TOPIC: I’m finally going to do it.. I can’t wait any longer. Heres my Photos and story

After 10 years of following this forum I’m finally going to get it done. I really don’t want to wait either. I just reached out to Avanti Derma and I’m hoping to get it done within a week or so. Whenever my money hits my account I’ll be ready to go the next day.

My story:
I was born with hypospadias. It’s a shitty, shitty thing. Out of all birth defects I personally feel this is the worse. It affects you peephole and the shape of your penis and glans so usually surgery is required to fix this. I never knew I had hypo growing up, only the fact that my penis looked a little different from the guys in porn. I found out I had hypo after seeing my birth records when I turned 18. My mom never spoke about it to me.

Thankfully in school we never showered together for gym etc. so this was something I never had to deal with growing up. I didn’t know what none of the guys in my high school was working with, and then me. As I got older I shy’d away from sex. The embarrassment of the way my penis looked was just to much for me. I was a good looking guy (in my opinion) and I’m sure no woman would suspect me to have this deformed looked penis. On top of that I have underside scars from the surgery which looks awful. This is the one reason I hate girls on top as they get a look at the awful scars underneath.

Thankfully I am somewhat in the average range thanks to PE. I’m 6x5, but it doesn’t look it. Unfortunately hypospadias affects the penis size. The men in my family are known to have big penises. I am not that lucky. On a side note to top it off I feel like a runt of the litter. My mom is 5’6 my dad is 6’4 and I’m on 5’9. I swear everything about me has been fuel to not keep going but I could never do that to myself or my family.

I haven’t had normal sex since 2007. After that relationship my next relationship was in 2013 and she didn’t have sex with my after the 2 attempts we did have sex because I couldn’t stay hard. She never gave me another chance. So we was in a sexless relationship for about a year. She flat out said she does not want to have sex with me. I should have broke it off right then and there but I knew once it was over she’d be my last girlfriend ever so I just stayed with her. We was together up until she cheated on me with her ex then left me for him. That was my last girlfriend. I’ve been single for almost 8 years.

The majority of my sexual experiences have been in the shadows of prostitution because I just don’t care what they think of me as they’ve see many dicks and to them I’m just a dollar sign so they don’t care about my penis. I’ve never told anyone this next part about myself. I may even edit this part out later on. But This also caused me to dabble with men as sometimes I didn’t have the money to pay for it and wanted sex so I hooked up with guys because just like prostitutes I didn’t care what gay men thought of my penis. I just needed to cum with something other than my hand. My main thing was glory holes so I don’t have to see the person on the other end and could pretend it’s whoever I want it to be.

But I don’t want any of that for myself. I want a relationship. I want a woman to be in love with me and my penis. I’m tired of my family thinking I’m a weirdo because I’m always single. I get (you’re so handsome.. why don’t you have a girlfriend). I can’t come out a say “well aunty I have a ugly penis, so it prevents me from finding a girlfriend because there’s an 80% chance they’d leave me after we have sex. That’s not an appropriate answer for family get togethers. I’m just so done with this and I feel PMMA is my only shot at possibly having a somewhat normal looking penis. It’s used for facial reconstruction so I feel my penis is in need of reconstruction to get the shape of a somewhat normal looking penis.

My goals:
So because of my hypospadias my penis have more of a flat look to it. It is also indented in the middle giving off a wavy look from the side. So I’d like to have filler put in to not only raise the indention in the middle but at the same time make make my penis look more cylinder shape. I hate my glans and I’m not even sure theirs much they can do about it but I hate my glans with a passion. Hopefully with increasing the flair it will look a bit more uniform. I don’t have the biggest glans but I really want to get over 5.5” mid shaft. In a perfect world I want to be 6” mid shaft if my glans allow it. My base is already thick over 5.5” which adds to the weird looking shape of my Dick because the base and mid Girth size difference is so drastic.

I’m still debating if I’m going to address the turkey neck. AD said in a post that peniscrotal webbing procedure can affect the PMMA procedure. But in a emails couple years back I was told the webbing should be removed before PMMA so now I’m confused. But I think I’m going to do PMMA first then focus on the webbing because I can’t wait another 6 months after the webbing procedure. I’m tired of having a flat deformed Dick and want the PMMA now.

I do plan to gain .5 to 1 Inch length after the procedure. That would put me at 6.5” BPEL or 7” BPEL if I can hit that 1” gain mark. I plan to do Hanging, I have all the equipment I’d ever need already. I’m thinking if I can’t have the prettiest Dick, I can attempt to have the biggest duck. At least they won’t be able to call me small no matter what my penis looks like.

This is all I have for now. Thanks for reading my rant/post. I will post photos below of my before photos.

Forgot to mention I have a ESL40 I purchased years ago. I heard they don’t make them anymore. I plan to use that on my penis after the procedure. How soon after is it safe to have sex?

Good luck man, there couldn't be a perfect person this was created for! Dr. C is the man you will be in great hands! Keep us updated on how it all goes!

BigWong wrote: Good luck man, there couldn't be a perfect person this was created for! Dr. C is the man you will be in great hands! Keep us updated on how it all goes!

Thanks. Will do

Hey man. I've been lurking these forms for years and seen many of your posts. No homo but... after reading this post I was expecting your photos to be a whole lot worse than what I saw. Your penis honestly looks pretty normal to me dude. Rooting for you and I look forward to following your progress. I am going to get Girth enhancement soon too. Saving cash and hoping to gain some natural length and Girth first.

honested wrote: Hey man. I've been lurking these forms for years and seen many of your posts. No homo but... after reading this post I was expecting your photos to be a whole lot worse than what I saw. Your penis honestly looks pretty normal to me dude. Rooting for you and I look forward to following your progress. I am going to get Girth enhancement soon too. Saving cash and hoping to gain some natural length and Girth first.

Hey thanks bro. I appreciate it, makes me feel a lot better about it. Yeah after my Girth enhancement I’m gonna try and get to 6.5” to 7” using manual stretches and Hanging. I just want a fat Dick lol. Tired of feeling inadequate you know?

Spoke with doctor C. I canceled my scrotal webbing surgery. I plan to try and get the procedure this month. I’m hoping for .5-.75 gains and a more cylinder shaped penis.

How much are they charging for scrotal webbing?

We don't offer scrotal webbing surgery, nor support it. @New1inch doesn't need it.
We only recommend it for patients who have a real excess of the scrotal web. We like to make them aware that oftentimes the scrotal bag loses elasticity and ends up in a higher position by the base of the penis creating an unsightly appearance.
Remember that the scrotal webbing surgery will only help the side view and make the penis look longer without extending it; also, the size of the scrotal bag can be reduced.
DrC