TOPIC: Movin On Up - jBeau's Journey

Thanks for updating.

It looks good, even if you can feel some irregularities.

Have any sexual partners noticed anything or made any comments.

What are your stats now a year has past?

At about a year after the second fill, I am still not happy with way it looks soft.

For all those getting stoked about the way it looks right after, get prepared because it doesn\'t stay that way.

(side note, given the money spent and my concern with aesthetics, I really wonder if I shouldn\'t have gone with graphs...)

Anyway, my women see me soft more than hard, Prepare yourself... it\'s not pretty.

The photo uploading on this site took a turn for the worse... not uploading selected files...

: this one really shows the void at the base and on the left. These voids do show Erect as well.



You can even see them from underneath.

Narrative:

I am much happier with being thicker. What gets me is that quite a few of the guys that want to go bigger are where I am, currently, after these two fills. I get the desire to be monsterous, I have it too, but not at the expense of my woman not being attracted to me. These pictures show what really happens and what it really looks like. It doesn\'t look natural. My advice to anyone that has a thickness ~ > 5\" in Girth, turn away... spend your time on something else that makes you attractive to women (or men).

I really want to work on my aesthetics and would love feedback from those that have gone before me on whether or not is worth further investment. When I started this, I was committed to how many times I had to go back to get the aesthetics right. Now I think I need some \"tough love\" support.

Does everyone have this ridge at the bottom where the scrotum starts?
It is very apparent when Erect. Kind of embarrassing.

Not mention everything else...

@hoddle10...

Am working on getting stats and 12 month Erect pics. Will have them soon...

Yes, I have had comments. With the women that knew me.... said \" You ruined it, it used look so good\". Others that didn\'t know, comment on how it\'s the perfect size for great sex. This is much more positive than what I used to get with \"it could be thicker\".

Hi jbeau, interesting to see some of the real-life downside issues with PMMA. I hope these issues can be addressed and made better - however I think your unit isn\'t looking too bad. Thanks for posting these updates with such good pics.

I\'ve got to say, I actually think it looks pretty good Flaccid. I can see why you might not be happy with it, but only if you have that kind of self critical personality type. I think there would be lots of guys who would be more than happy with a Flaccid jbeau\'s and wouldn\'t think twice about it. I can see some aesthetic issue\'s but nothing that makes me think it\'s worthy of warning people \"it\'s not pretty\" or that \"it doesn\'t look natural.\" To me jbeau\'s concerns serve as a warning to those who can be obsessive about things who are considering PMMA. Whilst I can look at jbeau\'s and say it looks perfectly normal, I aware that I\'m the kind of guy that if I noticed come imperfections on my own penis, that I\'d become paranoid and obsessive about them to the point it would make me regret having the procedure.

I\'d imagine most of us would agree that jbeaus penis looks fine, but that isn\'t the point. We all need to consider how we\'d react to flaws, as for some of us they\'d be a much bigger deal than for others. If I started thinking my PMMA (if I had it) was detectable to touch or sight, I don\'t think I\'d feel comfortable having sex as it would play on my mind all the time.

@hoddle10

You have clarified my intention and position well. For me, personally, aesthetics was important... from the beginning. So this is my struggle. My story is unique to me and anyone else that can relate may now take this information as a reference in future decisions.

And, of course, thank you for the positive feedback.

I think it looks pretty natural. I\'d be happy with that result. Thanks for the amazing pictures.

Looking good Jbeau!

Honestly, it looks good. I think our own insecurities and \"OCD\" qualities tend to override realty. Recently I had PMMA with DR C on Nov 19 and Wade and I would have to say it was so low-key and no stress. They are a great team and I plan on PMMA #2 in January. The reality is that each one of us may require more than one session to be \"satisfied\". I have no goals of 7\" or more Girth, just lookng for some thickness without being obvious. Most women - and men - do not need the extreme thickness that our psych seems to think. All of us are way more than a penis. Of course, I\'m all for self -esteem builders and augmentation is fine, just as long as everyone is realistic. Dr C and Wade are very committed and passionate about their procedures - nothing but good things to say about them and the entire procedure!!!