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TOPIC: Penile Dysmorphic Disorder

Penile Dysmorphic Disorder 8 years 11 months ago #1281884273

Worrying about the size of my cock has consumed my life, and robbed me of innumerable sexual encounters, it has crippled me, to the point I can\'t enjoy anything, or can\'t be bothered trying, as I am not even a real Man with this pathetic thing between my legs, it has ruined my marriage, and it has ruined my life, and now I am too old to start over, I have attempted suicide once, and I think that just killing myself may be the only answer, as I like a waste of space, and that life is only for real men, not jokes like me.

It makes me laugh that PMMA could help me, but works best on circumcized people, yet I am uncircumcized, and it doesn\'t work well for severe retractors or growers, and I am a severe grower that can\'t stop his cock from turtling savagely all the time, ie, I have the worst cock possible even for PMMA. It\'s like life is just fcuking with me.

I\'d give anything to know what it felt like to make love to a woman, and to be able to fill her completely, move her on a deep level, so that she was completely fulfilled and sated, and I know in my heart that I can\'t come even close, and that woman want men that can do that to them, men that can \"inflict\" pleasure on them

6.75 x 4, that\'s right, have a good laugh, I am laughing even harder at myself, it\'s no wonder my ex wife never wanted to sleep with me

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Penile Dysmorphic Disorder 8 years 11 months ago #1280855277

I understand this concept. I am grappling with this as well. But I\'m not convinced I have dysmorphia. I have a very large penis already and yet I can\'t stop trying to figure out how to make it bigger. Is that dysmorphia? I don\'t think I have a small penis. I don\'t think it\'s smaller than I know it is. In fact I look at it and am quite pleased. Sometimes I imagine having a smaller penis and even that pleases me. Yet when I imagine having a slightly larger or much larger penis that pleases me even more. Am I de facto dysmorphic? I\'m not even depressed or anxious about my size now, I just want more... Any insights?

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Penile Dysmorphic Disorder 8 years 11 months ago #1280849750

100% accurate description of what I am going through right now.

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Penile Dysmorphic Disorder 8 years 11 months ago #1278774090

Penile Dysmorphic Disorder is a psychological disorder in which a man is excessively concerned about and preoccupied by a perceived deficit in the size of his penis.' This is not the same as micropenis, which is when a man indeed has an unusually small-size penis. The average size of an adult erect penis is between 5 and 6.5 inches in length and 4.5 to 5.1 inches in Girth.

When I started my PE journey, I was a very respectable 6.3 inches (length) by 5.0 inches (Girth). The fact that I was (at least) average did not prevent me from obsessing over my size. Why did I obsess over my size? I believe that it was due to a lot of things: low self confidence, the fact that I was tall and lanky (making my penis appear smaller than it was), access to pornography with actors who had freakishly large penises, etc.
I didn\'t realize at the time that I suffered from the psychological condition: Penile Dysmorphic Disorder.
Over 20 years later my penis is now 8 inches (length) x 7.5 inches (Girth). According to all surveys, this size is ridiculously huge and very few men could claim such a size (especially with regards to Girth).
Here\'s the kicker... When I look in the mirror, I still feel small. If it weren\'t for fact that I have access to all the penis size info on the net, and all the anecdotal evidence on our site, I would believe that I still don\'t measure up; in fact, I still have trouble this.
Last year I sent a picture of my (Flaccid) penis to a member on this site to get his opinion on (penile) scar treatment. In his reply email he mentioned that my penis looked \"huge\". When I read this, I was surprised because I didn\'t see my Penis as being \"huge\" (note: my Flaccid measurement is about 6 inches (length) x 6.5 inches (Girth).
Last night I was with my girlfriend and I was naked. When I got up to go the washroom, , I hid my penis as I walked through the darkened room. Again, I felt conscious about my size.
It seems that (initially) after I have a PE procedure (such as PMMA) done, I feel big, and have confidence. I look in the mirror and go \"wow, that is one big Dick\". But as the months progress, I feel self conscious again and feel the need to get bigger (again).
Objectively, as I look at my case I can say that (without a doubt) I suffer from Penile Dysmorphia, but this still does little to remedy my condition.
Just wondering what other members\' thought were on this topic. Do any of you guys feel you suffer from this?
Perhaps the real question is how many of us on this site don\'t suffer from this (to some degree)?

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