TOPIC: Hi Forum Why do we do this ? Here my experiences

Hi brklyn, I want to say that I know your feellings. The bright side is that you start to figure out how to fix it, and it is possible. I saw many guys here saying that to be average size is enough to be ok with it. I disagree.I also want to point out that being average size is not a big deal. Most guys here have the statistical illusion that if one has an average penis then girls have had at least half of their partner on the same size or just below.This is not true. In reality, big guys have more attitude and sexy apeal, then they have much more intercourses than others. In fact, are the big guys who go around fucking all girls, this is not a pure random process.

Yeah I actually have a hard time believing that almost every woman in your life has disrespected you because of your ostensibly small penis. Your size is on the high end of average at the very least. Your entire world seems penis centric in an odd way. Like, I get that women do like big dicks, but are they really marrying men just because of their size? Are they really all cheating with the well hung? I can get pretty cynical, but this whole thing seems far fetched.

Dude, you do not have \"small penis genes\". 6x5\" won\'t qualify for that in any way.

I get what you are saying Lakingsfan...Appreciate your input!

First off I never thought I would be here, I am 35, and even though I did have experiences in the past that would have maybe enlightened me it was not until recently that have I been.Call it ignorance, wishful thinking or youth but I never got it

I do have to thank most the women in my life as they have never made me feel inadequate and bless their sweet hearts for this.So let it be clear that I am not upset or mad at women, as the majority of them have been mighty sweet as to not hurt my feelings.

These are just the things I have been thinking about lately and remembering since I realized I am small and to be perfectly honest I do look at it as a disability of sorts.I will try to be coherent as possible and this is not to put down someone in the same boat as me as I do not want to hurt anyones feelings as I know how that does feel.I have been obsessed lately with this, hence me being here, and just here to share my story.

I would also like to state I am 6\'2 pretty good looking with a nice personality.Getting girls has not been a problem at all.

Now that I think about it even my first girlfriend and I was hers also would never get off on my penis.I got pretty proficient at fingering, but my penis was never the main show.I was told by elders and friends that foreplay and other things were the way to a great lover and I adapted as I wasn\'t pleasing with my dong.Just remembered that.

Actually to go down the list will just make me and someone else here suicidal.I will try to keep it brief.

In my teens it must have been smaller because I got lots of disappointing looks from girls right before the deed.

In the military guys would make comments but usually didnt end well for them as I may be small but I have a big ego and I aint sweet

Workplace romance with the hottest girl in the office.We fought once publicly and a friend (not a friend) looked over the urinal and said \"thats why you\'re so mad\".I didn\'t think nothing of it as I wasn\'t mad, but he sure would be right today.Of course things became awkward as said friend told everybody I was small and we broke up.

Future different workplace romance never had a lot of respect for me even after living together and her professing love.

Spolier alert : Women even if they do not say it, will never respect you like a big dick man.No matter how much evidence points to the contrary, you will be judged fully by this one thing.No matter how much you provide and protect they will just think he\'s like that because he\'s small and compensating.Never knew this but am aware of it now.Its like if you got with a really ugly woman, you would always think you have something over her and you are the dominant one in that relationship.Like you are doing them a favor.

Another spoiler alert: Women will settle for you but fantasize and seek men with bigger dicks for affairs.Its not like before, women are truly equal now as in they can have a husband and a guy on the side like we did in the time before.We would have a wife to be home and take care of us and our kids and house, and then go fuck the hot pretty something on the side.
Now knowing this I will not be entering into any relationships.I am nobodies back up plan or meal ticket

Another romance: Probably \"the\" romance, love of my life.
Not for you to think I am some victim and angel here because I broke up with her because I was getting a lot of attention from \"prettier\" women and wanted to get that.So I cannot blame someone else for leaving me (story to come) for something sexually better.But when she was moving out the last thing she said to me was \"you have a small dick and you\'re an asshole\"

The story that brought me here:
Was seeing somebody I really liked and we dated and I was really falling for her.Due to certain things I called it off and moved on.We reconnected after about a year and decided to go steady again.I did notice she was texting the last person she was with after we broke up.I confronted her about it and after a big blow up she said quote \"I need good dick sometimes, he has a big dick\"
WOw! Now that hurt.Talk about being hurt.Man I tell you Im still surprised I didn\'t off myself.
After the pain and countless hours on the internet I am glad she said something.I needed to improve in this area if I can hence me lurking here for months.She regretted it I know as she knows we could never be together and somewhere in there she liked me I won\'t deny that but we kept messing around as I was weak and very attracted to her.We weren\'t exclusive anymore and I know she was seeing him again.How do you ask?

First off I did believe her when she told me he was big.I didn\'t doubt it but I also had no proof until that night.He must have just left because she was sweating.Not sweating so much as glowing.Radiating.I never seen her like that before.She said nothing and was happy to see me.We commenced to sex.Taking off her underwear I noticed her pussy.It wasn\'t split down the middle vertically.Her slit and pussy lips and all was split horizontally.He must have been real big because he stretched that pussy out horizontally!My dropped but I was also horny so we fucked except she was totally dry (never happened before) and so stretched out I could not feel a thing.She commenced to making pussy farting noises as I pumped due to the excess room in her pussy and when I removed my cock there was blood on it.Needless to say that was it for me, booty call and all.Like I said radiating.I know I have never made a girl look or feel like that.And now I now why she kept texting him.I really can\'t blame her.And when trying to make me feel better she would say it was too big it hurt.Which I knew was a lie because I could tell she was definitely not over him.But he cheated on her and she couldn\'t hold him down so she was settling for me.

And Yeah, like I said, I am surprised I didn\'t off myself

So here I am in search of a big dick.

I have done some manual PE and just ordered the bib starter today.Will definitely be doing PMMA despite the risk in the near future.

My measurements are 6EL and 5EG
I am going for 7.5 L and 6.75 G

Wish me luck and any info and such will be much appreciated.Will be hearing from me for sure

Thanks for reading