightest putting any blame on Sizemic, if anything he\'s a victim, as he feels he can\'t share with the board anymore. But there is no point pretending that our membership is full of sound minded individuals where penis size is concerned.

I can tell you from experience of being on these types of boards for years that size goals have increased dramatically over the last couple of years and it\'s very much got to with men reporting successful sexual encounters when in possession of an abnormally large penis. These stories confirm the very insecurites that bring guys to forums like this in the first place. This makes their ability to make possibly irresponsible decisions even greater. You combine that with the fact the current trend in PE is PMMA which is cheap and has little in the way of recovery and it\'s a potentially dangerous cocktail

Let\'s face it, when a thread is started asking \"is Girth the new tall\" without the slightest hint it was tongue in cheek, then something isn\'t right. Sizemic himself was actually asked if women had become \"addicted\" to his Cock. Again this was asked totally seriously. Some of our members are beginning to think that a big penis will turn them into human heroin and once women try it they are hooked. Of course none of this is Sizemics fault or problem, but I understand why he feels it might be wiser not share and to be honest i agree with him. If people took as much notice to his negative stories as the positive, then there wouldn\'t be such an issue, but guys seem to have an uncanny ability to filter out what they aren\'t interested in.

I\'m not saying guys shouldn\'t talk about post procedure sexual experiences, but maybe they should be posted about in terms of how they were from a functional point of view. I think we need to avoid story telling in a way that captures the imagination.

Thanks guys for your confidence

I agree, I have tried to be honest... I mean I had a chick out me and my PMMA right off the bat (that weird asian car hook-up sorry) and I tell you... It really really didn\'t feel good having to explain \"what\'s wrong with my Dick\". I know a chick actually being able to tell (or at least being vocal about it) is rare.. but it did happen and ever since there is that slight bit of worry that I will be called out or she will think I have a disease or something every time someone new encounters my penis. In that instance... I wished I was just normal, like I was before PMMA... that shitty encounter could have been a really good one if I didn\'t have it.

Plus I usually mention that I am not successful with hooking up and having sex with girls because of my bigger endowment. I was having lots of sex before and continue having lots of sex after. I mean sure confidence is a biggy when it comes to girls... and I know some members avoid encounters because of their size... but I mean come on... 4.5\" Girth is below average Girth, but its not the end of the world. Don\'t avoid sex because of something like that.

And I don\'t know how many times I have said it... but I will say it again: I was having awesome sex with my 4.5\" Girth! I never had a complaint, or a \"diss\" because of my former below average Girth! I even had compliments.


So yes. I watch lots of big Dick porn, always have, always fantasized about it. I spent 5+ years pulling and pumping my Dick because of this fetish. I finally found something that would give my the same big Girth as pumping but permanently (hopefully) and I took the risks to get it.

Time will tell if this was a mistake on my part.

Enjoyment of sex has improved on my part because its my fetish, I like looking down and seeing a girthy penis do its job. Maybe the girls respond quicker to a bigger Girth... but I can honestly say that the size hasn\'t made me any sort of god or anything else. Some chicks don\'t even say anything about my size. And getting girls to climax is about the same difficulty as it was before.

Some find it harder to climax because its a mix of pain and pleasure for them.

Also, the \"your so big\" comments that we all strive for... take them in context.

Yes they are saying it because its bigger than they are used to, doesn\'t mean the sex is mind blowing or better. Sure there is the odd \"Size queen\" but that is rare. (I\'ve encountered 2 out of like almost 100. I have lost count of my total number).

But is a \"Oh my god, you are so hot\" comment not equally or more valuable?

Getting really fit and jacked will boost your confidence more than a bigger penis ever will. (if you are just average... I know well below average it might be a different story).

hoddle10 wrote: ...Let\'s face it, when a thread is started asking \"is Girth the new tall\" without the slightest hint it was tongue in cheek, then something isn\'t right. Sizemic himself was actually asked if women had become \"addicted\" to his Cock. Again this was asked totally seriously...

I suspect both of those examples were posted by the same individual. The forum cannot be responsible for any crackpot who choses to post here.

Sizemic remains one of my favorite posters. Unlike some other members, he has been very honest in posting the good and the bad about his size increases. I hope he continues to post.

eqstudent wrote:

hoddle10 wrote: ...Let\'s face it, when a thread is started asking \"is Girth the new tall\" without the slightest hint it was tongue in cheek, then something isn\'t right. Sizemic himself was actually asked if women had become \"addicted\" to his Cock. Again this was asked totally seriously...

I suspect both of those examples were posted by the same individual. The forum cannot be responsible for any crackpot who choses to post here.

Sizemic remains one of my favorite posters. Unlike some other members, he has been very honest in posting the good and the bad about his size increases. I hope he continues to post.

I purposefully chose those 2 examples just for you. But there are plenty of others. We have to accept that the very nature of the board means we are going to attract a good number of people with serious self esteem issues and therefore we need to be considerate of that. Honesty is a very important part of progress reporting, but at the same time we need to be careful about feeding the insecurities of already susceptible minds.

Two days ago i got a PM from a guy with a 6.25\" Girth, who quoted Olafspo in his reasoning for \"needing\" not \"wanting\" PMMA. My friend Mikehok posted today that he is planning a 2nd round and coincidentally this was a couple of days after he also used the exact same Olafspo quote when talking to me. What\'s worst is that I knew the quote before either of them used it, as it got to me also. Yesterday a member asked me to look at photos of his penis and was worried he had a micro penis, when he was around 6\".

I think Hoddle makes some good points. Free speech is cool here as long as it\'s within forum rules. However, I believe we need to be cognizant of why we\'re here - and for a good many of us (not all) - it\'s due to size insecurities. That being said, it\'s important to realize there are many men who will only have their insecurities bolstered and their perceived fears affirmed when members discuss their personal successes with the implicit or explicit explanation of a larger Dick.

And no matter how often Sizemic, or even Messageman tosses out a disclaimer, Hoddle points out time & time again the uncanny ability of desperate men to filter out what they want to hear and what they don\'t want to hear. The truth is that size isn\'t everything, rather only, that size is one of many characteristics that can make a man happier. Content on forums like this, however, can distort this truth.

Does it become our responsibility to concern ourselves with the sensitivities of size on this forum? Not necessarily, however being aware of the frailty of insecurities that lurk these forums may solicit us to more considerate posting.

That all being said, I would not tell Sizemic to discontinue his postings (as it pertains to Dick size and sexual lifestyle) but I admire his own initiative on the matter.

EQ, stop obsessing.

I apologize for some of my comments glorifying Girth beyond realism. This procedure, though nowhere near perfect, offers to fulfill a magical desire for most men. I don\'t mean to suggest that this desire is shared by all or even most women, but it is primal to men, and I have made comments reflecting my amazement with it. Having said that, I agree that the masturbation-fodder and utterly ridiculous comments (many of which are my own), when in excess, discourage important scientific thought and candor.

What attracted me to this site was the intelligent discourse, useful information, and unbelievable candor put forth by its members. I cannot contribute at that level, probably like most people who read these boards, but I have benefited from it greatly, like most others, as well.

Originally Posted by hoddle10
...Let\'s face it, when a thread is started asking \"is Girth the new tall\" without the slightest hint it was tongue in cheek, then something isn\'t right. Sizemic himself was actually asked if women had become \"addicted\" to his Cock. Again this was asked totally seriously...

\"Is Girth the new tall\" is an accurate reflection f the attitude toward Girth displayed by many. The ubiquitous \"Tall is beautiful\" can easily be replaced with \"Thick is beautiful\" on this site. Sorry, Hoddle, if that\'s too abstract.

\"Addicted?\" Accuse me of being childish/unimaginative in my wordplay, but, with all your knowledge of fact, can you not perceive the intended, albeit hackneyed, irony?