TOPIC: Brock's PMMA

One week until my trip to TJ and PMMA with Dr.C
As of today, it\'s paid for, trip booked so it\'s really happening. Nervous, but excited.

As a precursor to surgery I have researched trying to maximize my collagen synthesis post-op so this is what I started taking adjusting my normal chemical cycle.

** I have been taking steroids for a long time. I do not recommend anyone take or start a steroid or HGH cycle, especially for this. I just happened to already be an addict, so I just adjusted my doses and compounds to (hopefully) benefit the surgery.

800-1000MG Boldenone/Equipoise per week
20MG Anavar / day
5IU HGH / day
Vital Proteins Pasture-Raised, Grass-Fed Collagen Peptides (from Amazon)

Not sure if any of this will really help, but hell- I have all of it anyway, you only do this once (umm.. 3 times maybe) so might as well pull out all the stops.

I will be staying the entire week in TJ with daily checkins.
I opted for the PRP and the IPL light (I don\'t have much faith in IPL, but it was $50.. so.. why not)

I\'m not exactly a picture guy.. but I will be fully honest and I guess depending on results I could send them out private.
I\'m a real person, not a robot or a paid troll.
The research that you guys prompted me to do over the last 12 months helped me pull the trigger and I thank you for the both the very positive and very negative. While it wasn\'t an easy decision, I think it was the right one in my specific case.

thanks for everything and wish me luck --

Brock

I just started equipoise 250 mg a week for next week\'s round 2. Seems even a low dose does wonders for collagen. Are you on test too? I\'m on 200mg as a high trt dose. You need some test for collagen and wellbeing.

Naginati, I\'ve been taking AAS for 20 years so my doses may be high. I\'ll go back and edit with a **
I do not recommend Steroids to anyone, especially not just for a bump in collagen synthesis.. but since I was ON anyway -- Why not switch from Sustanon and Trenbolone to Sustanon and Equipoise to help out my cause. I had the HGH in the fridge and the Anavar leftover from last year.
I am on Testosterone for life since I don\'t make my own anymore - see my warning above.

Brock

You have been on ten times longer than me. Interested about your kocking out own test production. I\'m blasting and cruising now and accept it can happen. You may get a few questions privately.

Sure of course. For you or any contributing member. I\'ve said it before- this board really is a body dismorphia board.
Sure, some have true problems, but most guys here seem to be average or above average to start. This is why I started bodybuilding. Look at me, I have muscles. Make a comment, tell me I look good. And really that\'s what 90% of the guys on here are doing except with their penis.
And hey, I\'m no different. I\'ve never been told I\'ve had a small penis. It\'s not small against the numbers. I just don\'t like finding out that everyone else my ex was with was bigger. Which is something I had never heard in 25 years of dating.
Truly until I started researching and being obsessed, I thought average dicks were like 90% of the guys with 5% going one way, 5% going the other. Now dating younger girls it seems the next generation may be built a little better on average.
This is also true at the gym 20 years ago a 200lb bodybuilder lean, was a big guy. Now- these kids are out of highs school at 220-240lbs and all over 6 ft.
All the work I put in, I\'m back to average.. damn genetics and evolution.
You think it\'s good to hear \"my last boyfriend was 6\'5, 250 pounds?\"
Christ, why don\'t you go fuck a silverback gorilla and just be done with it.

I haven\'t got dismorphia, if my penis was average I wouldn\'t care less about enlarging it.

brock wrote: Sure of course. For you or any contributing member. I\'ve said it before- this board really is a body dismorphia board.
Sure, some have true problems, but most guys here seem to be average or above average to start. This is why I started bodybuilding. Look at me, I have muscles. Make a comment, tell me I look good. And really that\'s what 90% of the guys on here are doing except with their penis.
And hey, I\'m no different. I\'ve never been told I\'ve had a small penis. It\'s not small against the numbers. I just don\'t like finding out that everyone else my ex was with was bigger. Which is something I had never heard in 25 years of dating.
Truly until I started researching and being obsessed, I thought average dicks were like 90% of the guys with 5% going one way, 5% going the other. Now dating younger girls it seems the next generation may be built a little better on average.
This is also true at the gym 20 years ago a 200lb bodybuilder lean, was a big guy. Now- these kids are out of highs school at 220-240lbs and all over 6 ft.
All the work I put in, I\'m back to average.. damn genetics and evolution.
You think it\'s good to hear \"my last boyfriend was 6\'5, 250 pounds?\"
Christ, why don\'t you go fuck a silverback gorilla and just be done with it.

Sounds to me that your ex was playing headgames with you. Women are masters at finding a potential insecurity and exploiting it. You should have told her that every girl you had been with was tighter than her.
And
. The average Erect gorilla penis is only 3-6 cm long,
Just saying....

HAHAHA - to be honest, imagining my girl under a 250-300 pound bodybuilder makes my skin crawl, whether giant Dick or no.
and the ex I\'m talking about, I found pictures while trying to fix her computer. Full story in another post already. In short it was from elbow to wrist, and as thick as his wrist. When I asked if it was photoshopped she said no, it was the real deal. That was the beginning of my spiral.
To her credit, the pictures were deleted and when I restored her computer from a prior snapshot, they came back. So.. not 100% her fault. Just bad luck.
But you sit there and think, why has this girl never complimented my Dick once? Sure she said I was her best lover.. but no Dick compliments, then I saw the pictures and I was like- oh ok, that makes more sense.
She was pretty loose but when she told me the giants couldn\'t fit it really made me crazy. Hence the start of my research a year ago.
Now I am with a younger girl, no kids- super tight.. but I want to make a statement. I want to have more trouble fitting. That\'s now my goal. It\'s turned into a fetish.
If a girl ever looked at it and said \"gee I don\'t think that will fit\", I think I would orgasm right then and there. Not even kidding.

If a girl ever looked at it and said \"gee I don\'t think that will fit\", I think I would orgasm right then and there. Not even kidding.

Lol ? love this board for these random comments.

Wish you the best

Ok I\'m here! Get off the plane and the driver is holding a sign- Avanti Derma and my name.. Just a bit embarrassing I guess. The Grand is nice. Just ordered room service.
Going to eat and get some sleep- I\'ll be on the operating table in 12 hours.

Good luck, Brock. Welcome to the club. We\'ll show you the secret handshake after you\'re done.

Good luck brother

Hi gang.

Dr. C just started a thread \"Report of a Case\" -- that\'s me!

He will be posting pre and post op pictures. For some reason I felt better that his team do it rather than me.

Anyway. I will be holding off results for a bit, to be honest, with all the swelling post op it\'s not fair to comment on my opinions just yet.

But I can tell you this:

1) The office is immaculately clean.

2) The staff is amazing. Ian(no more Wade), Dr Morales.. all seem to be really great people. I\'m in sales, I know when people are fake. These people are real, and they CARE about you and your outcome.

3) Dr C. Where to start.. Not only is he a pioneer in the industry, but he took the the time to talk to me for at least 30 minutes or so before and said he wanted all of my questions and concerns out before he started. He is exceptionally smart and funny. If this works out like I hope- he will be getting a hug not a handshake.

4)I can\'t honestly go into the quality of work yet - as I am swollen something fierce and we need to let it settle. But I can tell you, they make you comfortable, at ease, and the most pain I felt during the procedure was about a 2 on a 10 scale. Dr. Morales saw to that.

5) Ian is saving me right with massages right now..
I\'ll repeat this again about 5 times so be ready.. If you can stay the week - STAY the WEEK, if you can\'t stay the week - then stay at least 2 days. Also get your PRP.

So up dates from me coming SOON and also \"The King\" - in his thread.

I want to thank the people who have reached out to me in PM as well as the above. When you don\'t tell anyone about this you feel alone, and the notes really helped.

i will deffinitly be reading everything you have to say. Thanks for the posts.