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Hey all, IM not really sure how to start this. But, I guess ill start with why i am doing this. Im 30, I've been lurking here on this site on and off since I was I think 24. I never posted because i was scared and or too broke at the time to really do anything about it. With that being said, the desire to have a bigger penis has been in my mind since i was a teen watching porn, but it only grew after my first divorce. My ex wife was a real witch. Without going into to much detail she some how convinced me to send her money for a secret abortion she had by another dude while i was on deployment. I found out through her text messages he wasn't the only one... and of the 3 guys she was cheating on me with i was micro by comparison. I rarely made her come it hurt my pride more then i can express through a key board. One thing she said to me that stings even till this day, "I want more then average, and everything about you screams barely average." I eventually needed therapy. After leaving the military, I dont have the conscience for that kind of work, Switched fields and now im making considerably more money. I remarried and my wife is happy. We have no sexual issues. infact the sex is amazing. However, I cant seem to shake the insecurity i feel when i see my self in the mirror naked. I dont even think this procedure will fix that. Its just the idea of average that has to go and I want to be shower instead of a Grower! thats why im doing this.

Now for my experience:
day -1: I came a day early, for anyone worried about the crossing the border, dont! it was a non factor. I came one day early and basically just played switch in my room, there is a tv the wifi is slow and everything of course is in Spanish. so as far as entertainment is concerned bring your own unless you're lucky enough to be bilingual. room service is relatively cheap. specially for the amount of food. I still want to go to a taco truck. bottom line, dont waste a day like i did. could have save couple hundred bucks.

day 0 -operation day: Man I was super nervous this morning. like idk why but i was scared. Constant thoughts of what the fuck was i thinking. Also my wife thinks i have the perfect penis...(we dont have kids yet and shes pretty small down there) so shes a bit upset because she is sure it will comeback ugly... spoiler alert im starting to worry to lol this thing is swollen everywhere. When i went for my appointment I got lost. Its on the 11th floor. I think someone mentioned that too me but I either didn't hear it or I forgot.
Everyone is nice. Soo nice. Dr.c Is also super nice... but i get the feeling hes done this so many times that the excitement is gone and its just work for him lol. Ian is great so far.
I got 10 cc of Ellanse phallotox prp and i think the light stuff.
I don't remember what my initial stats are so i will ask today when i go in for my follow up.
The open the packages in front of you so that nice. I will say that the paper work is a bit scary because it says it can cause damage to nearby organs? and it also there isn't Ellanse specific product paper work either.
There is the numbing stuff they do at the beginning, Dr M did it. (That woman has some beautiful Eyes. I almost froze when she started talking to me) You wont feel anything really after the numbing shots and if you do Speak up immediately they are okay with open conversation during the procedure.
- its been a few hours since the procedure and this thing looks like pig in the blanket lol. and its oozing everywhere. Bring extra boxers and clothes...

Day 1 -post-op: I just woke up, I have taken some photos will post those soon, Its still oozing everywhere. And i think I may have lost some length. I should have brought my measuring tape but i forgot. Right now my Dick is ugly lol. hope doesnt stay this way. I was told to wrap it for 4 hours then massage it and put it in the noose Hanger for 2 hours and repeat.. So thats what i have been doing. Im not sure this is working yet but we will see lol. Ill be back to report after my morning appointment.

I highly doubt you've lost any length it's mostly likely mental due to the fact that your Dick looks girthier. The swelling will go down and it'll look much better when the bruising goes away. The leaking from injection sites is just excess product. Trust me every person after their first rd is usually horrified by the initial appearance bc it looks like your Dick was mike tyson's punching bag. Keep massaging it may be tender or painful bc of the swelling but you'll be fine. Just keep at it with the noose Hanger avoid Turtling as much as possible and you'll be happy you went for this procedure.

The oozing is good - be sure to keep the area clean while it oozes, and be sure to occasionally squeeze some of the entry points to expel as much additional ooze as possible (in my experience, not oozing enough can lead to accumulation of said-ooze which later turned into nodules that required later Revision - nothing alarming, but an inconvenience nonetheless).

Skeptical_One wrote: The oozing is good - be sure to keep the area clean while it oozes, and be sure to occasionally squeeze some of the entry points to expel as much additional ooze as possible (in my experience, not oozing enough can lead to accumulation of said-ooze which later turned into nodules that required later Revision - nothing alarming, but an inconvenience nonetheless).

so I should be squeezing the ooze out? I didn't know that. I will start that today. I look like I bathmatted too long lol.

GirthyGoals wrote: I highly doubt you've lost any length it's mostly likely mental due to the fact that your Dick looks girthier. The swelling will go down and it'll look much better when the bruising goes away. The leaking from injection sites is just excess product. Trust me every person after their first rd is usually horrified by the initial appearance bc it looks like your Dick was mike tyson's punching bag. Keep massaging it may be tender or painful bc of the swelling but you'll be fine. Just keep at it with the noose Hanger avoid Turtling as much as possible and you'll be happy you went for this procedure.

mike Tyson punching bag is a good analogy. because that's exactly what it looks like. How long does it stay swollen like this?

Hang in there, bro. It's all going as planned. Don't worry about your Dick looking ugly. You can always go back and fix it -- while the results from microsphere fillers are inherently unpredictable Dr. C is a master at making them look good.

Also, I wouldn't automatically conclude that this procedure won't fix your psychological penis issues. It totally did for me. I went from being somewhat insecure about showing my Cock to new partners or in public showers to flaunting it. Many women have commented on its size since round 3 -- I went from being average to referred to as being "hung." I went from my wife calling me "Mr. Three Balls" to "Fraken-Dick." I consider that a substantial upgrade lol.

But more seriously, I get how a women saying shit about your junk can sit with you indefinitely, regardless of any other positive affirmation you may experience afterwards. You are doing what you can to slay those nagging thoughts and insecurity. As Dr. C once put it, "This procedure cures small penis syndrome." Be open to it working ... the impact from GE can extend far beyond the penis.

willyWonka wrote:

Skeptical_One wrote: The oozing is good - be sure to keep the area clean while it oozes, and be sure to occasionally squeeze some of the entry points to expel as much additional ooze as possible (in my experience, not oozing enough can lead to accumulation of said-ooze which later turned into nodules that required later Revision - nothing alarming, but an inconvenience nonetheless).

so I should be squeezing the ooze out? I didn't know that. I will start that today. I look like I bathmatted too long lol.

I'm not sure what the current protocol or wisdom is regarding entry point squeezing but I can't imagine that squeezing out any lingering ooze is going to hurt - my thinking came from when many of my first nodules were present on or around my entry points, since naively I thought keeping them from oozing was going to be better for me (this is circa 2011) -- instead, now what I believe happened was that the excess ooze had no where to go, so it accumulated at the entry points, and once healed, became palpable bumps. Dr. C agreed that this was a likely possibility and fortunately was easy to correct in a follow-up Revision appointment.

Take from that what you will, and if you are in contact with their office, it wouldn't hurt to run it by Ian or Dr. C.

Here are my Befores: 5 BPEL weird because i thought it was longer lol. its like 4.7 Erect Girth. I never had any real comments until my ex... which i think is because im short. so for my height maybe my Dick looks bigger.

You’re definitely longer than 5”. You should measure yourself. Considering a procedure like this it’s kinda weird you didn’t even know your starting points.

Anyways my question is more so about the relationships. So you’re 30 years old, first marriage didn’t work out. What made you get married again? I don’t know too many married people personally and I’ve always wanted to ask this question. You’re a fairly young guy, so you most likely been married almost for as long as you’ve been old enough to vote.

So I want to know why marry again? Is it a religious thing? Or is it army benefits? I’d accept that, because I heard it’s better for married guys in the army vs being single. But for a normal guy I don’t see the benefits of getting married for a 2nd time and trying to understand the thought process behind it. Would it not be just as great having a long term girlfriend? If it don’t work out, can just split ways with no fuss or lawyers. I’ve just heard so many horror stories.

I understand a never married guy, getting married which is understandable because they don’t know what they are getting themselves into. But being divorced, you know what it’s like to be married already. Why go through that again? I apologize if my question comes off in a bad way. Not the intention. I just never have the opportunity to chat with a divorced guy who remarried before and always wanted to ask this question to understand the thought process behind it. Plus being only 30, we are in our prime in our 30’s... lol.

Jacks10 wrote: Hang in there, bro. It's all going as planned. Don't worry about your Dick looking ugly. You can always go back and fix it -- while the results from microsphere fillers are inherently unpredictable Dr. C is a master at making them look good.

Also, I wouldn't automatically conclude that this procedure won't fix your psychological penis issues. It totally did for me. I went from being somewhat insecure about showing my Cock to new partners or in public showers to flaunting it. Many women have commented on its size since round 3 -- I went from being average to referred to as being "hung." I went from my wife calling me "Mr. Three Balls" to "Fraken-Dick." I consider that a substantial upgrade lol.

But more seriously, I get how a women saying shit about your junk can sit with you indefinitely, regardless of any other positive affirmation you may experience afterwards. You are doing what you can to slay those nagging thoughts and insecurity. As Dr. C once put it, "This procedure cures small penis syndrome." Be open to it working ... the impact from GE can extend far beyond the penis.

thanks man, I appreciate the encouragement. Everyone here's has been pretty supportive. Which, I really appreciate.

New1inch wrote: You’re definitely longer than 5”. You should measure yourself. Considering a procedure like this it’s kinda weird you didn’t even know your starting points.

Anyways my question is more so about the relationships. So you’re 30 years old, first marriage didn’t work out. What made you get married again? I don’t know too many married people personally and I’ve always wanted to ask this question. You’re a fairly young guy, so you most likely been married almost for as long as you’ve been old enough to vote.

So I want to know why marry again? Is it a religious thing? Or is it army benefits? I’d accept that, because I heard it’s better for married guys in the army vs being single. But for a normal guy I don’t see the benefits of getting married for a 2nd time and trying to understand the thought process behind it. Would it not be just as great having a long term girlfriend? If it don’t work out, can just split ways with no fuss or lawyers. I’ve just heard so many horror stories.

I understand a never married guy, getting married which is understandable because they don’t know what they are getting themselves into. But being divorced, you know what it’s like to be married already. Why go through that again? I apologize if my question comes off in a bad way. Not the intention. I just never have the opportunity to chat with a divorced guy who remarried before and always wanted to ask this question to understand the thought process behind it. Plus being only 30, we are in our prime in our 30’s... lol.

hey newInch, honestly it prolly is religious in nature...I was also just raised old school; Been ingrained/indoctrinated I gues?. Not to get into religion I try to let ppl believe what they want lol. So for me yeah. But also like, being married has its benefits. I had a pretty wild life lost my virginity at 16 hoed around till 19 got married divorced at 23 had another hoe phase till about 25, weirdly enough for a guy with a small Dick I got alot of play. I was also stationed in Utah and I'm half black... Soo I think girls were into that. I was like an Asian woman to weebs here in the states. Lots of one nighters, maybe due to my size. Idk being married kind of give me this sense of family. I had a rough life as a teen I moved out at 16ish almost 17. Wasn't close to my family back then. I have severe abandonment issues so marriage kind of is a result of that maybe. Like having a life long partner I tell myself marriage works when two people want it to work. It's no different then a job. My wife now is great, her issues stem from child hood trauma like mine. We just kind of get eachother even as we grow old and have less in common. But like chasing ass got old for me. I was a rapper when I moved out on my own... Lots of chicks begging for it. Then I was in a band in the military and I was the lead singer and the only black guy. So when girls wanted to check us out after a show.... I guess I just kind of stood out. That got old to me and I almost got herpes. One of my band mates gave me a heads up and I lucked out. Some military police chick had been giving It to everyone lol. But yeah I have roughly like 5-6 years of random hooks ups. Soo like I kind of wanted something permanent. But that's just me. I want a real family. Better then the one I had, so I'm trying to build one.

willyWonka wrote:

New1inch wrote: You’re definitely longer than 5”. You should measure yourself. Considering a procedure like this it’s kinda weird you didn’t even know your starting points.

Anyways my question is more so about the relationships. So you’re 30 years old, first marriage didn’t work out. What made you get married again? I don’t know too many married people personally and I’ve always wanted to ask this question. You’re a fairly young guy, so you most likely been married almost for as long as you’ve been old enough to vote.

So I want to know why marry again? Is it a religious thing? Or is it army benefits? I’d accept that, because I heard it’s better for married guys in the army vs being single. But for a normal guy I don’t see the benefits of getting married for a 2nd time and trying to understand the thought process behind it. Would it not be just as great having a long term girlfriend? If it don’t work out, can just split ways with no fuss or lawyers. I’ve just heard so many horror stories.

I understand a never married guy, getting married which is understandable because they don’t know what they are getting themselves into. But being divorced, you know what it’s like to be married already. Why go through that again? I apologize if my question comes off in a bad way. Not the intention. I just never have the opportunity to chat with a divorced guy who remarried before and always wanted to ask this question to understand the thought process behind it. Plus being only 30, we are in our prime in our 30’s... lol.

hey newInch, honestly it prolly is religious in nature...I was also just raised old school; Been ingrained/indoctrinated I gues?. Not to get into religion I try to let ppl believe what they want lol. So for me yeah. But also like, being married has its benefits. I had a pretty wild life lost my virginity at 16 hoed around till 19 got married divorced at 23 had another hoe phase till about 25, weirdly enough for a guy with a small Dick I got alot of play. I was also stationed in Utah and I'm half black... Soo I think girls were into that. I was like an Asian woman to weebs here in the states. Lots of one nighters, maybe due to my size. Idk being married kind of give me this sense of family. I had a rough life as a teen I moved out at 16ish almost 17. Wasn't close to my family back then. I have severe abandonment issues so marriage kind of is a result of that maybe. Like having a life long partner I tell myself marriage works when two people want it to work. It's no different then a job. My wife now is great, her issues stem from child hood trauma like mine. We just kind of get eachother even as we grow old and have less in common. But like chasing ass got old for me. I was a rapper when I moved out on my own... Lots of chicks begging for it. Then I was in a band in the military and I was the lead singer and the only black guy. So when girls wanted to check us out after a show.... I guess I just kind of stood out. That got old to me and I almost got herpes. One of my band mates gave me a heads up and I lucked out. Some military police chick had been giving It to everyone lol. But yeah I have roughly like 5-6 years of random hooks ups. Soo like I kind of wanted something permanent. But that's just me. I want a real family. Better then the one I had, so I'm trying to build one.

Great explanation bro, makes sense. It was actually pretty great reading your life story.. I laughed at the rapper part (sorry bro). I only laughed because I’m black to and it seems a lot of us go through the wanting to be a rapper phase after high school.. lol. With your explanation I definitely get it though. It seems like you’ve dodged a lot of close ones.

Also when you get back home, you should re-measure. I don’t know if it’s the angle or not, but you definitely look longer than 5” to me. More like 6”. I probably would have seen you there but my flight got overbooked and I had to reschedule since I fly standby. So I’ll be there next Wednesday. I’m looking forward to following your progress bro.

I was actually gonna say the same you definitely look longer than 5in to me. I would say 6 possibly slightly longer. It may be the angle idk. I mean going by pictures. I definitely wouldn't worry about being considered small. I think with the Girth enchantment you're gonna be alot more confident I'd bet money you end up deciding to go for rd 2 lol. I was wanting to go back.as soon as the swelling went down. So for most there seems to be a curve. You'll have your initial post op size which is heavily influenced by swelling then your Girth will shrink some after a few weeks before increasing to it's final size once the collagen formation has finished. I've seen several people say that the final size should be around what you were post op it wasn't like that for me. I went in somewhere around 4.5-4.75in Girth. Post op 6-6.25 then it decreased to around 5.75 for awhile then final result ended up being around 5.25 as a final result.

And yeah gotta watch the hoes in the military lol. After bootcamp we had a few days Libo then we were supposed to report for soi. I ended up going and staying at hotel the night before with some others. I was honor guide in boot camp so some of the females recognized me and I ended up having a 3 some with the female honor guide and her friend. It was amazing until a few weeks later when my piss was burning and I found out one of them had givin me the clap lol.

New1inch wrote:

willyWonka wrote:

New1inch wrote: You’re definitely longer than 5”. You should measure yourself. Considering a procedure like this it’s kinda weird you didn’t even know your starting points.

Anyways my question is more so about the relationships. So you’re 30 years old, first marriage didn’t work out. What made you get married again? I don’t know too many married people personally and I’ve always wanted to ask this question. You’re a fairly young guy, so you most likely been married almost for as long as you’ve been old enough to vote.

So I want to know why marry again? Is it a religious thing? Or is it army benefits? I’d accept that, because I heard it’s better for married guys in the army vs being single. But for a normal guy I don’t see the benefits of getting married for a 2nd time and trying to understand the thought process behind it. Would it not be just as great having a long term girlfriend? If it don’t work out, can just split ways with no fuss or lawyers. I’ve just heard so many horror stories.

I understand a never married guy, getting married which is understandable because they don’t know what they are getting themselves into. But being divorced, you know what it’s like to be married already. Why go through that again? I apologize if my question comes off in a bad way. Not the intention. I just never have the opportunity to chat with a divorced guy who remarried before and always wanted to ask this question to understand the thought process behind it. Plus being only 30, we are in our prime in our 30’s... lol.

hey newInch, honestly it prolly is religious in nature...I was also just raised old school; Been ingrained/indoctrinated I gues?. Not to get into religion I try to let ppl believe what they want lol. So for me yeah. But also like, being married has its benefits. I had a pretty wild life lost my virginity at 16 hoed around till 19 got married divorced at 23 had another hoe phase till about 25, weirdly enough for a guy with a small Dick I got alot of play. I was also stationed in Utah and I'm half black... Soo I think girls were into that. I was like an Asian woman to weebs here in the states. Lots of one nighters, maybe due to my size. Idk being married kind of give me this sense of family. I had a rough life as a teen I moved out at 16ish almost 17. Wasn't close to my family back then. I have severe abandonment issues so marriage kind of is a result of that maybe. Like having a life long partner I tell myself marriage works when two people want it to work. It's no different then a job. My wife now is great, her issues stem from child hood trauma like mine. We just kind of get eachother even as we grow old and have less in common. But like chasing ass got old for me. I was a rapper when I moved out on my own... Lots of chicks begging for it. Then I was in a band in the military and I was the lead singer and the only black guy. So when girls wanted to check us out after a show.... I guess I just kind of stood out. That got old to me and I almost got herpes. One of my band mates gave me a heads up and I lucked out. Some military police chick had been giving It to everyone lol. But yeah I have roughly like 5-6 years of random hooks ups. Soo like I kind of wanted something permanent. But that's just me. I want a real family. Better then the one I had, so I'm trying to build one.

Great explanation bro, makes sense. It was actually pretty great reading your life story.. I laughed at the rapper part (sorry bro). I only laughed because I’m black to and it seems a lot of us go through the wanting to be a rapper phase after high school.. lol. With your explanation I definitely get it though. It seems like you’ve dodged a lot of close ones.

Also when you get back home, you should re-measure. I don’t know if it’s the angle or not, but you definitely look longer than 5” to me. More like 6”. I probably would have seen you there but my flight got overbooked and I had to reschedule since I fly standby. So I’ll be there next Wednesday. I’m looking forward to following your progress bro.

thanks man, wierdly enough, i find it more comfortable to talk to strangers then my own family lol. Im glad you're getting a touch up. I remember reading you were unhappy with your results.. honestly im sort of second guessing coming and getting this done lol.. but i think its the swelling.