Hi everyone,
Thank you so, so much to everyone who has contributed. I\'ve never posted in a forum until today but I feel I need to repay the community with my own experience.
I\'m booked in for this Wednesday with Dr C. I have flown all the way from Ireland and I\'m sat in a bar in San Diego feeling confused, nervous, excited etc... It does feel absolutely mental to think what I\'m about to do!
My starting stats are 6\"
Erect length and 4.5\"
Erect Girth. My
Flaccid length is about 3 to 4 inches depending on mood, temperature etc. Actually I\'ve never measured
Flaccid Girth. Possibly I\'ll do that later!
My motivation behind the surgery is
Erect Girth for the benefit of myself and my partner during sex(i\'m currently single). I\"m not particularly bothered about length and I don\'t care how it looks
Flaccid. I just want to enjoy sex and feel more confident. I\'ve had sex with about 100 women and its mostly been all good. As I\'m getting older (34 now) I\'m noticing that women are often a little looser. I\'ve had some very demoralizing moments where I simply can\'t feel anything during intercourse. Its quite awkward really, I barely touch the sides and it becomes difficult to stay
Erect due to so little sensation. Moments like this have rocked my confidence so I\'m hoping that the increase in
Girth can get me to where I want to me.
My goals are modest and realistic. I would like to gain 1\" of
Erect Girth and I am happy to have 2,3,4 sessions if needed to get there. I\'ll go with whatever is recommended by Dr C but I\'m expecting to be guided towards 10% and I\'ll be very happy to proceed that way.
I understand the risks after extensive research in these forums. The most likely complication seems to be aesthetics and I feel that I\'ve taken this risk on board. Currently I hate my penis. Its thin, its curved, it has pearly penile papules on the head (aka PPP, look like little warts but apparently quite normal) - there is no redeeming feature to my penis! I feel that if I can make it thicker, the one thing I can focus on will be that it works. If it was an
Inch thicker but with a lump or bump, I\'d accept that trade-off. Of course I\'m hoping for a thicker penis without any complications and it will be a win-win.
I\'ve added 3 photos - a
Flaccid, an
Erect and an
Erect where I\'m reducing the curve by holding. Until today I had never really noticed the curve of my penis, let alone been bothered by it. Looking at the photos today I realize that the curve of my penis is slowly increasing. I have read a little on wikipidia and it seems that using an ADS extender/stretcher device will be of great benefit to me.
Wade has suggested that the
PMMA may slightly reduce the curve by thickening the skin. I\'m wondering whether I could drink a lot of coffee and hold my penis straight for 48 hours after my
PMMA in the hope of significantly reducing the curve?
I would love to hear from anyone who has any advice regarding the curve and/or what type of post care might be best if I\'m looking to reduce it. I\'m trying to pick up a stretcher device later today and I was considering using this immediately after
PMMA. I was hoping that it might encourage everything to settle in a more \'straight\' position. Does anyone have any thoughts on this?
OK so thanks again to everyone who has contributed and of course the guys who manage these forums and keep everything well organized.
If anyone has any specific advice for me based on my dimensions, curvature etc, of course I\'d absolutely love to hear from you.
Deep breath, 2 days to go.....