Thought I would chronicle my PMMA journey, seeing as I have read so many other stories on this board over the past few years, and been inspired by. Add to the library, help others decide.It is one week before I fly in to Tijuana and visit Dr C.A bit of history:
I grew up with 3 oversexed sisters who were neighbours of mine. When we were all around 12 - 14 years of age, they began sleeping around.... a lot. I always heard their Cock stories and it seemed that huge was best. In comparison... well I didn\'t measure up, and they let me know. We fooled around a bit, but then I became self conscious, so sex became me going down on them.
I also liked boys, so from about 15 to 20 I did a lot lot lot lot of fucking around - at 15 I was tall and could get into clubs. I had it firmly in my head that women want huge cocks. In the men on men world there is a lot of Cock talk too. Bigger is a bonus it seemed. But I wasn't so worried. Later I got married, and size wasn\'t an issue or even discussed. She was not very sexual, so a bit frustrating, but happy to be hetereo and Faithful, had kids but later divorced.
Later I swung back the other way, had a few sexual experiences. But over the past 10 years something was very different. Porn was everywhere on the net, everyone was huge, and with dating sites, photos and listing about big dicks was the go. It used to be a mystery, and unwrapping was fun, now it is like ordering food. It was suddenly a very different world, peoples stats are proudly everywhere. Confidence sexually had declined further.Stats: so, from what I see, I am at the lower end of average. EL 5 - 6, prob usually about 5.5\" from base. Less if not totally aroused. The boned pressed is more like 6.5\". EG is around 5\"
FG around 4\". FL is hilarious, mostly 3\", but sometimes 1.5\" and sitting down does a really neat disappearing trick. now you see it, now you don\'t. Which is really uncomfortable sensation. feels weird and I am always readjusting to fix the discomfort. Not easy in public. I am tall, so I look out of proportion naked. Wants: I will settle for more Girth 5.5 - 6\". Length be nice, but I am real that this is harder to achieve. Majorly just want to get rid of the disappearing trick and have a little more presence in the pants.
I would like to have a relationship with a woman again, so many opportunities I have passed up. perhaps a man - but just have a bit more confidence overall.For me, rejection is like a wrecking ball. It is not just one scenario over a Dick, but it kind of kicks in all the times you weren\'t picked for the soccer team, or missed out on the job. It is a whole barrel of rejection or dismissal that does your head in.Personally, I don\'t really care about smaller size in a partner. It is what I prefer. I prefer slim women with small breasts. I would say that out of a 1000 - 2000 or more penises I have personally seen (wild teenager - at times - money involved - the things we do in the past !!!!.......), anyway..... 5 - 6\" is by far the average, leaning closer to 6\" in my experience. The next most encountered seems to be 6 - 7\" - above 8\" or above seems to be about 1 in 25 scenario. Similarly, there is also a lot of experiences of 2\" and 4\" - perhaps 1 in 40 (just rough estimates here). Me, I pr'fer the 5 - 6\" range, but as a \'shower\' in the Flaccid state. Anything larger more appeals in the fantasy wank bank, but not the everyday relationship.Fears: Well, lots.
Foreign country, procedure, aftercare, airport body scanners, family finding out, not setting smoothly, later medical issues, explaining to a doc what I have done, and so on.I am not sure about posting pictures, I noticed that I can\'t view pics anymore, as there is the membership changes - I have seen all the pics I want when I first joined - but not sure if I can post any of mine. I will try.Anyway - the forum has been helpful, as other stories are so relatable. I will post again, probably the day before. Most people doing PMMA on this site appear to be in the large - extra large range, so I will show what us lower end guys bring to the table.So here is to an enhanced penis, possible Balls too.
Steven rose - to the occasion.
As a same length guy I can really understand your dilemma. Unfortunately I haven\'t yet found a solution for length aside from a successful ligament cut that definitely freed my Flaccid length. Erect length is something maybe hard to achieve after many rounds of PMMA as weights and stretching can may tear the newly created tissues. Let\'s keep on wishing?
You both reassure me and concern me with your many thousands of penile sightings. It is rare to have someone relay these statistics so reliably. While the majority fall in the 5 to 6 range, for those under 6 a length of 7 or 8 becomes dreamland. One out of 25 with 8 or more means that size queens can enter any bar and find one, probably. Hard to compete.
Regarding Girth, your natural Girth sounds already better than average, but you\'ll find that with Dr C\'s enhancements your unit will feel like a much bigger caliber. The thing I noticed them most was the weight sensation it brings, that feels very manly. You\'re packing and know it. PMMA tissues are also possibly a bit more dense than the other tissues of that particular organ, making them a hefty addition to that feeling.
The second thing I discovered is that PMMA on the outer layer of your unit packs a secret punch. Girls (maybe guys too, I don\'t know) really notice the firmness and love it. They can kind of go wild on it beyond the sheer size. Somehow, for some unexplainable reason, your unit feels a lot better than any other guy they knew. You have the one they want. This was a very unexpected surprise and it was the women I was with who revealed it to me. It seems that they just love the feel of the strong firmness of PMMA enhanced flesh.
So I wish you all the best with Dr C. You\'re with the most talented person for this procedure with loads of experience and the best notion of how to deliver the result you want. He also can later correct or modify it in any way you wish. I\'ve had mine reshaped a few times to suit changing needs and desires.
Let us know how it goes. The travel isn\'t that strange or unusual if you follow their advice and if wanted, use their reliable drivers.
yes Hoddle 10. realised after, \'sister\' - it could read very very wrong. This is a great place ever you can be free to say anything about your sexual experiences and personal thoughts on size - but I do tend to overshare, my apologies. Think I may have overly exaggerated on the amount of partners - looking back at the figures now.....Just put it at a hell of a lot.
Thanks Hunk chunk. You gave me good advice and helps to calm the nerves.
I am hoping there will be someone else there at the same time as me. 21 Aug onward. Be great to chat about the process, so if anyone reading is around at that time - yell out.
5 days to go. I guess everyone gets a bit nervous. Very helpful reading the posts on the board, it seems, given time, the aftercare sorts itself out.
I saw the documentary \'big like me\' - He was a determined fella, and so open about it - well an exhibitionist. the scene in the doctors room, where the Doc is doing the procedure and all the assistants around - the procedure is not so private then. I wonder what small talk to make, while being jabbed in the dong. Nice weather, how is golf, can you put a bit more in that side of the penis, where\'s a good place for lunch. It will be surreal. Sometimes I think of cancelling, but, I want a time where my attention is not stuck on the whole sex and size issue. So that is worth it, and then onto other things.
Arriving the day before, casually - taking the scenic route by bus from LA - so it doesn\'t feel like a rush.
Now off to mow the lawn, cut a few branches off a tree close to the house. gotta clear away being in a high bushfire zone ready for the usual dry baking hot summer. The usual mundane stuff. Next week will be different, I guess - A life not so ordinary.
Meanwhile, work on my list of questions ready for the Doc..... will I now melt in a sauna? Will the implanted PMMA operate as a flotation device in a maritime emergency? You know the usual questions that come to mind.
- Well catching a plane tomorrow. Never been on an A 380. Should be a great part of the adventure. Yes, I guess the nerves will settle in the office, the guys I have dealt with are very calm and professional, and helpful. I look forward to settling in to the hotel the night before and breathing the first sigh of relief - arrival.
Arrived this am in LA. appointment is tommorow, so took the scenic tourist route down to Tijuana. Bus from LAX to Union Station, train down to San Diego, then trolley bus to the border. A short walk across the border then a taxi. Max wait time between each, about 10 mins. So all up took 5 hours to arrive at hotel. Watch the surf down the southern coast very peaceful. Shopped for groceries near the Grand Hotel. Gotta get used to being stared at, as a tourist. I am the visitor afterall. Dont speak any Spanish, but supermarket register displays the runnning total and I can count, so that is easy, and nearby the Carls Jr menu is all in English. Just gotta say it slower. I Stocked up on grocery items for a few days in case Idont want to go out, but need to wallow in the discomfort and aftercare regimen.
Cased the joint. Tower two is very much set up as a medical centre for optional procedures, in fact when I checked in tower one, the grand hotel, I was asked if it was a medical visit. I declined to answer. the towers connect, so easy to get from appointment to room.
All up staying 3 nights post procedure at the Grand, then as this is timed in with a holiday (if you can call it that), 5 nights in an apartment right on the beach. maybe I am overdoing it, as most guys fly in and out the same day, or at least stay onenight. But I have the time right now, so may as well make the recovery somewhat enjoyable and be distracted by all things wonderful and Mexican.
So. I better sleep tonight. I am not a good sleeper before - travel,something new, worries, .... I guess i am not a good sleeper generally. I am sure the TV will be in Spanish, I\'ll find a music channel and be soothed to sleep by sultry lounge songs.
Gotta try and take before photos inthe morning ready for comparison. Should be interesting, cant say I have ever taken personal photos like that before.
A few times - what am I doing, what have I committed to, where am I. Who does this??