Ok story not so glamorous but it\'s basically what happened. I didn\'t want to go to far because I hate the way my penis looks and it\'s size. Ok so yesterday I was in the car with my GF. We never really have had sex but I have went down on her once and entering her but we didn\'t finish because I got soft. It was dark so she still till this day don\'t know what my Dick look like not how bid I am. Back to the story. So we were in my car and she was touching my leg. Out of no where I she says I want to suck ur Dick. At first I thought she was joking because she said she would never do that. So I laughed it off, until she started reaching for my crotch.
I had to physically grab her arms and keep her away!! This went on for 15 minutes, lol.. It seemed like forever because I jus wanted it to STOP. Don\'t get me wrong, I could of used a nice blow job. I\'m jus to afraid for her to see my Dick and be disappointed. I KNOW for a fact she\'s into big dicks. But she says her relationships aren\'t based off sex, so I don\'t know what to believe. I\'m only 5x5 and I have a smaller than normal ( I THINK) penis head. plus I was born with a disformity on my where I had to have surgery when I was a baby so if u look closely at a Dick sucking position it may be discoverd. I know she gonna see my Dick sooner or later I\'m just afraid of what the outcome would be because I really don\'t want to be with any other girl but her. She\'s been with a lot if guys and just won\'t know how I\'d compare. Plus I\'m black so maybe she\'s expecting more or something idk. I\'m gonna post a pic of this disappointment between my legs so you\'ll guys know what I\'m talking about. Thanks for reading guys.
I can sympathize because for several years I avoided having sex of any kind for very much the same reason, kicking girls in love with me out of bed and losing them forever. I was also convinced that my deformity would make them shriek and run, and that my size which was of similar length to yours but 1 Inch thinner would make them laugh.
How wrong I was. If a girl wants you, she\'s into you already. Never did any girl ever complain or act reluctant with my unit in its original condition. One got so into it she\'d blow me every time I stopped at a red light, and that was in a convertible with the top down. Those were my fun California days! This doesn\'t mean they wouldn\'t get more excited at your unit if it becomes thicker, but still they want you whichever size you are. And girls DON\'T CARE OR NOTICE when you have a small deformity which seems dreadful in your own mind. Either they have too little experience to know what is normal, or they\'ve been with enough guys to know anything\'s possible. Real people seldom look like porn stars in shape or in size.
So go for it, and trust her. If she loves you she\'ll love every tiny bit of you - pun intended. And by the way, the Russians say the global average size is 14 centimeters long which is 5.5 inches, so you\'re actually undetectable from the most common size and even a touch thicker.
New1inch wrote: Lol.. Nice one!! Haha.. You much more braver than me though cas if I was told that u might would not have had sec again. EVER! Because my insecurities it\'s been almost 5 years since I had sex. I can get it, but I turn it down. I have a girlfriend now, but she has never touched or seen my Dick before. I won\'t let her.
If she\'s now your \"girlfriend,\" then you are going to have to trust that she\'s with you because she likes you. And if she likes you for you, then sex will certainly be enjoyable!
Lol.. Nice one!! Haha.. You much more braver than me though cas if I was told that u might would not have had sec again. EVER! Because my insecurities it\'s been almost 5 years since I had sex. I can get it, but I turn it down. I have a girlfriend now, but she has never touched or seen my Dick before. I won\'t let her.
Haha. I hit 5\' BPEL on a good day. And after 1 round of PMMA, I\'m almost at 5\' EG.Quit feeling so sorry for yourself and enjoy the experience. There\'s always someone out there who\'s gonna be richer than you, have a bigger penis, drives a nicer/faster car, etc. Thats life. So you can either choose to sulk about it in a corner or go live your life.If it makes you feel better, I\'ve literally had a girl tell me that I should consider taking penis enlargement pills after sex. Pre-PMMA of course. After PMMA, same girl didn\'t seem to mind so much. When she asked me what happened, I told her I took her advice. lol.
I keep trying to convince myself it\'s enough but I\'m afraid she won\'t think the same. Plus I have never saw a penis smaller than mines in person. Any penis I have saw i.e cousins and friends are always much bigger. Or maybe my eyes are deceiving me. Even on here it seems a lot of people start with 6 inches or more in length.