TOPIC: New, Nervous, Optimistic, but skeptical

hyperblu8o wrote:

jimmy_the _blade wrote: Hyperblu,
I can keep and extra .5-.75\" of Girth through out most of the day by pumping in the morning and again before bed. Just 15 min in the shower. That size isn\'t permanent, but I have noticed small length and Girth changes that do seem to stick around when I can\'t pump.

Do the pumps require you wear a Cock ring? I\'ve read online that is the only way anything stick around for a bit. How does it effect erections? I have been curious about them. Size, efficiency, frequency of pumping etc

hyperblu8o wrote:
I\'m not trying to toxic in any way. I\'m sincerely sorry to offend anyone on here as I have read some of the posts and truly that was the only reason I even posted here. My psychiatrist told me try and reach out to people who have dealt with body dysmorphic issues, and get their opinions and advice. Since then, I have joined a weight loss group and begun working out and I feel it helps my confidence. I may actually go to the beach this year for the first time in over a decade. This is an area I\'ve always had an issues with but I\'ve always tried to convey confidence so I didnt appear weak. I always envisioned and been told a man, is strong and confident in all areas of his life. I\'ve been going to a psychiatrist since I was 12 years old after an incident that I dont particularly care to get into, but it began my hatred of myself. That girl was the first girlfiend I felt truly accepted me. I had a few before, all spoke of their others and their sizes some were bigger, some smaller. I have always tried to find out where I sit. Not out of hubris but because I\'ve always been terrified I didnt add up. Did I show that..HELL NO! I\'ve been able portray false confidence, well enough to skate by. Some saw through it, others did not.

Truly I did not mean to upset this group at all. If you would like me to abstain from posting or have me leave the site I will. I look at all of you and what you\'ve been through like a safe haven to discuss my insecurities no matter how I compared to all of you. I dont EVER wish to down play any one and what they have been through. I came here in an attempt to gain advice, reassurance, peace with myself and because I felt that you all could guide me in the right mental and physical direction. Again please, especially you smalljay, I did not mean in any way to offend or upset. I\'ve attached 3 pictures. 2 taken in my bathroom as its the best mirror I have available. and one laying down because I\'m still ashamed of my stomach. AGAIN TRULY SORRY...THIS WAS NOT MEANT AS MALICIOUS...

hyperblu8o wrote: Do you know of any long-term effects? permanent gains? Any detrimental effect?

chubbabun21 wrote:
I was small chief, I got the procedure done with Dr C, you have a good Dick

Im reading your story and I have noticed an issue, Your former fiance was a size queen, sounds like [your current gf?] is a skank and I am assuming the co-worker knew you had a girlfriend and was ready to jump your bones before you told her your girlfriend is a kinky skank and she is cool with it.

Maybe its not you thats the problem, maybe the caliber of women your with is your problem, maybe I am ethics police

but just sayin!