I have now just completed my second round of PMMA with Dr. C and decided that it's probably time to begin sharing my experience, which started on January 22nd, 2020.
The initial question here is why? Why did I feel the drive to increase the size of my cock, which, even before any PE, stood at a respectably average 6" x 4.8"? I knew I was right in the middle of the bell curve. I’d check all the penis size comparison sites or look around at swingers clubs or nude beaches and be like, “yup, 100% completely average.”
However, for some reason this didn’t sit well with me. I always wanted to be bigger. I had a dick that fell in the category of “fine”, “nice”, or “maybe it’s on the upper end of average." I couldn't exactly complain, but I still really wanted to be bigger.
I always imagined that at some point this drive to be bigger would just wear off -- that I'd just forget about it and focus on more important things. But that just never happened. I'd occasionally find myself dropping in on PE forums or doing those pathetic web searches for "how to get a bigger penis.” However, there really wasn’t enough of a push to actually do anything about it -- nothing to make me say now is the time. It was a drive that just kind of lingered in suspension.
Then one night a little over a year ago I was walking in my room naked when my wife shot up in bed, pointed at my cock and suddenly blurted out, “Ah! Look how small it is!” while laughing. I knew she was just fucking around — she didn't mean small as in small but small as in significantly smaller than when it’s erect. I should have just said fuck you and laughed it off. But I didn’t. Instead I gave a lame rebuttal: “It’s four inches long, which is, statistically speaking, a good size for a flaccid penis.” To which she replied without missing a beat, “Whatever you say, Mr. Three Balls.”
She seriously called me Mr. Three Balls. After ten years of marriage she started picking on my dick. I should have just laughed — it was kind of funny — and I probably would have if it wasn’t for other things that she’d recently been saying, such as going out of her way to comment about the fact that I don’t have a big dick and, especially, how she’d compulsively complain about the size of her vagina.
Before having kids my wife was incredibly tight. So tight that you’d notice it right away and be like "Wow, she's tight." It was like nothing else that I’d experienced and it always made me wonder how guys who were bigger than me fit (and by her own admission she’d had a couple monster cocks in there). She kind of identified as a woman with a tight pussy that guys loved. Then she had kids. After the second one she was knocked into the average bracket. However, it wasn’t loose -- you wouldn"t have sex with her and come away unsatisfied.
But she noticed the difference and it bothered her. She used to always orgasm from penetrative sex but this was now something that only rarely happened. After we'd finish she’d sometimes ask me with a super insecure look on her fact if I could feel anything. She'd also regularly complain about her “ginormous” vagina. But each time she said ginormous vagina all I heard was "small penis."
I knew I wasn’t small if compared with a room full of other men, but this becomes moot when your wife wants you bigger.
I then realized that I had to do something. I'd always wanted to be bigger anyway, and now I had an acute reason to invest the time and money into it. So I jumped on the manual PE forums and began jelqing, pumping, and using a stretcher. It was effective: in nine months I’d gained .75” in length and maybe a little girth. It doesn’t seem like much but it allowed me to touch places in her vagina that I couldn’t before — I could feel my cock bottoming out in some positions and anal became way more challenging.
However, it was clear that the gains from manual PE were not going to be significant enough. I began looking for other options.
I knew of Phalloboards from my early PE research. I initially viewed it as a place for reckless dudes doing crazy things to their cocks. That was kind of how the site was posited on the manual PE boards, who, of course, felt that endlessly yanking on their cocks was superior to visiting a medical professional. But when I came back to Phalloboards I gave it a closer look and discovered that many of the guys on there were actually very pleased with their results — which were impressive -- and that many of them deeply researched their procedures and understood what they were doing. The deeper I dove the more the risk / reward ratio began veering to the good. I discovered Dr. C and read everything I could about him and what he did. The success rate of patients going to him seemed incredibly high and I decided to go for it.
I didn't know at this time if getting a bigger cock was really the answer -- would my wife's vagina just keep tenting up no matter how big of a dick I put into it? I began experimenting with larger sized implements to try to find out. I used a sleeve -- which made me at least 8" x 6" -- a few times and it shockingly went in with ease. I gave it 50/50 odds, which seemed worth a go. Also, I was also doing this for more personal reasons as well, so even if it didn't solve the sex issue with my wife I would still be getting something out of it. I guess I should probably thank my wife for her rather biting humor -- she essentially turned my PE ambitions from merely a vain pursuit to something a little more pragmatic.
These are my starting photos. The first one is pre-PE, the others are after I began manual PE.
