Hunky- I have lived in gyms for 20 years. Let me tell you a little secret. Those guys/gals you see in there every day? Not the regular ones, but the competitors? 90% are completely fucked up. Whether its little man syndrome, body dysmorphia, mental or physical abuse as a child or a spouse or pure unadulterated VANITY - everyone is trying to cover up something with the looks.
I don\'t have a addictive personality at all.. I have friends that are easily hooked on cigarettes, booze, oxy, etc- the only addictive thing I have is trying to stay young and look good.
I am praying I have the willpower to stop after 2 full trips to Dr C and a 3rd touch up.. Because like Nag, I think I am mentally scarred. If you read my story, it\'s right out of a horor movie.. if the killer in the movie had Dick
from his elbow to his wrist and the victim was my ex girlfriend.
I just saw a documentary on Michael Jackson last night and they showed pics of his face surgeries. I was yelling at the TV, why didn\'t he stop after the second one!!
I need to keep that in mind. If I can do 3 sessions and not have a franken-Dick
and come out 1 Inch
bigger- I have to pull the plug on myself.