Hey everyone. Thought I\'d drop in with an update.
So...I was always super self-conscious about my size and after 2
PMMA sessions that still has not changed. I\'ve only had sex with one girl after my 2
PMMA sessions and that was over a year ago AND it was pretty shitty sex (couldn\'t get hard at first because I wasn\'t very attracted to her and when I finally did get hard it only lasted for a few minutes and then I went soft again).
I measured myself last night and much to my dismay my measurements went down a bit. It could be due to my low sex-drive and the fact that I was smoking weed on a daily basis for over a year (I quit last week). Or it could just be that
PMMA decreases a bit over time...I\'m not sure.
Anyways, last night my measurements were:
Flaccid Girth: 4.00\'\'-4.25\'\'
Erect Girth: 5.00\'\'-5.1\'\' at widest point.
Erect length is unchanged at 5.5\'\'
So basically I have the most average penis you can have at 5.5\'\'
Erect length and 5.0\'\'
Erect Girth. Oh and I also have a rather small glans so I have major corn dog effect when
Flaccid.
I keep thinking that with 2 or 3 more
PMMA sessions I\'ll regain my confidence, but due to the bad financial situation I\'m currently in, I don\'t know when I\'ll be able to afford that. What is Dr. C charging per session nowadays??
I\'ve kinda given up on sex for now. Between my low self-esteem and insecurity over my super average dong and my inability to last a long time in bed (probably 5 minutes, but who the hell knows since I haven\'t had sex in over a year) I\'m just going to focus on my body now and get back in the gym.
So that is my update. Still depressed. Still insecure. But, still with hope that I will be able to get my desired
Girth someday... I\'ll be content with 5.5\'\'-6.0\'\'.
It would be good to hear stories of people with similar stats who have had success with the ladies to cheer me up a bit...
Take care fellas.