TOPIC: My attempt to Reset.

Out of shame I hadn\'t told my story as I couldn\'t face it. I will start at the beginning and let you in on the truth as that is all that makes sense.

I never should have been, or maybe I\'m a good thing? God knows. My mother was with someone else, however you look at it. My father, or stepfather threw me into a wall at three, maybe that\'s why my mind is troubled. Physical, verbal abuse doesn\'t encompass. Not wanted, wanted to be killed, had to kill a dog once to save an unborn child but that\'s another story, or is it?

Wanted to be loved but never loved. Got PMMA twice with the absolutely wonderful Aventi Derma crew. 4.5-->5.5eg. 2014. Results continue to be excellent. Wife still doesn\'t love me. Probably divorcing.

Might move to San Diego and become someone else.

Sounds like you\'ve had a shit life, go for it, move away and start afresh.

Find and do what makes you happy in life with whatever it is.

Lexus27 wrote: Find and do what makes you happy in life with whatever it is.

I agree.

You are your own god. Nothing else matters, but your own happiness.

Thanks for the support guys, it is truely appreciated.

That\'s a raw hand you were dealt right from the beginning. Divorce can be tough but don\'t cling to something if you see that it\'s not working. It might just be the clean break you need to \"Reset\" your life and pick a healthy course that makes you happy.

Don\'t make your decisions based on fear; fear of losing a marriage, fear of losing what is familiar/comfortable, etc. Choose what makes you happy. Good luck man.

You\'re going on 3 years after your 2 rounds of PMMA and still retaining 1\" Girth? Congrats. How many cc\'s and what % did you get injected, if you recall? Was it steady growth after each round or did you get more gains after a particular round?

I attracted the documentation of my injections. Just prior to the first round I requested Dr. C aim more for size than astetics during the first round. He achieved both and I gained 1 Inch from that first round.

Following the first round I was widest mid shaft. For the second round I requested an attempt to thicken the base and shaft below the head. The second round was a success in those regards.

I recall that my final results were achieved a few months following each round and both rounds seemed similar in fibrotic tissue formation.

In terms of long term aftercare, I have manually stretched regularly. I turtle in absence of stretching. For some reason unknown to me, regular stretching in inhibits Turtling in my case.

In terms of the sex following my rounds, sexual frequency increased at first maybe do to novelty but settled back to the pre PMMA frequency. My wife\'s orgasms didn\'t change appreciably. Still, no regrets. I\'m a seeker and I\'m satisfied with this journey.

Thank you for the kind words!

For those who can\'t view the attachment:
R1: 5/6/2014. 3 x 10% + 18 x 30% = 21cc total Meta Crill
R2: 10/29/2014. 15 x 30%(LN154:May2015)+ 2 x 10%(LN147:Feb2015)=17cc total Meta Crill