yipes, ive been incognito on this forum nearly 2 yrs now, @hunkydory, good point about possibly NEVER being satisfied,
@briceb, very well said, im sounding more vain, which according to hunkydory could be pointlessly sketchy, and
@hoddle10 spoken like a true senior moderator, i just had my first kid six months ago, a daughter, with a flaming bitch ive been on n off w/ for years, shes slept with pro athletes and been to vegas 50+ times, thousands of festivals, all over europe,parties and events, shes always had a glamorous life, but me, very different, ive always been super broke and have never figured out how to make much money at all, never been able to even get out of my state,so my complex is in a weird place just wanting to b the biggest shes had. since im clearly the brokest shes had
@thehulk, i bloody knew it, i\'d gladly take a pie to the face right about now, i felt like it was inevitable to for me to make a shitty post
thank you again for your responses guys