@Messageman:
After reading your detailed story, I could not help but notice our stories are so similar from your early days before the trials with penis enlargement surgeries. Our \"god-given\" sizes are almost exact. I too went through a very similar series of events in highschool with some negligible differences.
I also had the same penis complex that haunted my every sexual experience and ended up deeply depressing me to the point of almost debilitation to the point I dreaded seeing people who might know my situation. I definitely we went down two different routes at some juncture in time. You decided to take control of your situation and explore such enhancements, where I let it over take me and eventually give up on my sex life.
I have let my depression and penis complex run my life, constantly thinking about my situation and letting it engulf me to the point I saw nothing else but sadness and longing for something better, never doing doing anything about it.
I am currently 23 and have been with my girlfriend for about 6 years and we have a child together. You think having a girlfriend for this amount of time things would change and having a kid to care for, but really I was operating on shear love for my son and hoping it would one day free me from this ever-lasting lack of confidence and depression. After four years I realized it was not going to happen.
I thought to myself... The one thing I care about is my son and my family (gf fits with family) and if I cant be happy and my depression is debilitating then I can not provide for my son and family like I can and am capable of. So I decided to begin my search around Sept of 2013. I found this site and it was similar to living in dark and cold unforgiving cave your whole life and then one day you find the sun with its immense brightness and its forgiving warmth and it gives you hope.
January of this year I decided to have the
PMMA injection procedure done with Dr C. I was injected with mostly 30cc\'s throughout my shaft and 10cc\'s right below gland. I am not disappointed with my necessarily disappointed with the results, but certainly wish they were great, who doesnt want more! But in any case, I plan on going back sometime in the future, I am not sure when, but I would certainly like more size and to fill a few low points (none too noticeable).
In any case the only real reason I decided to comment and tell a little about my story is because I believe we started in the same shoes, although I have yet to achieve your greatness and success!
I thank you for your intriguing story that kept me reading and wanting to hear more about your later operations. I truly compliment your descriptive story of such events. Your ability to recall and write/tell in such detail eludes me.... A very s
ful storyteller indeed.
You are an inspiration man!!!