Thanks for your post skeptical one. With regards to the self diagnosing, I have been to the ER with severe pain and they had the regular urination function checked out and did not find anything unusual. It's true that it is only my guess that the urination problems are due to the product exerting pressure on nerves in the area. However, I am not able to think of any other cause of the issue and doctors have have been able to provide any other explanation. Therefore I am only left with my best guess.
In my case, I think the problem isn't really hard nodules, but the fact that my body is unable to tolerate any foreign substance on the underside of my penis. I think the reason for this intolerance is that the underside of my penis has always been very thin and very soft (not to mention very sensitive). Also, my penis tends to retract a lot. Therefore the filler in that region, even if it softens as its supposed to, isn't soft enough relative to the regular skin in that area. Thus I feel like I'm walking around with pebbles in the area. I think the pain is being caused when the penis tries to retract but the filler cannot keep up in terms of flexibility with the surrounding skin, resulting in constant strain on my soft skin in that area. I tried comparing the softness of the product on the underside with the softness of the product at the top and sides. The softness of the product is actually quite the same in both regions. but because the firmness of the surrounding skin in the top and the sides are matching up with that of the
Ellanse, the top and sides are not causing any issues for me, while the bottom has become a serious problem. In fact I got nodules at the top which I am happy to keep and actually like. I understand this is not the case for many others, but everyone's physiology is different.
As I mentioned earlier, before the initial injection, I was mistakenly under the impression that people are generally injected on the top and sides only because with the penis I have, I felt it was a no brainer not to inject potentially
Nodule forming permanent fillers in the soft underbelly of the penis. If I had known I was going to be injected on the bottom, without even trying it, I would have for sure known to ask the doctor to spare the bottom. In my opinion doctors should make sure to make sure clients are fully informed exactly which areas of the penis the filler will be injected, so that tragedies due to misunderstandings like in my case can be avoided. Whenever I mention this to the doctors at Callibre, they keep telling me that they have injected many guys at the bottom with no issues at all. However, just because many guys don't have an issue with it does not mean no one will. Which is why I think fully informed consent is important. That's not to say I shouldn't have exercised more caution before the injection as well. This was by far the dumbest and most consequential mistake I have ever made in my life, and it's looking like I'll be paying of it for years, if not the rest of my life. For anyone reading this that is thinking about getting
Ellanse, I advise you to stick to
HA. If you must go for semipermanent, be very careful about getting any product at the bottom because it can fundamentally change how your penis feels, even if you do not suffer like me, you could very much regret it due to changes in sensation. Be particularly careful about getting any in the bottom if your penis retracts a lot.
My latest situation is that I spoke to Dr. Tonks in Canberra about removing the remaining filler at the bottom because it is still causing me relentless pain to the point where I cant concentrate on anything and don't want to get up from bed in the morning. Unfortunately, the remaining product is quite rubbery rather than a hard
Nodule and as a result although I can clearly feel it, it was hard for Dr. Tonks to distinguish the product when he examined me. As a result he is not confident that he will be able to find the filler if he opens up that area (although I think if he cuts in the location I can mark, there is no way he can miss it). He is worried that he will just leave me with an unnecessary scar. This means it might be impossible to get it removed, which leaves me with a hopeless state because the pain and discomfort is lifestopping for me. I will try to get an ultrasound done wihch will hopefully clearly show the remaining filler and try returning to Dr. Tonks to see if he changes his mind.