I'm not sure why or how this happened, but I went to
PhalloFILL and got my first 6mL injected. The result was really awful, and now I feel like I have a deformed penis. Thankfully it's not permanent (
HA). The right side is OK, more or less a uniform line of filler placed along the shaft. But my left side has no filler on the bottom 3 inches, and it is all in the top 2 inches, and it is more to the ventral side than it is on the right side. So basically I have a huge lump on the ventral left side of my shaft that looks and feels freakish and deformed. I know that it was never going to be perfect, but like I said I am okay with the right side, so I don't see why they couldn't have done the left side the same. I also don't really like that they place it all on the sides, it seems like you could go a bit closer to the ventral without risking touching the urethra, but I get the safety concern. It's just that I don't think having a super wide oval shaped penis is ideal either, and it's not something they ever told me about before the procedure.
I think this happened because of the sleeve they gave me being incredibly tight. After 5 days of wear, of which I was sedentary, I had excruciatingly painful abrasions all around the base. I think this squeezed the filler out of place, because I highly doubt they would have intentionally injected it in such a lopsided way. And looking back, I really don't think I needed a sleeve in the first place. I have an inflatable titan coloplast implant that keeps me from ever retracting. From what I've read online, the purpose of the sleeve is to prevent retracting, so in my case there was really no benefit to wearing a sleeve. It's frustrating because I feel like the
Urologist that injected me should have known as much.
I have 5 more purchased units (6mL) remaining, but I'm not sure that I trust
PhalloFILL to finish the job well. Should I just cut my losses and get it all dissolved? Do you think if I go back they will be able to even it out somewhat? Can I convince them not to put a sleeve on me afterwards? Any
PhalloFILL doctors please comment. I know a lot of doctors tend to be very rigid with procedures because they are designed to work for the average patient. But I am not the average patient here. All in all I'm pretty disappointed with this. I went through an awful lot of pain, and spent a lot of money, just to get a deformed penis.
Any advice or help would be appreciated.