TOPIC: Help Smalljay fix his dick (PMMA length loss)

Jay what do you do for work? Obviously the stress from this has taken a major toll on you and pretty much rules your thoughts...I can\'t imagine there would be much room for smiles and bullshit that goes on at a normal work place.

I\'m sorry if this has been answered already but I wanted to ask whether you have let Dr C try to break it up with his cannula?

Get well friend.

Damn man you gotta pull the reins on that negative thinking. I don\'t really believe in a whole lot of spiritual stuff but if there is one thing I do believe, its that.

Envision your Dick as you\'d really want it. Your already Balls deep in this PMMA game like you said...and I honestly don\'t think it could get a whole lot worse (sounds fucked, but its not like you don\'t know where your at)

This next round WILL be better. You\'ve seen the worst of it and your still here. Time for a win.

I just saw your post saying you wish you could go back to your old life and such. What encounter in your life put you on this path?

Sounds good brother. Its nuts to think how much of an impact a womans negative words carry. A chick makes fun of your Dick and forgets about it a few minutes later...you might not forget about that shit for years/ever!

I look forward to hearing about the siren who planted the seed.

SJ, Ive had women who I broke up with or had a not so pleasant closing with make remarks about my size. I have always been conscious of the size anyway would never shower together with guys. I dont want to live like that and PMMA has given me that option to be happy with myself. I wasnt bad, but I wasnt enough either for myself. Do PM me the story, interested in hearing.

Get it fixed as far and as much as you can and find someone nice. There are amazing girls out there too and most of them dont want big guns in general anyway (depending on the girls own body frame etc)

smalljay wrote: Thanks guys. Yeah, I\'ve had some good women in my life but this one was definitely evil lol.

TLDR: Today I\'m feeling pretty dead set against any more PMMA and just HA from here on out.

I keep feeling more and more serious about trying HA instead of PMMA. My next PMMA round is scheduled for early April (I already paid the $250)...which makes this decision a very hectic one for me. I have less than ten days to decide whether to cancel or not.

The thing is, at the current rate of gains it\'s going to take me at least three more sessions of PMMA to get the Girth I want. That\'s potentially three rounds of 21cc of accrylic beads in my Dick. Already with two rounds, the scent that my Dick gives off is fucking weird (PMMA effects lymph drainage which is why I think this is). I think after 3 more rounds it will be much worse, and much more likely with all that plastic in me to cause problems down the road.
Additionally it seems I develop new imperfections every time I get more PMMA. No matter how careful you are, they happen. Permanent, PERMANENT imperfections...I just don\'t know if I want to pay $2300 to gain another 1/8\" to 1/4\" Inch with the questionable future health implications, smelly Dick and potential permanent ridges.

HA, on the other hand, could give me the size I want in one session. The feel and shape will be unknown beforehand but if I don\'t like it, I can get it dissolved. With HA I think as long as I stay away from needle injections and Macrolane (reported to cause ED), I think worse case scenario is I waste like $3000 and try again later. It will probably cost much more if I get it done outside of the USA, so I really, really hope Mirza agrees to use the micro cannula on me. I\'m pretty against the sharp needle injection. I\'m sure embolism is rare but I feel it almost certainly has some possibility of happening w/ a sharp needle. Maybe Mirza will be able to talk me out of my fears. What do you guys think about this?

Apparently the guys that were injected with Dr Mirza with a needle are pretty happy. Nowadays the needle is still rarely use with fillers, with the cannula you don\'t feel anything. With the cannula you have most of the time no bruising, the product can be distributed basically wherever you want into the shaft which prevent an uneven result.