Listen bud-
You have some things going on. I do not fault you for it. We all have our issues. We are all equal at some level and I want to see you \"normal\" for whatever that is worth. I say \"normal\" and what I mean is not agonizing with your situation more than you should be as opposed to physical perfection. You are seeking advice on a forum that is... well... not in the mainstream. I personally (and anyone else please help me here) do not think you need injections, surgeries, etc. You MAY. But I think you should be discussing some of these things with a psychotherapist. By the way, if you do it does NOT mean you are crazy, weak, stupid, incapable of heeling yourself, etc. It just means you need help from a specialist dealing with mental processes.
I think you should consider going to a sexual therapist or at least a counselor (with some exposure to the types of issues you are having generally) for a few sessions. Explain all of your background. Talk about social issues, surgical, etc. Explain what you are going through. If you feel comfortable going to this person for advice see if they would possibly speak with a physician on your behalf to discuss your situation.
I do not want to see you paying someone to inject you, cut you, etc. anymore at this point. I think you need help on a more comprehensive level. If I can speak frankly I think you have some psychological issues. This decision is based on private communications we had in addition to this post. If you do have issues (guess what? I have had some too so it does not mean anything about you personally or your self worth), then the best any of us can do is support you in seeking help. It pains me to think you would ask for an exotic surgery like what you described.
Does anyone else see what I am saying? If we are here to help each other then let\'s not tell this guy to get injections.
Medi- Do you have a close friend that you think other people look up to because he is mature or smart that you could ask advice from?
Also, by all means keep posting. And please reach out to me again in a PM when I am online. I know I was curt before but I do want people to get help from this forum. I can tell you are suffering. Whether you can tell or not I care about you even though I do not know you. I think you may want to include someone who you know cares about you in some of your thought process and decision making.
Anyone else?
Nomad1