TOPIC: Driver69's Time to Commit

Hello Everyone,

New poster here. Actually, I'm a long time stalker of several years and wanted to introduce myself before adding comments and/or asking questions on another post.

First, let me tell you about myself. I'm 53, 5' 6' tall, and weigh about 190 pounds, not fat, not slim, muscular. I've been happily married for 30 years, have 2 grown adult children, and a grand child. I live in the SE U.S., have a well paying job, a great home, and in the eyes of the ones I love, have no problems/issues. Well, on paper, that is true. There is the one exception that has dogged me all my life, my small penis. Even though I'm considered average at 5' BPEL and 5' BEG I've always considered myself small, really small. That's probably because I'm a serious 'Grower' at 1.5' FL and 2' BFG. This has always been an issue for me starting at about age 15.

Like many of you, being naked in front of anyone was terrifying and I avoided it at all costs. Even at this age I still avoid busy times at the gym just to avoid showering in the locker room. I shouldn't give a crap but I can't stop the feeling of being below average.

I don't have any great stories to tell about sexual experiences because they are limited. I've only had sex with 3 women. Yep, only 3. I had many opportunities in the past but my confidence was almost nonexistent and I would find a way to sabotage the situation. If it wasn't for alcohol I probably wouldn't have met my wife.

Over the past 35+ years I've been searching for the 'magic bullet' I was less than reluctant to even consider surgical methods. Cutting into my Dick just wasn't an option for me at a younger age. So, I waited. Tried pumping, Jelqing, and stretching without success. Frankly, I've gotten to an age where my concerns of side effects are fading. PMMA Girth enhancement appears to be just what I've been waiting for for so long.

So, I've added this long post to introduce myself and have you as my witnesses that I will prepare myself to take the PMMA plunge. I plan on losing at least 15 pounds and use a traction device to stretch my penis and take away some of the retraction problem. My biggest challenge will be easing my wife into the idea of Male Enhancement. Anyway, thanks to all of you who have already gone ahead of me and shared your journey both good and bad. It is invaluable information that helps analyze the pros and cons.

Hi! Thanks for your post. If you're 5' Erect you should be able to get a better soft hang using natural PE methods. Have you looked into that or tried anything??

Welcome aboard. I would second the idea of trying stretching if your main concern is Flaccid length. PMMA can help with Flaccid length, but its intent it to add Girth. Some guys that are growers end up with a \"pig in the blanket\" look after PMMA. Just make sure you are well researched and aware of the pros/cons.

Driver,

In respect to your wife and the the idea of PE. I was apprehensive as well, to tell the wife that I want to do some type of PE, as this just happened about a month ago. It took me three times at least before I just told her. I mean, there is no sneaking around to do this, the wife is going to eventually know whats up - lol - So I was like I need to say something to her, and get her on board.

1st Failed attempt - Me \"Hey babe, your breasts really look good. \" You ever regret getting your boobs done? Her \"No, not at all, I love them\" - Me \"Um, okay, um, um, well umm thats good\" - Her \"You Okay?\"

2 days later - 2nd Failed Attempt - \"Hey babe, I am thinking about getting some enhancement done\" Her \"Oh really, thats great. What are you thinking about, botox or something like that?\" - Me \"Um, well um, well, um Yeah, Botox wouldn\'t be bad\" - Her \" I need to get my touched up, you want to come with me?\" Me \"umm Nahh, I think I am good\"

Week later - \"Hey babe, I am thinking about getting some enhancement done again\" Her \"Okay, what are you wanting to do now?\". Me \"Um, well, let me show you this video. I showed her the animated Penuma video (basically an animation of a Dick getting bigger). \" She looked at me kinda strangely, \"You want a bigger Dick?\" Me \"Yeah, I think I want to just make myself a better me\". Her \"hmm okay, she giiggles, and says, I am getting turned on\" - I realized I was just given the green light.. ? - Now, I am not going the Penuma route, but now we have been talking about it, and she brings it up more than I do.. lol

Anyway, hopefully you get it out in the open on the first try..

nohidingstyle thanks for the suggestion! I've done a ton of research on natural PE (thundersplace etc) and have tried a couple different techniques. I tried Jelqing and manually stretching for about a year with no results other than excellent EQ. I'm giving a penis traction device a try. I've also looked at getting an all day stretcher like the ESL40. Something to give me a solid stretch during the day.

briceb thanks for the welcome! You nailed it, my main concern is the 'pig in the blanket' look after PMMA. I definitely want to increase my Girth and PMMA is the route I'm going to go. I've traded emails with Ian and Dr. M at Avanti Derma and expressed my concerns about this. They have been great answering my questions and seem truly interested in helping me get the results I'm aiming at. I'm going to stretch and get my Flaccid length better before getting PMMA.

havingfun73 thank you very much for sharing your attempts at approaching your wife. I'm happy for you. Sounds like she is very supportive and that is where I want to get with my wife. I'm ultimately doing this for me and I need her to understand and support me. This has been too much of a weight on my mind for too long and I'm now at a place where I fully understand the risks/rewards and just need to do it. I'll end up just ripping the bandaid as the saying goes.

@Driver - Best to you in your endeavor. Let us know how it goes!

Good luck Driver! I feel you!

@Driver,
Good luck on talking to the wife. Do it soon if you can. Because, then you can start all your training at home and in the open and yo wont have to hide anything. My wife still looks at me and laughs fucks with me all the time but all in good fun.
I think you start stretching before any procedures. You can even get most doctors to tell you to do this and confirm it; so you can use that as a capegoat if you need to.

For that pig in the blanket look. to each their own of course. Thats one thing my wife was adamant about for me. I cant let mine look like that. So with that said. You may need to consider a few small treatments rather than one big one. - Def will want to ask a lot of the PMMA guys here and read up on there stories and take notes on how much they got each round and compare to their pics. Just remember, the smaller that you are ( when comparing to someone ) the less you need to make the same % gains. Know what I mean. Just my opinion.

As far as stretchers go, yes . they are must, get one. Do some research and try a few out. BUT, ONLY USE one that grabs the head, and the head only, after the procedure. NO SHAFT

Thanks havingfun73 and Lios I'll definitely let you know how it goes.

Texas thanks for your wise suggestions I'm on board with everything you mentioned especially taking small steps on the PMMA application. I appreciate your advice! Doing more research on stretchers and hangers now.

Thanks for the morale support you guys!