Hi everyone,
Long time lurker, and have posted a bit in the past. New account however for additional privacy.
Wanted to say I have been chatting with
@SouthBay612
a lot privately, great guy and very very helpful. Thanks Southbay for all the information so far.
So I finally decided to get the lig cut and alloderm graft surgery. I was also given 10ccs of PMMA (bellafill).
This procedure was done during the first week of December, hitting my 3 week mark now.
These were my pre-op stats:
EL: 6.7"
EG: 5.5"
Initial thoughts:
My dick and scrotum looked like they went 10 rounds in a UFC ring the following day.
Dr. Liu mentioned it was more bruising than he would have liked to see, but to give it time. Over the course of the next couple of week everything started to get back to normal coloring, no more black/dark red skin everywhere. The immediate girth gains was awesome, but of course it shrank down as swelling went away.
I didn't record my FG measurement (stupid I know. I know I have it somewhere from yrs past. But it was probably around 4-4.5"?)
post-op FG is now: ~5.75"
post-op EG: ~6.4"
My major concern at the moment is my erect length.. I seem to have actually lost a whole inch!!!
I feel very defeated, scared and frustrated. I don't know what to do
Dr. Liu has me pulling on it daily, 6 sets of 4 reps, 30 seconds each. So far nothing has changed.
I keep praying it's due to my erection quality just not being there yet...however I still wake up through out the night with very hard erections and I have looked at porn to get as hard as I can to test it...and I'm still about an inch shorter than I used to be. I pray this hasn't turned into a huge mistake. I'm starting to wish I had only done the alloderm itself and avoided the lig cut.
I used to hang a lot over the past 6 years, figured having the ligs cut would give a little boost. Have a longer flaccid hang and stay where I was with my EL. That would have been totally fine.
But nowhere in my mind did I ever think something like this would happen. I also have a little section right beneath the glans on the right side that has seemingly lost feeling. The skin is a little tougher now and it's more or less numb to the touch. It isn't a large area, so at the end of the day it's probably not the end of the world. But yea, with everything adding up and almost a month after surgery...I'm pretty depressed
I do want to say that Dr Liu has been very helpful and extremely pleasant to work with. He's very attentive and always available to chat via the medical app he connects to you with.
Anyways... just wanted to share my story so far. Looking for answers or help, anything to give me hope that I didn't just ruin my dick
Happy holidays everyone..