Hi Smartman,
Yes, I think this is so because one doesn\'t want an inner more flexible layer of collagen surrounded by an outer more rigid layer. Otherwise your collagen tends to move up and down the shaft, the inner slide due to the flexible inner layer, the exterior motion being gravity induced by the weight of the rigid outer layer. One ends up feeling like your unit is wrapped with a segment of hose and it looks and feels like an artificial implant surrounding the original thinner organ. It no longer appears to be a simple enhancement.
One can assume that proceeding the other way around would keep the mass of weight closer to the original shaft contours, with any rigidity of the texture being concealed by an outer layer of softer tissues which feel much more natural. Your unit would feel relatively naturally soft to the touch but would offer increasing resistance as you press down. It would not slide around loosely on the shaft, and would not appear or feel like an artificial implant.
Due to my inverted inside-out layout of
PMMA concentrations, I can only imagine three outcomes. The first is keeping things as they are today, and learning to live with artificial looking and feeling genitalia. Worse things can happen in life, yet it will be very disappointing to never again have natural looking and feeling genitalia.
The second would be to inject higher than 10%
PMMA UNDER the existing layer of collagen? This could present an unsurmountable difficulty in administration. If at all feasible, it may not spread very evenly under so thick a sheath of collagen, causing misshapen deformities and a bumpy shaft. Also, used deeply the canulas might risk puncturing other parts of the anatomy, creating a serious health risk.
The third involves trying to break down the tissues with aggressive stretching and morning and evening applications of DMSO for the next two months. Once I have weakened the fibers and in effect \"mashed\" the collagen, I would then ask Dr C to inject a final layer of 10%
PMMA to the outer surface. This might reduce the hard texture of the rigid outer surface. However, as there will still be residual high concentrations of
PMMA beads present, it will probably not achieve the same soft natural feel of 10%
PMMA used alone. Finally, my
Girth is already at the extreme limit of size for a short 5.5\"
BPEL, not to mention a very short retracted
Flaccid length, making the addition of yet more thickness at the expense of visual aesthetics.
Unless over the long term I can gain an
Inch or two in
Erect and
Flaccid length by stretching, it is unlikely that I shall ever achieve a natural looking and feeling result as initially desired, short of degloving and starting it all over again?
HC